Fit check!

 It’s another beautiful day in San Diego! I’m wearing shorts although you can’t see them in these pictures. I’m wearing a protection braid again and a selenite wand necklace to help keep me relaxed today.

K is just as bad as the rest of them

 Hiding in the shadows. The ball-less wonder! If he wanted to get serious with me, he would have come out of the woodwork long ago. Instead he joined a band with his wife’s gym rat friends? He cares too much much what people in his community think, to follow his heart and take a chance on me. Yes, for me too, it would likely be more of the same. What am I trading in? A condescending intellectual for another? Another man child? An extremely self centered person? A man who doesn’t contribute to the household chores?  A man who mentally and emotionally checks out of his marriage? A man who takes his wife for granted? I have children and he has none. I don’t think he ever wanted children and so doesn’t feel it would be an equal trade off. And he’d possibly an attention whore/musician/narcissist on top of all that? It’s a lot of trouble to swap husbands for basically the same guy, with a few new daunting twists, like he has a wandering eye and restlessly flirts with other women! I don’t know witchcraft, so I couldn’t keep my jealousy and controlling ways a secret. That would drive me crazy and I wouldn’t stand for it! He would find out really quickly that I am the jealous type. I want him for myself, but what a mind fuck it would be for him to disrespect me like that? L just plays it off and controls him with magic. I’m better off alone than being stuck on a roller coaster ride with him! Amen! 

Meanwhile in Carlsbad, I am still stuck being monitored and hexed by L’s nasty cousins, who live close to me. Why don’t they move up to fabulous Santa Cruz to better keep an eye on K? Holy hell! It’s not fair! This is K’s fault for stalking me anyway! Like I said on my Amazon book page, this may be the most unbelievable true story ever written. It may seem like a psychotic delusion, because it seems unbelievable, and no one will admit to their doings, but the things I am experiencing are real. The individuals involved are just two faced liars, hiding behind good-natured and nice facades! You would never guess the darkness, cunningness, and deception that lies within them! They live very comfortably behind their masks! K was too good to be true anyway. He is an emotionally unavailable, cheating husband who stalks other women. I just invented a romantic and attractive storyline for him, to explain to myself why he keeps stalking me!

What’s so great about Santa Cruz?

 I would never move there. It’s just laziness on Keith’s part, at this point. Moving away from his witch wife would be very stressful and a huge hassle for him. She followed him to Santa Cruz and now he’s stuck with her. His wandering eye is just typical male boredom. He’s sick of looking at her. Everyone has those moments when they think to themselves, I could have done better in the spouse department. Look at this shiny new woman over here! Or maybe their memories gets mixed up and they desire to go back to someone they may have had a connection with long ago, but they fumbled the bag. It takes some of us longer to snap out of the delusion that the grass would be greener with this outside person. The window of opportunity to rekindle things closed long ago. I am the only woman delusional enough to want my stalker to come into my life for a real relationship! Crazy!

K loves Santa Cruz, his family, his childhood friends and the neighborhood he has always known and loved too much to leave. L got lucky. She’s just a square peg slamming herself into a round hole. She’s going to continue to fake it and force it and K doesn’t have the balls to leave. L loves rubbing this in my face! Let me tell you, K, The dark side of L and her family is truly frightening! Believe me! Stay on your bitches good side! That’s all I can tell you. If she doesn’t come for you, Esteban will! Be forewarned!

 I deserve an apology from K and from his bitch/witch wife and her cousins, but direct and honest communication isn’t their strong suit! What liars and snakes you all are! You deserve each other! He will eventually cheat on her with someone locally, I hope. If he had the balls, he would!

Yup, this is definitely a protection braid-wearing kind of day.

 

My brain is always searching for correlations!

  Did you know that Santa Cruz is the second largest witchcraft hub in Mexico? No wonder L feels drawn Santa Cruz!!

https://open.spotify.com/episode/6gCC39k6sJKw66UZlZPsuJ?si=7ctsOA5JTlKMbkiO--ERYw

Lonely housewife waiting for her doctor husband to come home from work…

 

A new moon is a great day for praying, meditating, and manifesting!

I believe that every day is a great day for spiritual/religious rituals, no matter what you practice. I hope that you use your practice to manifest good and positive energy to others, as well as yourself! Let’s be kind to everyone! Let’s not target one or two individuals secretly, for the sake of manipulating, engaging in sadistic abuse, and taking all of your anger out on them. Amen!