Do my eyes deceive me?

 Is this real? Is that really him? It sure looks like him! I am very surprised to see his doppelgänger in this hallucinatory doctored video. We wish though, right?

Everyone keeps saying that I have no idea how dorky this man that we are fighting over is. I am growing old and getting tired. I’m leaning towards the bear, actually. Pickme~ism is such a draining mindset and lifestyle. What man is even worth this b.s? I may remain single or even move over to the lgbtq hemisphere, due to these years of trauma and complete bs, and because I can do that. I would love to be done with this nightmare, but many people are still putzing around. What do I need to do next? Could we speed this up, maybe? I am stubborn and don’t want to actually convince K to contact me. I mean, forget it. I’m already angry with him. It would probably speed things up, if he knew or were bothered himself, the same way that I am being bothered. Countdown from the first contact, to how long it takes for me to get extremely irritated with him and realize what a huge mistake it was, going to so much trouble, to pair off with him? 

In terms of getting past L and forgetting everything about her, seeing K continue to look miserable and mentally checked out, in every picture she posts, is satisfaction enough. He is miserable. He never wanted to marry her, in the first place. He is still obsessed with me, after all these years. So continue to be so threatened by me and wallow in the truth that we are both fully aware of, L! Good night!

Dinner with the U. family

 

I may have posted this before. I’m surprised K didn’t get out sooner, then again, I think I get it. 

Deep thoughts

 

Esteban Broderick

 I didn’t know Esteban was Betty Broderick’s cousin. They share the same mindset. Your free will is not an option. You are not going exit said relationship freely. You don’t have a choice in the matter. No need to pay for a marriage family therapist, Santeria will solve all of your relationship problems. Whatever issue was the dealbreaker in your relationship, will vanish into the air. You are content in your relationship, when you are content within yourself…or a little high possibly.

People were discussing Trump meeting with the Saudis and refusing the drink they offered him. It’s offensive to refuse the drink, but at the same time, it’s a good idea to refuse drinks offered to you, as a general rule of safety and to maintain good mental reasoning. I marvel at how long K was staying over at the U house, while on vacation and he was in the literal dark for years. He had no idea what I was dealing with and he wouldn’t believe it if he knew. “Somebody put something in my drink.” If someone hands you a drink and there is smoke steaming off the top, don’t drink it. (Watch The Funky Cold Medina video and get back to me) Whatever E was giving him must have been very intoxicating for him. It did the trick every time. 

I know some people see that to a degree I am fooling myself and trying to make myself feel better. He loved his wife. He was attracted to his wife. He had good times with his wife family and friends. They were kind to him and embraced him. That’s why he never left. I know that is a big part of it.

Brothers from another mother

 E and R love hearing about the Menendez brothers possibly getting out of jail, decades after killing their parents. They actually killed two people and the justice system is easing up on them. They are getting closer to being granted clemency. E & R haven’t killed anyone that can be at all be proven. They are just hexing one woman and mostly talking shit to her, humiliating her, and abusing her in every way possible. That’s still not equivalent to one murder. E & R send their best wishes to the Menendez brothers, while they lounge by the beach sipping their green vitality smoothies. They are pretty confident that besides being considered assholes, they can fly in and out of the US to vacation and surf. They could establish residence here too if they want. They definitely come back for the good times, nostalgia, and unfinished business of course.

Evil E thinks he’s so slick

 He keeps thinking of new ways to F with me. He gets into my heart and mind. He alternates making me angry and sad. He gets into me, to say the meanest craziest things possible to other people. No wonder the military is making note of this criminal case too. This is mental manipulation, hypnosis, emotional warfare. This is possession. This is espionage. This is every kind of abuse known to man. This is making someone above the law because it’s such a well kept secret that no one could ever imagine and know that this was possible. The law is watching you Evil E and it will eventually catch you. I am going to keep telling the world every little trick you pull on me, E. I am sorry that you were raised in such an evil family with evil traditions. I’m sorry that you believed Santeria would help you achieve whatever goal you wanted to reach, beat out any rivals, attract and keep partners unnaturally, or abuse any rival/enemy you wanted, without anyone knowing what you were doing. You are wrong E. I am so grateful to my team for allowing people to see and hear how fucked up you are firsthand. Just because it hasn’t been spelled out in American law, doesn’t mean you won’t get caught and prosecuted. Since the first time your cousin L asked for help, which was probably before they got married in 2010, you are being investigated and will be punished, when we have enough proof to prosecute you. Before you started openly terrorizing me, and making your presence known, you were probably spying on me and messing up whatever you could in my life. This has been a long investigation and it’s not over yet, but everything you have done to me, (and it’s been a lot of crap) will come back to you threefold. Amen!

E: Loser!

D:You are the loser, E! I’m sorry that you are a loser, who was born into a loser family. You proudly carried the torch of your loser family traditions, that you all hoped would help you to be less losery.  Unfortunately for you, your traditions backfired and made you more losery, than you would have been if you had just been your natural loser selves and let your life play out naturally. I know you are still hell bent on practicing your stupid sick sadistic family traditions and to each his own. You are being watched though, so keep that in mind, silly boy.

Why are you trying to drive me up the wall?

 You aren’t worth this bullshit! I am not fighting over you with your wife. I’m fighting off your wife and her evil family. You are not my type anyway. You have no balls and never did. I repeat, you are all penis and no balls. Stay in Santa Cruz with your witch wife! You are a spineless stalker and always have been. You run around behind your wife’s back, to get your perverted thrill driving past me every fucking day. I am probably the only woman in the world, who was flattered by a creepy spineless stalker. It’s only because I live with major mental illness that I got confused and misunderstood what you were doing. I thought it was romantic and that you realized that I was the one for you. I thought your drive bys were a sign of good things to come! I was wrong. You are the same loser stalker from college that you have always been. No follow through or meaningful connection sought. You are too egotistical and shallow for that!

Oooh, you can’t take back words! I don’t care, at this point. This torture has made me stronger, smarter, tougher albeit rough around the edges and bitter. I am definitely bitter and I could never get into a relationship with you. I could never trust you. I need someone who has my back. I don’t need someone secretive with a wandering eye and an inferiority complex. You just ooze conceit. You have no compassion or empathy. Your jokes are not funny to anyone but you. I don’t know why you are making fun of me, point the finger back at me, or give me a taste of my own medicine. This would never work and you know it! You know damn well that you could  never say that shit to my face.”Oh well, Leigh had a good point.”  You’re heartless.  You were a shitty husband to Leigh and would probably be a shitty husband to me. But you want me to hold my tongue and treat you with dignity and respect. Nope! Not going to happen. You’re just bitter and jealous because you know deep down inside that I deserve better than you. What the fuck are you doing here in San Diego? Go home! No one even likes you. Everyone down here knows you suck. You are the attempted and failed home wrecker. You are a liar and a cheat! I hate you for talking to everyone on the planet and in my life who are close to me and not me. I hate everyone because they are all lying pieces of shit. You want to triangulate me with every female in my life and show me how it feels. You are abusive psychologically. If you weren’t afraid of me, you would probably be physically abusive too. Go to hell K! Why won’t you fucking leave? I should talk to the police about you too! I want a restraining order from you and your torment. The police are watching you, in case your oblivious ass didn’t realize that either. A Carlsbad police officer once told me that domestic disbute calls are the worst calls they get. I believe it! I know it firsthand actually and this one is scaring everyone that knows about it.  Who needs a romantic partner in your life, when the demise of your relationship could potentially trigger a frightening wrath from the jilted partner?

23 & Me

 My two sisters did 23 & Me and forwarded me their results. We always identified ourselves as 1/2 Irish 1/2 Italian & Catholic. One of my sisters world was rocked when her results turned up that she is 9% Hasidic Jewish. Every siblings results are slightly different. My other sisters results came back only 3% Hasidic Jewish. I’m guessing my result will bring back a higher percentage of Hasidic Jewish than either one of my sisters. I would welcome that. I am prepared for it. I always saw myself in the curls of Hasidic Jewish men. I always wondered why we had such similar hair? Well, mystery solved! Hasidic Jews are the most devoutly religious of their religion. They are very deep and reverent. They adhere to their religious rules very strictly. I wish I was a more fervent believer and a seeker of a deep connection with God. I think I am leaning a bit more Kabbalah, at this point. I believe Kaballah offers the kind of mysterious magical and spiritual guidance that (hopefully) could help me right now. As I have said before, I am accepting prayers from all people. I am saying a prayer for us all now.

 My mother was told that she had an American Indian ancestor, but unfortunately, that was not found to be true. All of our ancestors came from Europe, so that wouldn’t be possible. I was surprised that no African came back in our results, as Italians and Africans had much cross migration throughout European history. Anyway, this was a great distraction from all the annoyances and the malice that has been directed at me.

Scaring me since 2014

 I am going to take aim at the sister witch of the U. family. F.U. are her initials appropriately. E always loses his mind when I say anything disparaging about his female family members. Isn’t he sweet? What a loyal, devoted whatever. He’s just sadistic actually, he hates losing, and has an insane temper. He’s a totally arrogant self centered asshole. He is too macho for his own good. Get over it, E!

Anyway, F. U. still has her Voodoo Pinterest page up for public viewing. Like all people who practice malicious magic say, “This is my religion. I have a right to practice my religion. Why should I hide it?” Suit yourself, witch! She is not trying to hide a damn thing. I know she has backed off from me recently from anything that is noticeable. She is not as evil angry as her brothers. She also wants to continue living in the U.S. I hope she is only here to pursue the American dream. She is playing it cool for now and laying low. She may need to stay local in order to ensure the hex stays intact. She also moved closer to me into Carlsbad . Holy Shit!

I can actually see his angry face somehow

 Evil E overrreacts to little things. He always acts like he is over the top mad. I sometimes think I can actually see his super pissed off face. It’s weird how I feel his feelings. He’s not here with me in person. 99% of the time, I can’t see him. I just hear him and I can feel him, when he hits me.   But that angry, intimidating face? I can almost see it, when he is offended by something I think, say or type. Also, if I mention his name in public or ask for help, the explosion and violence are instantaneous. 

On the other hand, publicly, he acts like he is just joking and teasing me. “They’re just words. So what? It’s no big deal.” He makes fun of me daily. There is just a lot I do, that he thinks is ridiculous and hilarious. He loves to let me know about it too. He tries to get me back, for my private thoughts and my public words, regarding him and his family.  The shit talk goes back and forth and on and on. He tries to be funnier than me and a better shit talker. It’s never ending,

He does more than verbally abuse me, though. He is a spy. He has hit me before. R has hit me as well. Everyone has a crazy family member, but he is over the top. He knew K wanted to leave L, for me, years ago. He decided to rake me over the coals, about it forever. When a marriage falls apart, the person in the middle of the break up, obviously would dodge the family of the dumped and distraught ex. E and the rest of the U family tried to drag out this hex, in order to prevent K from leaving and letting him move on with me. They decided to rub their “blissful” marital life in my face and torture me, in the meantime. 

E intended to force himself into my brain and let me know how fucked up I was every day, for the rest of my life. I am still unable to get a restraining order, from this asshole. I may need to consult a lawyer. I definitely need to keep fighting him and telling everyone I can, about this asshole and his unbelievable method of abuse.

He seems to know all about my childhood and my triggers. He eavesdrops on me. I know it sounds like a crazy, sci fi delusion, but there is a possibility that he can go back in time and replay events in my life.  I know it’s a very far fetched idea, so I am unsure about this one.

 From the beginning of this hex, E has been overreacting, threatening me. and flaring his temper. It’s scary and it’s a huge trigger for me. I had a domineering father, who looked scary, when he was mad. He was intimidating looking. He could fly off the handle. He used corporal punishment. It’s was the 1980’s-1990’s, and parents got away with that sort of thing. It was pretty commonplace.

 I was the youngest. I saw my Dads triggers and I played my cards right. I did what I was told. I didn’t talk back. I saw my siblings stepping out of line and challenging my Dad, time and time again. The results of their defiance and disobedience always frightened me. I would cower in my room, and wait for the chaos to calm down. I wouldn’t leave my room again until the coast was clear. I had it down to a science and escaped being the brunt of my Dads anger and abuse. He didn’t know what I was thinking and saying to myself internally though. I appreciate that so much now. 

It’s frustrating and shocking to have this harrowing stranger stalking me now. He is always standing over me, threatening me, and he acts perennially pissed off.  No one has ever hated me this much or been this abusive to me before.  He is unrelenting. It’s frustrating because I have not made contact with K, as they told me to do. (As if that helped their cause anyway.) All unfriending K on Facebook and keeping my distance from him did was bide them time. Years later, he found out what was happening to me and he promptly left. That’s his free will, though. I didn’t reach out to him or persuade him to leave, No matter what the U family says, I don’t deserve this abuse. I feel like the unluckiest woman in the world right now. I fear that E has a cast a dark shadow on my family and friends too.  I am keeping my distance from many of them, in order to keep them safe. I feel that the U family are messing with my children too, which is the most heartbreaking part about this. Leave my loved ones alone please!

The U family is just so tit for tat. I didn’t ruin your lives. You did!  Don’t try to force people to love you or forge undeserved successes in your lives! Control your tempers and don’t go crazy trying to get revenge on everyone who upsets you or beats you out, in any type of competition. 

I can’t get them to stop hexing me. There is no way to get on E’s good side or get him to stop bothering me. I want to get him the hell away from me. I feel hopeless. I am lucky to be alive, though. I know that. If K left L, the likelihood that E will take it there, will increase exponentially. I’m scared.  

Did E really think that I wouldn’t tell anyone and that he wouldn’t suffer any repercussions for this? I’m apparently, at fault for every problem, in his life now. On the other hand, he acts like he is just living his best life blissfully and peacefully in Venezuela. He is not at peace. Trust me!  He’s angry as hell and hiding it. What an evil, lying asshole!

Does it seem like she is overcompensating to you?

 I think she has been overcompensating for a long time. Besides being on her CrossFit hamster wheel, and doing everything possible to keep her hopelessly distracted man present with her, there may be more to it. If she could hypnotize him into marital bliss, she would definitely experiment with that. She has got everyone in her circle hoodwinked too. They don’t give a rip about what I am dealing with. Maybe they are heartless or maybe they are just under her spell? I wouldn’t trust her as far as I can throw her. I think I know her, in a way that most don’t, due to this group hex. I have a good read on her motivations and intentions, as much as she does of mine. 

She was/is a social butterfly. She’s super outgoing, bubbly, friendly. She has the self confidence to chat anyone up. She initiates conversations, like I am guessing she did with Keith. She definitely approached him first. It’s great that her friends were and are so ride or die for her. Back East, they so wanted her to end up with Keith. In San Diego, her crazy cousins were even more serious about making sure she ended up with Keith.

I do think she definitely knows that I look at her social media. That’s all I do though. This bitch and her crazy cousins have been trying to paint me as a home wrecker. I have not touched this man since college. Why didn’t that stupid bitch address Keith’s trips to San Diego and his obsession with me, before they got married in 2010? She has only herself to blame for that. He has continued to drive down here, since they first met and drive past me. He never spoke to me or got out of the car. He was playing it off to his wife about his obsession with me and his wandering eye. She was playing off how seriously threatened she was by his wandering eye and the extreme lengths she was taking to keep him with her. 

She (through her social media posts and telepathically) sends me messages to F with me all the time. I am addicted to looking at her fake social media posts, which are always mental fuckery for me. I have a lot of thoughts and opinions about her. Her over the top kissing up to Keith’s family and the mask she wears and plays is such a reach. They are the beloved Barbie and Ken of Santa Cruz. The perfect couple. People are rooting for them to stay together forever. She is one of those people who has all these bs Facebook and Instagram friends who tell her she’s beautiful and that she looks exactly like Blake Lively? Wow why can’t people give me a fake beautiful celebrity doppelgänger that looks nothing like me? I don’t think L is much prettier than me, but she gets Blake Lively? Please. It must not be her inner spirit. She’s beautiful inside and out, to everyone else apparently . She has got Keith’s family wrapped around her finger. “L? A witch? Never!” 

She probably wrote Ks dad’s obituary. She makes all these suck up posts about his sister. She has manipulated every online obituary of family members from each of their families to let everyone know Keith is her husband and she is his beloved wife. She probably writes up all those obituaries herself. Everything is a dig with her. Bitch!

I was feeling so insecure and agitated that everyone around me in Carlsbad/Encinitas was pointing to my double chin. I saw it and I was self conscious about it. I wondered if they were trying to convey to me that my hanging chin may have been the result of an evil hex. I don’t know if it was a natural progression, due to my aging and weight fluctuations, but like with everything in my life, I will never know for sure.  

On the flip side, I have been looking at some of L’s newer posted pics and her nose looks wider and longer, than it was. Maybe it’s due to aging. Maybe that’s how it always looked. Or maybe some anonymous magic maker, who knows of my struggle, and wants karma to kick in for L’s lying ass, did that to her.  Is she Pinocchio now? Maybe the spell would be undone, if you quit lying through your teeth, L! 

Maybe the spell will never be undone. Who knows? I know Evil E and the rest of the idiot U family have repeatedly told me that they are never going to stop hexing me. You just throw your hands in the air, like oh well, there’s nothing I can do. Well maybe there is more in store for you too, L. Many people side with me. I didn’t ask anyone to hex you, for my sake. I am not a Voodoo/Santeria novice, much less a “Mastermind of Santeria,” so I can’t be certain what is happening to you. People are looking into this though, and the truth shall be revealed. Be forewarned.

*If the U family messes with my appearance anymore, whether it be my face or body, I hope magic makers who see your evil, do the same to you. Be forewarned, E and R may wake up tomorrow with a smaller penis than the day before. No one else may notice immediately, but you will notice and it will hopefully mess with your mind. You may never know for sure, but you will always wonder if your penis got smaller on its own, or did someone hex your penis to get smaller? You may never know for sure. To L and F,  “I hope they shrivel  up and fall off!” 

“It’s All Freedom”

 When (E) puts in his Instagram bio, “It’s All Freedom,” he means “It’s all I do, Danielle. Santeria is all I do. I am just going to hex you and mess with you all day long. No one can do a goddamn thing about it either.  I am in Venezuela now. Santeria is not an illegal practice here, so I am free to use it as I wish. Certainly no one gives a rip about you over here and no one will ever try to stop me.  I am free to hex whoever I please. You will never be able to prove that this situation is serious enough to have me extradited. You were hexed for being a home wrecker. “So what? She probably deserves it,” would be the resounding response for you here. I am in Venezuela now. Good luck getting me back to the U.S. to prosecute me. It would not change the status of your situation one bit anyway. If you had me sent to jail, which will never happen, someone else in my family would happily carry the torch for me. Like I have said, since the beginning, “We will never stop hexing you. Be forewarned.”

**E plays this mellow music for his instagram stories. Trust me! This man is not mellow. He may be mellow when he’s on marijuana. Then he’s back to being the volatile terrorizing monster that he normally is. The bounce back to his usual sober self might be making his withdrawal and sober moments even worse.