Not today Coronavirus

https://www.yahoo.com/news/seriously-people-stop-buying-masks-170148731.html

Friday night fun. Let me stand next to your fire! 🔥

Watching The Unxplained on The History Channel. This episode is about Voodoo and speaks to how it really works. Voodoo works. Voodoo hexes work. Voodoo death is possible but can never be proven or traced back to the Voodoo practitioner. Very scary.

I see famous people!

I see living, breathing, famous people everyday. What are they doing here?  It's very strange for me.

Someone I used to consider a friend (but no longer do) posted this on their Facebook page.  This may have been directed at me creeping on her profile. lol


 Anyway, I am now sharing this sentiment with my blog guests. Listen to The Captain!

Thinking of my mother in heaven and many other things this Ash Wednesday of 2020. Peace be with you!

Celebrity crush? Who isn't my celebrity crush?

By the time you get to be my age, in my 40's, all the rock stars I used to love are divorced or headed there. Lucky me! Which lady is going to luck out here? I love John Frusciante and Slash (both divorced) and Mike D from the Beastie Boys seems headed there. This does not help my delusions and erotomania AT ALL.

I want to read this and put it into practice. I was referred to the teachings of Byron Katie by another schizophrenia.com member. Looks pretty cool!

https://thework.com/

From afar, I find his honesty refreshing.

https://www.google.com/amp/s/news.yahoo.com/amphtml/b-smiths-husband-criticized-having-191000520.html

I live in a suburb that is all about keeping up appearances. Many people around here are miserable in their marriages but when they go out in public, to the grocery store or something, it is showtime. I just witnessed this at Vons. I bumped into a madly in love couple with the perfect marriage. I left the grocery store wanting to puke honestly.

I know this couple. She had a stroke many years ago. She had nothing but she somehow wrangled this loving, rich husband who just throws money at her. He adopted her granddaughter who he raises as his own daughter. He escorts her to the grocery store and fills up the cart with love. He bought her two dozen flowers, was kissing her hands as he was checking her out and he of course carried all the groceries because she is a waif and can’t do anything for herself. Jealous!

Seriously, if I had Alzheimer’s or some disabilitating disease, I don’t know who would take care of ME. All I can say is that I would love to be the husband in this news article who is confident in his decision making and seems to actually be living his best life. He made lemonade out of lemons and I am not judging him for it.

**Update: the woman in the article with Alzheimer’s just died today. I hope she is at peace now. I guess her husband could have waited for her to pass away, to pursue another woman. People are so impatient!

On my wedding day

This is me...

I need a dog like this...

Feeling the music. See, dogs have issues too!

https://www.instagram.com/p/B8kbZjFpFxr/?igshid=xk5f35c8kmnq

I don’t want to go to Coachella, but the original Woodstock...

Up to my old tricks again. Posting romantic videos again and dedicating it to some random guy from college who I am obsessed with. This one is for...well you know who you are. Hey, if I could stop thinking about this guy, I would!

Twenty One Pilots (band)

I was sitting in my car and waiting to pick my daughter up from school today. Someone drove by blasting this song. I don’t know if they were playing it purposely for me or what. I also don’t know if the song is about falling in love or thinking too much. Music definitely has an effect on me. lol

Attention geeks, nerds, and general weirdos, you must stop doing this!

https://cbs12.com/news/offbeat/video-florida-man-blinds-pilot-with-laser-pointer

There is a huge swarm of crows that hang out at my daughter’s middle school. Today they were swarming and hovering around overhead today. I had flashbacks of the Alfred Hitchcock movie, The Birds. Scary! 🦅

Doctor memes are always good.

I saw Kobe...

Ok who did you see? I thought I saw either Jerry Garcia or Che Guevara.

The only Academy nominated film that I watched this year was The Irishman. I am half Italian and half Irish so I really noticed when they put blue contacts in the eyes of the all Italian cast, in order to make them look Irish. I will say, they didn't look anymore Irish. They just looked weird to me. LOL Great movie though!! 👍👍

People with schizophrenia/schizoaffective disorder are really down on ourselves and have many challenges in our lives, hence this dark meme.

Ok maybe I don’t exactly feel this way. I mean I do have a partner in life, the father of my children. We are not losers in any way. Besides, I always have my computer husband Keith! This one is for Keith or Karen. Thinking of you, dear! lol

Bible Quote of the Day. I feel that this is necessary today.

https://www.vaticaninexile.com/why_should_i_bless_those_who_curse_me.php

This was considered socially acceptable humor when I was growing up. Would Better Off Dead get made today? The movie makes light of suicide and drug use. Do not watch this clip if you get triggered easily. Classic movie though. I found this appropriate as Valentines Day approaches. lol

They were playing music for me again at the grocery store today!

In my hour of need and no, you’re not there
And though, I’ve reached out for you
You wouldn’t lend a hand...

My flesh still crawls when I hear your name!

Valentines Day

Valentines Day sucks! Valentines Day is about trying to get some (for men) or merely keeping up appearances. I wasn’t going to participate in spending money on this stupid Hallmark holiday until I found these cool tie dye unicorn roses from ProFlowers.com. I might have to buy these for myself this year!

When I am hearing voices and say that I am being hexed, I am most likely, struggling to have insight into my disease. The article below is insightful and serves as a reality check for me tonight. I would love avatar therapy. Where can I find that?

https://www.psychiatryadvisor.com/home/schizophrenia-advisor/auditory-hallucinations-in-schizophrenia-dysfunction/

Happy Groundhog Day!!

https://hollywoodlife.com/2020/02/02/did-groundhog-see-shadow-2020-punxsutawney-phil-winter-spring/

The Super Bowl is so boring! Demi Lovatos National Anthem made me tear up though. The score is tied right now. I am definitely not rooting for San Francisco but I assume that they will win. That is my prediction. Don’t they always win? They have all the money and all the best players. lol

Ok it’s halftime and this should be the best part of the Super Bowl TBH!

Down to the wire! I am not feeling very psychic with two minutes to go in the fourth quarter!

Wine tasting pics! I had fun!!