Thursday night’s magic is for overcoming obstacles!

And I decided to do some banishing work too! Surprise! Bye, bitches! Get out of my life! Get out of my head! Get out of me, those around me, and my personal life, once and for all! 

“So you would never shop at Walmart? You would never step foot in Walmart? Well, have fun inside Walmart, bitches! You’re forever trapped in Walmart now!” (Just a little inside joke between me and the F.U’s!)

My Moonlight and Sage Haul!

 

Thank you to the amazing Anastasia of Moonlight and Sage in Oceanside for your spiritual help!

Here I am trying on the Stevie Nicks/Fleetwood Mac-inspired spell oil “Silver Springs” from Moonlight and Sage! I love the smell and the whole vibe of this!

October 1st Ritual

 

Be gone, bitches!!

I don’t know if this is mad photoshopping or I am hallucinating?

 But does every witch in Santa Cruz look just like my nemesis, Lee? You have to really zoom in,

but yeah a lot of doppelgängers and likeminded women up there. Lee forced me into this, because that sneaky bitch and her creepy cousins thought they were just going to do whatever they wanted to me, without any consequences. Hell to the no! I’m hexing you right back, bitches! Lee probably goes to these witch walks. She’s definitely there in spirit!

Good morning to my spirit guides!

 Here is a midweek spell.

I ask my spirit guides to help me guide my words for better self expression and self advocacy

Help guard my path 

Open my thoughts to clarity and my voice to truth 

Let my steps follow wisdom

And my words land with purpose 

May I listen as deeply as I speak 

And may my road remain clear 

Celebrating and harnessing the energy of this Harvest Full Moon!

I celebrate the natural beauty of this moment before dawn, and today’s powerful full moon! I am starting off the morning with a little meditation and prayer! I use this smoke, to clear away any negative energy and monitoring spirits. I reach out to God and to my guardian angels, for help and guidance. I pray for help in navigating the stress and conflict in my life. Please help me to be more understanding, patient, and loving with others. Please help me to see snakes “in the wild” and to steer clear from them. 

Please help to open the road for me and my family members, who may be under spiritual attack. Please clear the path to success, peace, love, and happiness! I pray that my enemies stop their malicious magic attacks on me and on those around me. Lord, please heal me of my paranoia and delusions, if that is all this is. Thank you for all of my blessings! Please bring me peace and make me a channel of your peace! Amen!

I guess I dodged a bullet?

 

So I admit that I picked the guy in college, with the best looks, nice seeming, upwardly mobile, great major, who seemed obsessed with me, to zero in on. I invented a future with him, without knowing much about him, in reality. He never even told me his last name! He was super secretive and distant. Then he’d come in out of nowhere and want a random hookup. He didn’t see me as girlfriend material or maybe he just didn’t want to be tied down with a girlfriend back then. Being put on the back burner, to maybe come around years later to pursue, sucks and was always a dealbreaker for me. Like how many girls do you have to screw in the meantime? I didn’t wait for him, so why did I start kicking myself, for doing that later?

 And he just continued to stalk me, out of a lack of impulse control and a wandering eye. He wanted someone who idolized him like “oh what a hot sexy musician! He’s the drummer in a band!!” After the whole Santeria fiasco he got me in with his psycho in-laws, he decided he didn’t give a shit about me, about the fact that his wife is a witch, and is hexing me. So he ultimately stayed with his wife! Aaargh! 

Now she gets to play groupie for him and they don’t have any kids, so he can pick up his drumsticks and gig around Santa Cruz, whenever he wants. On the bright side, at least I don’t have to move to Santa Cruz now. It honestly sounds like such a nutty place! LOL Meanwhile in Santa Cruz…