Manifesting getting lean and shredded on this 12/12 Portal

 Today is the 2025 12/12 portal and I am here for it. I am manifesting becoming the fit shredded woman I was in 2013, when I tempted  K.S. all the way from Carlsbad. (without even stepping foot in Santa Cruz!) I was the original fit girl for a moment. L took cues from me and ran with it! It was a fitness destiny swap, I believe. I went back into hiding, after getting hexed. Why bother? I don’t want to tempt K. I only get my hopes up for K and then catch hell for it, from E. I finally got the message that K was just “looking.” He was window shopping, with no serious intention of swapping out L for me. Or maybe, he was literally stuck with L, and loved every other bit of his life in Santa Cruz. 

 

I’m sure he didn’t want to be labeled a “home wrecker” either. “Home wrecker,” the term is a much dreaded label to bare. I had a husband and three children, not just a wife and a dog. So, he could have possibly gotten judged harder than me. Not to mention, he possibly didn’t want to help parent my young children.  I assume he didn’t want to deal with that. K and L never had children of their own and had all the fun and freedom in the world. I assume that was more his choice too.

So despite railing on L’s fellow witch friends, who butt into our beef and are overly involved in L’s bitter revenge attack on me, I am actually taking cues from them. I don’t think her bodybuilding friend looks good, but I have decided to start taking creatine, to help me burn fat and get shredded too. I have only been taking creatine a few days, but I feel like it’s already working. I also started taking NAD and urolithin. Now I will reverse my aging, without witchcraft! More people should try this!

On 12/12, I am also manifesting my peace of mind, by keeping my 2025 holiday season small and simple. I choose peace and solitude. I don’t want to compete with other women or feel that the women around me are competing with me. A part of me wants to try a hiking or running or spiritual meetup, but making friends is so tricky and friends can be exhausting, so maybe not. Having no friends certainly saves money around the holidays, so that’s a plus. 

I resent no one wanting to listen to my hex stories and problems. They don’t believe me. They don’t want to hear my “nonsense.” I am actually the chillest person, so I resent when people imply that I am a lot to deal with and drama filled. Puh leaze! That’s so offensive! I’m dealing with a lot. Whether or not people believe that or care about my problems is another issue. However, I am afraid to make a new friend, who expects me to listen to her drama too! lol I’m busy! Too busy for a new friend actually!

So my New Year’s resolution will again be to focus on a fit and healthy 2026. Now that I am on zepbound and creatine, the coming year could bring about a physical transformation for me. I need to be in great shape for when E gets arrested, and people finally realize that I am not just venting some psychotic nonsense. I’m telling the truth about the hell they have put me through. I want to look my best when I become notorious/famous and people want to interview me and stuff! I am manifesting all of that today. 

Here’s to a much better, fulfilling, joyful, peaceful, prosperous, healthy, and safe 2016! I will wish that for you, if you wish that for me! 

Taking care of business on this December 2025 Super New Moon

Praying 

Manifesting 

Returning all evil eyes, intentions ,and abuse to sender.

Well that was fun! Purchasing and lighting a return to sender candle is a very constructive use of my time and money well spent!

Thankfully

 I’m thankful for many things this Thanksgiving. On this blog in particular I would like to express my thankfulness that L didn’t photoshop another picture of K, on Thanksgiving, as if they were still together or some ridiculous scenario, like renewing their vows in New Orleans, the voodoo capital. Although that is what it would take for K to stay with you, at this point, or at any point, as we know now.

Poor K! I believe the F.U’s are in Santa Cruz with L. Getting those 4 fuckers together is never good!  Those four fuckers in the same space equals one thing…witchcraft! I wonder what will transpire as a result of their reunion?! I pray that law enforcement is reading this, watching that family of sneaky, malicious witches, and working to bring them to justice! Let’s see what they are doing, so we can figure out how to stop them and how to prosecute them!

I was running/pounding the pavement actually!

 Behind my sweet smile here, lies a woman with a secret. I have been walking all over my quartet of hexing bullies all day! Here I am, about to go running, to really stomp all over them. I hope you all felt it! 

Seriously, I am even afraid to do these tame, tiny, witchy rituals. I think it’s supposed to be a release for me, at best. I did what the witch said. I wrote their names down on a piece of paper. I rolled the piece of paper away from me three times. I put the piece of paper in my shoe and stomped over them all day. I don’t know what this did to help me, besides amuse me and give me a temporary sense of empowerment. 

However, Evil E knows what I am thinking, doing, and planning to do, at all times. He is probably pissed at today’s witchy gesture, aimed at them. I did feel my foot and ankle swelling up, when I was driving earlier. I don’t know if my foot and ankle were bothering me because I was driving on the freeway and that is the foot I use to drive, or because the piece of paper with their names on it, was in that shoe. I definitely wonder which is the case. Evil E is quick to enact revenge on me and he is the “mastermind of Santeria.” I am at a loss as someone, who is totally out of the malicious magic loop. E probably already did something to get me back today, knowing him. I wouldn’t put it past him.

Do you see the angel over my shoulder, in the picture above? I pray to God and to all of the angels in heaven to protect me, my family and friends, from malicious magic. My family and friends seem to be having a really hard time right now. I do wonder if my bad luck hex is affecting those around me, who I care about. Lord, in heaven, please protect us. Protect us from the malicious magic that is making us sick, in both body and mind. Protect us from pain, suffering, misfortune and loss. Help us to get along with each other and to lead with love in our interactions with our loved ones. Amen!

L, your bitchy friends are going in too.

 L- your bitchy ride on die fellow witch friends are going into the freezer too. I was actually manifesting putting you and your friends (who I know their names to write them down) into a freezer spell. I would put you and your nasty crew into my freezer, but I don’t want a nasty freezer spell jar with the names of a ton of nasty people, in my freezer. I also don’t have room for you, in my freezer. We have a ton of food in there, for me and my family. You all are more likely to go into a vinegar spell jar real quick. You are long overdue for some witchy retaliation! 

E and your other loser cousins have put me (or my voodoo doll) in their freezer and probably in their heat lamp/microwave/oven too. To my helpers, friends, and followers who are sympathetic to me, don’t worry. I’m not giving these assholes ideas that they didn’t already have. As E said, he is a mastermind of Santeria. Their whole family probably is. He was raised into an evil malicious magic practicing family. This practice is widespread in his family. They all mess around with this bullshit. They have wanted to kill me for years. I’m surprised they haven’t killed me yet. Blogging about this apparently has done nothing to help me. This may be the only reason they have settled down and backed off a bit. No one believes me or can do a goddamn thing to stop this anyway.

I just don’t get why L’s friends are so invested in this. L kisses her friends asses, so they think that she is some innocent saint. She has these bitches wrapped around her finger. Why do people like her? She’s a lying, manipulative, bitch. She’s a wolf in disguise, with the same put-on charm as Ted Bundy. Yuck!

L, you are crazy. You are beyond pathetic and stubborn. I see that you are distraught and destroyed and angry. You simply cannot let this go! You can’t let go of K. You can’t let go of your anger and your jealousy and the fact that you have lost this battle to me! Boo hoo! I don’t get why your bitch friends are down here in Carlsbad, driving past me and (probably) hexing me too. You and your klan are just a pathetic, evil, vindictive bunch of witches. You can all share a cell in jail with L and F, for all I care! I hope you rot in jail and then rot in hell, of course!

11/11

 I wrote my 11 manifestations! I am a baby witch, so not sure what I am doing here. Tonight I am drinking in my manifestations! What I am manifesting, wouldn’t you like to know. I’m grateful for more than 11 things in my life and in the world! I don’t know why I put those bay leaves in my water!? I will be taking those out before I drink it! lol 

On Veterans Day, I would like to say thank you to all of the brave and strong individuals, who have protected our country with all of their hearts. My father voluntarily enlisted in the Navy. I thank him and every veteran for their service. I do think there is a possibility that the military in San Diego may know of my situation. They could certainly could use magic to help them locate, monitor, and know the thoughts and intentions of foreign adversaries! Why not utilize the sneakiness that has probably been used on our country, as well as, countless American individuals, like myself?

So yes, there is nothing wrong with harmless manifestation. It’s basically a soothing prayer for me. I hope for the best, but keep my expectations low! 

Ok I’m manifesting a positive mindset! I will speak my manifestations into existence. This is my new daily ritual!

Make a wish at 11:11 on today 11/11! I forgot to do that this morning! I’m drinking in my manifestations tonight! Wish me luck!!

I only drink moon water on special occasions.

Man approaches woman at a bar: What are you drinking?

Woman: Moon water.

Man thinks about that for a second and then hurries off.

I’m only engaging in a little witch role play, for fun. I’m not out to harm anyone. I would like to ward off evil people and energies that come my way. I would never trick anyone into being with me, against their will. I would never put a pathetic love spell on a male, regardless of how attractive and fabulous, he may be. I don’t want a partner who is a challenge to get. I want a potential male mate to pursue me and to want to be with me. I don’t want someone out of my league. I don’t want to be super stressed and paranoid, that my man would and could leave me, at the drop of a hat.

L, If you don’t feel secure in your relationship, if he’s not convincing you of his loyalty, and you are paranoid about everything, maybe you should just move on! I would rather be alone at this point. L, you are doing your best to ruin “my man’s” confidence and his trust in women. L- sucks! L putting a love spell on K sucks! Love spells suck! I hope my story is reaching any and all single men out there looking for love. Be forewarned! L is not the one! What a shitty spouse you turned out to be L, you lying, manipulative bitch!