Protection rituals on Friday the 13th

 Light a candle, at the very least! Trust me!

Manifesting great things on this 11/11 portal. SO MOTE IT BE!

Here’s me recreating Temu nightgown advertisements. 

Never mind the spirit orb in front of me.

Is that a crystal shard or are you just happy to see me?

Thankful for my spirit guides and crystal insights for helping to clarify the chaos and confusion around me!

 You can see in this dark picture from a few weeks ago, that my hazel eyes have a lot of yellow hue in them. Even in the dark, my eyes look light hazel with a lot of yellow in them. People always tell me how cool and unique my eyes are, beyond the hazel, which are very cool and color changing in of itself. Anyway, unfortunately, my family of enemies, the F. U’s, all have hazel eyes too.

I have believed for some time, that EU can magically jump inside my body and see through my eyes. It’s just an intuitive feeling that I have. It’s seemingly impossible that someone can do that, to everyone but me. I know EU can and does do that. LRS probably does that to. If you look carefully into my eyes and my hazel eyes look much bigger and darker than usual, look out, you may actually be looking into E.U.’s eyes!! I have been hesitating to share this because it seems crazy and highly unlikely that someone could do that! No one knows if someone could ever do that or how they would do that because no one like the police, sheriff, military, CIA, or FBI believe in, investigate, or use magic themselves, in any capacity. 

Sorry for complaining about this today. I am thankful today, Veterans Day, to all of our brave US veterans, for all that they have done to protect all Americans!

I was taking pictures today and I thought I saw Esteban’s irises in my eyes today, ruining the pretty pictures that I was attempting to take. I was horrified and frightened, looking back at some of my pictures, because I have a hard time fully believing it myself. It’s happened for the longest time and more often than not, I am oblivious when he inhabits my body and looks out through my eyes. He is so sneaky. Witchcraft is very sneaky. Who would ever know, when my eyes are hazel, like his? Maybe my eyes just got super dark and I surprised myself? Maybe my eyes really are that dark and not always this rare, pretty, yellow color. Right? Who knows? Malicious magic is so crazy though! I truly believe that we only know tiny hints of what is being done and what can be done with it. 

Down below is an example of my eyes looking not quite right. Now you definitely have to zoom in on my eyes, but I look possibly possessed here. Of course that could always just be my own eyes, looking a little scary or spaced out for a second. That’s all! 

To those who celebrate All Souls Day…

 I hope you had a meaningful day of reverence and spiritual connection. Im especially thinking about my mother and honoring her today. I love her. I miss her. I am still in awe of her. I would like to be with her again one day. 

I have been trying to cook recipes and wondering what would my Mom add to make this taste better? Sugar? Cream cheese? Worschester sauce? She loved lemon meringue pie, but I did not buy one for today, because we just had Halloween. I am trying to get my diet back on track.

A family friend once told my Mom that she was like a hothouse flower, who needed to be moved into the sunlight outdoors. I felt like her today, wanting to be comfortable inside. It’s more comfortable for me to stay in my room and in my shell too.

I have a picture of my grandmother too. My father’s mother was a widower for a very long time. She had a sad childhood and experienced a lot of loneliness throughout her life I feel. Despite having 5 children, and many more grandchildren, she seemed lonely. After losing her husband and youngest son, her children grew up and moved out, she was alone a lot of the time in her house. Looking back I wish that I had visited her more because she was so sweet and appreciated my company. I knew she loved me and I loved her.

Too much solitude can trigger depression. I need to change up my surroundings, get active outside, and socialize with people too!  So I did venture into the backyard today. It was still damp and kind of cold from the rain. It would have been good for my Mom to push herself to do these things. I only have control over myself though, and what I do, in the present. So today I went outside…briefly. 

Call to Hekate!

Hekate, Goddess of the night. 

Guardian of the crossroads. 

I call upon you at this sacred time of Samhain to ask for help, 

In finding justice for the years that I have been a victim of malicious magic.

I would like a breakthrough in my case.

For people to see me and believe me.

For legal and criminal consequences to be brought upon the individuals hexing me.

As the veil thins, I seek your guidance and wisdom. 

Illuminate my path and help me navigate the mysteries that lie ahead.

Thank you Hekate, for your guidance! Let your light guide my way!

Happy Halloween/Samhain! She waited so long for her lover to return to her and she is still waiting…

Lighting candles and casting spells, as the moon meets seven sisters.

 I thought that tonight was a great night to use my Moonlight & Sage Calypso spiritual oil. I am manifesting my transformation into a youthful, sexy, and beautiful sea nymph. For women with a weakness for surfers, this is the perfect oil. Make me into a beautiful sea siren/mermaid to attract KMS, my handsome surfer! 

I just googled who Calypso is and I actually wasn’t impressed. She was a blonde haired “goddess” who used lies and magic trickery to keep a man, against his will, for 7 years. He was miserable the entire time though and he eventually got help to be freed from her. He finally snapped out of it! What a waste of time, for a pathetic woman! So I don’t think I will wear the Calypso oil with any intention again. Yuck! It does smell nice though and no shade to the famous spiritual helper Anastasia of Moonlight and Sage. I don’t want to be my nemesis, LRS, at this point, because she is a total loser!

Sunday Night Sweetening spell & Hunter Full Moon/5 planet retrograde ritual.

May my words carry sweetness.

May my presence attract kindness and respect.

May my aura exude friendliness, openness, and earthiness.

 May others’ good thoughts of me, follow me wherever I go. 

I was watching a TikTok of a special Moonlight & Sage spiritual oil review and this woman credited her spell oil, “Face Card Never Declines,” for successfully helping her to appear friendly and unintimidating to a certain group of people that she was interacting with. She explained that she needed them to like her, but that she wasn’t really that way at all. She used the spell oil to soften the rough edges of her face and of her exterior demeanor. I found this very interesting! She definitely sold me on purchasing this particular oil!

Sweetening spells could be very beneficial to me, as well. I can definitely come across scoff, standoffish, intimidating, maybe? I may have resting bitch face, as the expression goes. First impressions can be challenging for me. I want people to like me. I want them to think that I am nice, friendly, and attractive too. I wonder if a sweetening spell would help me? I do think that it’s possible that the F.U’s have used these methods to appear likable, attractive, competent, and innocent, when really it’s all an illusion.

In this picture, I am manifesting my own sweetness or rather, a sweet demeanor, under this full moon. While reciting a sweetening spell, I am massaging a homemade honey, cinnamon, sugar balm all over my hands. And so it is! Happy Full Moon Fever!