Evil E overrreacts to little things. He always acts like he is over the top mad. I sometimes think I can actually see his super pissed off face. It’s weird how I feel his feelings. He’s not here with me in person. 99% of the time, I can’t see him. I just hear him and I can feel him, when he hits me. But that angry, intimidating face? I can almost see it, when he is offended by something I think, say or type. Also, if I mention his name in public or ask for help, the explosion and violence are instantaneous.
On the other hand, publicly, he acts like he is just joking and teasing me. “They’re just words. So what? It’s no big deal.” He makes fun of me daily. There is just a lot I do, that he thinks is ridiculous and hilarious. He loves to let me know about it too. He tries to get me back, for my private thoughts and my public words, regarding him and his family. The shit talk goes back and forth and on and on. He tries to be funnier than me and a better shit talker. It’s never ending,
He does more than verbally abuse me, though. He is a spy. He has hit me before. R has hit me as well. Everyone has a crazy family member, but he is over the top. He knew K wanted to leave L, for me, years ago. He decided to rake me over the coals, about it forever. When a marriage falls apart, the person in the middle of the break up, obviously would dodge the family of the dumped and distraught ex. E and the rest of the U family tried to drag out this hex, in order to prevent K from leaving and letting him move on with me. They decided to rub their “blissful” marital life in my face and torture me, in the meantime.
E intended to force himself into my brain and let me know how fucked up I was every day, for the rest of my life. I am still unable to get a restraining order, from this asshole. I may need to consult a lawyer. I definitely need to keep fighting him and telling everyone I can, about this asshole and his unbelievable method of abuse.
He seems to know all about my childhood and my triggers. He eavesdrops on me. I know it sounds like a crazy, sci fi delusion, but there is a possibility that he can go back in time and replay events in my life. I know it’s a very far fetched idea, so I am unsure about this one.
From the beginning of this hex, E has been overreacting, threatening me. and flaring his temper. It’s scary and it’s a huge trigger for me. I had a domineering father, who looked scary, when he was mad. He was intimidating looking. He could fly off the handle. He used corporal punishment. It’s was the 1980’s-1990’s, and parents got away with that sort of thing. It was pretty commonplace.
I was the youngest. I saw my Dads triggers and I played my cards right. I did what I was told. I didn’t talk back. I saw my siblings stepping out of line and challenging my Dad, time and time again. The results of their defiance and disobedience always frightened me. I would cower in my room, and wait for the chaos to calm down. I wouldn’t leave my room again until the coast was clear. I had it down to a science and escaped being the brunt of my Dads anger and abuse. He didn’t know what I was thinking and saying to myself internally though. I appreciate that so much now.
It’s frustrating and shocking to have this harrowing stranger stalking me now. He is always standing over me, threatening me, and he acts perennially pissed off. No one has ever hated me this much or been this abusive to me before. He is unrelenting. It’s frustrating because I have not made contact with K, as they told me to do. (As if that helped their cause anyway.) All unfriending K on Facebook and keeping my distance from him did was bide them time. Years later, he found out what was happening to me and he promptly left. That’s his free will, though. I didn’t reach out to him or persuade him to leave, No matter what the U family says, I don’t deserve this abuse. I feel like the unluckiest woman in the world right now. I fear that E has a cast a dark shadow on my family and friends too. I am keeping my distance from many of them, in order to keep them safe. I feel that the U family are messing with my children too, which is the most heartbreaking part about this. Leave my loved ones alone please!
The U family is just so tit for tat. I didn’t ruin your lives. You did! Don’t try to force people to love you or forge undeserved successes in your lives! Control your tempers and don’t go crazy trying to get revenge on everyone who upsets you or beats you out, in any type of competition.
I can’t get them to stop hexing me. There is no way to get on E’s good side or get him to stop bothering me. I want to get him the hell away from me. I feel hopeless. I am lucky to be alive, though. I know that. If K left L, the likelihood that E will take it there, will increase exponentially. I’m scared.
Did E really think that I wouldn’t tell anyone and that he wouldn’t suffer any repercussions for this? I’m apparently, at fault for every problem, in his life now. On the other hand, he acts like he is just living his best life blissfully and peacefully in Venezuela. He is not at peace. Trust me! He’s angry as hell and hiding it. What an evil, lying asshole!
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