Wednesday, October 14, 2026

Your smile is a veil.

 But so is mine, when I look at you and all of your rat friends!

What did you say? I’m a what? I’m dressing like a what? Get ready for much more of that! I could care less what you say! Looking like you’re about to marry Beetlejuice in your wedding guest dress! 

I’m simply lounging at home here…and calling on my good friend, Hekate!


Hail Hekate, Queen of the Crossroads!
Torchbearer of the night! 
And guardian of the thresholds!
Keeper of the keys!
Guide my path through the shadows and illuminate my way with your divine light!
Grant me wisdom at every crossroad and protection in the dark!










Monday, October 12, 2026

Game time!

 Let’s play a game! Use your best guess. Which of the guys in the picture below, would you guess has been hexing me since this was taken in 2014?




Sunday, October 11, 2026

The October New Moon 10/10 portal


On this October new moon 10/10 portal, I call upon the goddess Hecate to return all malefic energy sent my way, back to the house from which it came! May all harm be returned to my enemies threefold! Goddess Hecate, keeper of keys, please open my road and guide my path. Please provide me with the wisdom necessary to move forward in my journey. Please protect me from the malicious energy entering me and surrounding me!


 




Thursday, October 8, 2026

Thursday night’s magic is for overcoming obstacles!




And I decided to do some banishing work too! Surprise! Bye, bitches! Get out of my life! Get out of my head! Get out of me, those around me, and my personal life, once and for all! 

“So you would never shop at Walmart? You would never step foot in Walmart? Well, have fun inside Walmart, bitches! You’re forever trapped in Walmart now!” (Just a little inside joke between me and the F.U’s!)

Tuesday, October 6, 2026

My Moonlight and Sage Haul!

 


Thank you to the amazing Anastasia of Moonlight and Sage in Oceanside for your spiritual help!



Here I am trying on the Stevie Nicks/Fleetwood Mac-inspired spell oil “Silver Springs” from Moonlight and Sage! I love the smell and the whole vibe of this!

October 1st Rituals


                                                                      

  Be gone, bitches!!

And making good use of my moon water!

Bring in only good and positive things!



Thursday, October 1, 2026

I don’t know if this is mad photoshopping or I am hallucinating?

 But does every witch in Santa Cruz look just like my nemesis, Lee? You have to really zoom in,






but yeah a lot of doppelgängers and likeminded women up there. Lee forced me into this, because that sneaky bitch and her creepy cousins thought they were just going to do whatever they wanted to me, without any consequences. Hell to the no! I’m hexing you right back, bitches! Lee probably goes to these witch walks. She’s definitely there in spirit!


Wednesday, September 30, 2026

Good morning to my spirit guides!

 Here is a midweek spell.

I ask my spirit guides to help me guide my words for better self expression and self advocacy

Help guard my path 

Open my thoughts to clarity and my voice to truth 

Let my steps follow wisdom

And my words land with purpose 

May I listen as deeply as I speak 

And may my road remain clear 





Saturday, September 26, 2026

Celebrating and harnessing the energy of this Harvest Full Moon!







I celebrate the natural beauty of this moment before dawn, and today’s powerful full moon! I am starting off the morning with a little meditation and prayer! I use this smoke, to clear away any negative energy and monitoring spirits. I reach out to God and to my guardian angels, for help and guidance. I pray for help in navigating the stress and conflict in my life. Please help me to be more understanding, patient, and loving with others. Please help me to see snakes “in the wild” and to steer clear from them. 

Please help to open the road for me and my family members, who may be under spiritual attack. Please clear the path to success, peace, love, and happiness! I pray that my enemies stop their malicious magic attacks on me and on those around me. Lord, please heal me of my paranoia and delusions, if that is all this is. Thank you for all of my blessings! Please bring me peace and make me a channel of your peace! Amen!

Wednesday, September 23, 2026

I guess I dodged a bullet?

 


So I admit that I picked the guy in college, with the best looks, nice seeming, upwardly mobile, great major, who seemed obsessed with me, to zero in on. I invented a future with him, without knowing much about him, in reality. He never even told me his last name! He was super secretive and distant. Then he’d come in out of nowhere and want a random hookup. He didn’t see me as girlfriend material or maybe he just didn’t want to be tied down with a girlfriend back then. Being put on the back burner, to maybe come around years later to pursue, sucks and was always a dealbreaker for me. Like how many girls do you have to screw in the meantime? I didn’t wait for him, so why did I start kicking myself, for doing that later?

 And he just continued to stalk me, out of a lack of impulse control and a wandering eye. He wanted someone who idolized him like “oh what a hot sexy musician! He’s the drummer in a band!!” After the whole Santeria fiasco he got me in with his psycho in-laws, he decided he didn’t give a shit about me, about the fact that his wife is a witch, and is hexing me. So he ultimately stayed with his wife! Aaargh! 

Now she gets to play groupie for him and they don’t have any kids, so he can pick up his drumsticks and gig around Santa Cruz, whenever he wants. On the bright side, at least I don’t have to move to Santa Cruz now. It honestly sounds like such a nutty place! LOL Meanwhile in Santa Cruz…



Sunday, September 13, 2026

She hides in her Mercedes.

 She drives a Mercedes that her father gifted her. She hides in it. It is part of the wealthy image that she wants to project. At the same time, she is ungrateful for the Mercedes. It is merely an old hand-me-down. It is not the Mercedes of her dreams. It is merely a prop that she is using in the meantime, until she can afford the luxury vehicle of her dreams. 

At this point in time, she has a long way to go, to acquire her dream car. She has no job. She has not worked for many years. She has no rich husband, but she is accepting applications. She believes that to attract wealth, you must be the picture of wealth. She plays the part. Much of the monthly allowance, gifted to her by father, is spent on creating her character and playing the part of a wealthy woman. She practices manifestation. 

There appears to be a roadblock in her path, and it’s not the threat of losing her father’s paycheck. Maybe her father’s paycheck is her roadblock? 

If she doesn’t get motivated to leave the house, to go to work and to create a community for herself, will she ever find love, success, and happiness? Will she waste away in her home alone? Or is what she wants, to remain fully financially supported by her father, the only way for her? 

She may not find all that she desires, even if she musters the strength and motivation to leave her house. It will take energy, self confidence, mental sharpness, and social skills, to get out there and succeed in her endeavors. 

She needs to fine tune the skills necessary to attract, influence, befriend, and work harmoniously with other people. These skills are not sharpened doing as she has been doing for the past 5+ years. She has just been sitting alone in her home, only reaching out to bicker, beg and fight for financial handouts. 

If my magic worked, we wouldn’t be in this situation. I could actually help her. I pray that she pulls herself out of her safe space, far enough to make friends, find romantic love, and to be able financially support herself again! I pray that the road opens for her and that it is a smooth road ahead! 

We need to do something for ourselves. Whether it be eBay, uber, DoorDash, instacart. I don’t care what people think, at this point. My Dad used to call himself a glorified plumber and the only plumber in Brentwood, because that was part of his job and how he saved his money. Why hire someone else, for what you are capable of doing yourself? Don’t be surprised if you see me doing instacart or some other side hustle people scoff at. I don’t think I really care what people think at this point.

Friday, September 11, 2026

I’ve been thinking a lot about Nick Reiner and his Sanpaku eyes


 Everyone has been talking about Nick Reiner having sanpaku eyes. Not everyone in active psychosis has these crazy eyes. I was looking at old photos to see if Nick always had sanpaku eyes or did they change when he started experimenting with drugs and triggering psychosis, in his young life. I do think the movie his parents made about him had to be extremely uncomfortable and triggering for him to be a part of. It was basically talking about he was the problem child and how difficult it was raising him. He was an expert on the situation and he was the center of the film. He was paid for his contributions and appearances, (which he probably spent on drugs), so he voluntarily took part. He had to have a lot of depression, insecurities, anger,  and jealousy based on being viewed as the problematic child. 

If he wanted to be a filmmaker, like his Dad, or have a strong voice in this film, I could see him being constantly overrode and outshined. He probably hated living in the shadow of his father. He knew he was the black sheep of the family. He did the work and the appearances for the money, but what an awkward, embarrassing, uncomfortable experience! I really saw it in his eyes, in the video clips and photos from that publicity tour! Yikes! He was definitely triggered and psychotic then. It’s a very sad story. His other two siblings seem basically perfect. They all seem so nice too! I think he should remain, either in a mental hospital or in prison, because I worry that he is coming for his two siblings next, out of the worst kind of sibling rivalry. It’s a terrible situation! 

I have seen the hiccups and backfires that can come, with the tough love approach, to helping family members with mental health and substance abuse issues. Drug addiction is a terrible never ending roller coaster ride, for the whole family, as is mental illness, when the individual doesn’t accept the intervention help.

Saturday, September 5, 2026

Her witch boho scarf wraps

 If you know you know that witches wear head scarves to hide that they are throwing work at people. They don’t want their work detected. They think that wearing a headscarf will somehow protect their witchcraft, when in fact, it just screams to the world that they are witches. Coming from someone who knows a thing or two about witchcraft, that is what L is doing, when she adds a headscarf to her gym ensemble.

Like my brother joked, it’s the same as, psychotic people holding tin foil up, to protect them from radiation or whatever they think is coming out of the sky. All that holding up the tin foil does, is show to everyone else that this individual has some type of mental problem.

That being said, L thinks she’s hot shit wearing her psychedelic scarf head wraps to the gym, where they always photograph her doing her workout and then post it on their website. Maybe I should join a gym to get those perfectly posed, brag worthy, bs photos to show off on social media?

Saturday, August 29, 2026

Bathing my new crystal!




 Here is a picture of me bathing the smoky quartz crystal I just birthed and brought home. What a beautiful day!


Isn't she lovely?

Tuesday, August 25, 2026

These dresses will go with me to Hawaii.






I am manifesting a beautiful vacation to Hawaii that will include a beautiful proposal and a beautiful private wedding ceremony for me and my handsome, surfer, doctor, drummer, college sweetheart husband!

Introducing the new Dr. & Mrs. KMS!


E: Talk about a small wedding.
R: Very small! Party of one!
F: He’s not even there!
L: He never will be! She can’t get that through her head, but I’m not worried.

Sunday, August 23, 2026

A conversation that I had with my brother Dominic…Esteban and Rodrigo this afternoon

 Dominic: So you have been radio silent lately. What have you been up to?

Me: I don’t know. I’ve been busy with my kids starting school and transitioning to college. I’m addicted to Temu and TikTok, so I’ve been busy with that. I used to have a friend group, but they sort of fell by the wayside. It’s disappointing. I’m a little lonely, but it is what it is.

Dominic: Well, join the club!

Esteban: Yeah, join the club. No, seriously, I have friends. 

Rodrigo: We have lots of friends actually, but we can see why you all don’t.

Monday, August 10, 2026

Come with me to a whimsical, magical fairy festival!

 



My festival dress has arrived! I do have a ticket to OhanaFest this fall, but I will not be wearing this. It’s fun to play dress up. I have never been to Coachella or Burning Man. I don’t think I ever will. I would rather be looking and feeling my best, with an ocean breeze, rather than burning up and covered in mud. 

I am enjoying all of the witchy and whimsical Summerween festivals and markets happening right now this summer!

Wednesday, July 29, 2026

I see you!

 As you can see, I take my work very seriously, wearing my Evil Eye thrifted blouse.




Today, on this Full Moon in Aquarius,




 I release all of the negative energy around me and not mine. I return all of thie negative energy that was sent to me, back to sender! 

I would put Keith in my mirror for him to see how much pain and trouble he has caused me with his flirtations, but I don’t want to hurt him. He so carefully hides his mischievous side and his sexual dissatisfaction so well! He has just been a pig really, with a terrible wandering eye, but he hides it so well. He lies to himself. This is really about getting more waves and more time to surf in Santa Cruz. Deep down he loves his life in Santa Cruz, surfing and playing music, more than his wife, but that’s her problem. She’s just there with him, taking up space. It is crazy that he is living his best life in Santa Cruz surfing and playing music, while I am down here in Carlsbad fighting off his crazy wife’s cousins and he doesn’t give a rip. He’s been no help and he is a total stalker.

I’m just attracted to him unfortunately. He’s very cute and doing so well in life, that I am flattered to see him constantly coming down here to flirt with me. He never got over me, I guess. He really didn’t want children though. He just wants to be Peter Pan his whole life! He knows he made the right choice for that lifestyle. I, on the other hand, wanted children and I don’t regret having my children one bit! I love and cherish my children.  I have a pretty cushy life all around too! So, today I release Keith and all his worthlessness back to his bitch/witch wife! Help me pray that he gets over me and quits stalking me, so that I can get over him! Amen!






Sunday, July 19, 2026

Fit check!

 It’s another beautiful day in San Diego! I’m wearing shorts although you can’t see them in these pictures. I’m wearing a protection braid again and a selenite wand necklace to help keep me relaxed today.



K is just as bad as the rest of them

 Hiding in the shadows. The ball-less wonder! If he wanted to get serious with me, he would have come out of the woodwork long ago. Instead he joined a band with his wife’s gym rat friends? He cares too much much what people in his community think, to follow his heart and take a chance on me. Yes, for me too, it would likely be more of the same. What am I trading in? A condescending intellectual for another? Another man child? An extremely self centered person? A man who doesn’t contribute to the household chores?  A man who mentally and emotionally checks out of his marriage? A man who takes his wife for granted? I have children and he has none. I don’t think he ever wanted children and so doesn’t feel it would be an equal trade off. And he’d possibly an attention whore/musician/narcissist on top of all that? It’s a lot of trouble to swap husbands for basically the same guy, with a few new daunting twists, like he has a wandering eye and restlessly flirts with other women! I don’t know witchcraft, so I couldn’t keep my jealousy and controlling ways a secret. That would drive me crazy and I wouldn’t stand for it! He would find out really quickly that I am the jealous type. I want him for myself, but what a mind fuck it would be for him to disrespect me like that? L just plays it off and controls him with magic. I’m better off alone than being stuck on a roller coaster ride with him! Amen! 

Meanwhile in Carlsbad, I am still stuck being monitored and hexed by L’s nasty cousins, who live close to me. Why don’t they move up to fabulous Santa Cruz to better keep an eye on K? Holy hell! It’s not fair! This is K’s fault for stalking me anyway! Like I said on my Amazon book page, this may be the most unbelievable true story ever written. It may seem like a psychotic delusion, because it seems unbelievable, and no one will admit to their doings, but the things I am experiencing are real. The individuals involved are just two faced liars, hiding behind good-natured and nice facades! You would never guess the darkness, cunningness, and deception that lies within them! They live very comfortably behind their masks! K was too good to be true anyway. He is an emotionally unavailable, cheating husband who stalks other women. I just invented a romantic and attractive storyline for him, to explain to myself why he keeps stalking me!

Saturday, July 18, 2026

What’s so great about Santa Cruz?

 I would never move there. It’s just laziness on Keith’s part, at this point. Moving away from his witch wife would be very stressful and a huge hassle for him. She followed him to Santa Cruz and now he’s stuck with her. His wandering eye is just typical male boredom. He’s sick of looking at her. Everyone has those moments when they think to themselves, I could have done better in the spouse department. Look at this shiny new woman over here! Or maybe their memories gets mixed up and they desire to go back to someone they may have had a connection with long ago, but they fumbled the bag. It takes some of us longer to snap out of the delusion that the grass would be greener with this outside person. The window of opportunity to rekindle things closed long ago. I am the only woman delusional enough to want my stalker to come into my life for a real relationship! Crazy!

K loves Santa Cruz, his family, his childhood friends and the neighborhood he has always known and loved too much to leave. L got lucky. She’s just a square peg slamming herself into a round hole. She’s going to continue to fake it and force it and K doesn’t have the balls to leave. L loves rubbing this in my face! Let me tell you, K, The dark side of L and her family is truly frightening! Believe me! Stay on your bitches good side! That’s all I can tell you. If she doesn’t come for you, Esteban will! Be forewarned!

 I deserve an apology from K and from his bitch/witch wife and her cousins, but direct and honest communication isn’t their strong suit! What liars and snakes you all are! You deserve each other! He will eventually cheat on her with someone locally, I hope. If he had the balls, he would!

Yup, this is definitely a protection braid-wearing kind of day.




 

Friday, July 17, 2026

Tuesday, July 14, 2026

A new moon is a great day for praying, meditating, and manifesting!

I believe that every day is a great day for spiritual/religious rituals, no matter what you practice. I hope that you use your practice to manifest good and positive energy to others, as well as yourself! Let’s be kind to everyone! Let’s not target one or two individuals secretly, for the sake of manipulating, engaging in sadistic abuse, and taking all of your anger out on them. Amen!