He read my mind... This song takes me back in time. I remember feeling this way in 1998. I had just returned home from college. I was friendless and miserable. I thought I was being stalked in college. When I moved home from college, I no longer felt like I was being stalked. Did I actually miss the person that stalked me? I believed he was harmless. I missed him. I know that sounds terrible. But now I want to know if my brain invented the stalker. Did I make the stalker up to hurt myself?
Thursday, September 7, 2017
Friday, August 4, 2017
8/4/2017
So I went on this website called Disqus to their World Religions forum because I am interested in that. They claim to welcome all religions and viewpoints. I fell for that trap and got into a fight with this crazy "Pagan" woman who tore me to shreds because I am Catholic. That encounter triggered voices. She was nuts and strangely, alot like Federica.
Federica: Stupid bitch! So, what are you thinking of doing about Keith Spellman? That was me talking to you on Disqus. I am a Pagan! What a hypocrite you are! Why do you support a pedophile religion? A pedophile Pope? Pedophilia and little boys for tea time. Be forewarned. Are you a mother? Seriously, think! I am against pedophilia and doublefaced people like you. You are hiding behind your religion because you are insecure. Did you go to Catholic school? Sick! Sick! Sick! I am not talking to you anymore. Stupid bitch! Keep going on Disqus and be yelled at by Athiests and "Pagans," so I can keep hexing you! I am not done with you yet. Be forewarned!
So I went on this website called Disqus to their World Religions forum because I am interested in that. They claim to welcome all religions and viewpoints. I fell for that trap and got into a fight with this crazy "Pagan" woman who tore me to shreds because I am Catholic. That encounter triggered voices. She was nuts and strangely, alot like Federica.
Federica: Stupid bitch! So, what are you thinking of doing about Keith Spellman? That was me talking to you on Disqus. I am a Pagan! What a hypocrite you are! Why do you support a pedophile religion? A pedophile Pope? Pedophilia and little boys for tea time. Be forewarned. Are you a mother? Seriously, think! I am against pedophilia and doublefaced people like you. You are hiding behind your religion because you are insecure. Did you go to Catholic school? Sick! Sick! Sick! I am not talking to you anymore. Stupid bitch! Keep going on Disqus and be yelled at by Athiests and "Pagans," so I can keep hexing you! I am not done with you yet. Be forewarned!
Tuesday, June 27, 2017
7/15/2017
Esteban: Evil Esteban is still hexing you. Be forewarned.
6/29/2017
Esteban: We hate you, so we are STILL hexing you. Be forewarned. We are repeating ourselves, on purpose. Be forewarned.
Esteban: So, what are you thinking of doing... about Keith Spellman? Be forewarned. I heard that you were in love with Keith Spellman, and he does not love you back. Be forewarned. He does not love you back.
Federica: You are having a mid-life crisis. Be forewarned. How sad! This mirrors her schizoaffective disorder so perfectly! Be forewarned!
Esteban: Remember that every evil act is only a response to another evil act. Be forewarned.
Federica: We hate you so we hope that you gain weight!
Esteban: Evil Esteban is still hexing you. Be forewarned.
6/29/2017
Esteban: We hate you, so we are STILL hexing you. Be forewarned. We are repeating ourselves, on purpose. Be forewarned.
Esteban: So, what are you thinking of doing... about Keith Spellman? Be forewarned. I heard that you were in love with Keith Spellman, and he does not love you back. Be forewarned. He does not love you back.
Federica: You are having a mid-life crisis. Be forewarned. How sad! This mirrors her schizoaffective disorder so perfectly! Be forewarned!
Esteban: Remember that every evil act is only a response to another evil act. Be forewarned.
Federica: We hate you so we hope that you gain weight!
Monday, June 26, 2017
June 26, 2017
The villainous voices are like piranhas. They are bloodthirsty. They come at you from every direction and attack. It is a feeding frenzy. They do not stop until they are finished. You are slowly devoured. It feels like an eternity before they shut up. They leave behind a battered, bloody mess.
The villainous voices are like piranhas. They are bloodthirsty. They come at you from every direction and attack. It is a feeding frenzy. They do not stop until they are finished. You are slowly devoured. It feels like an eternity before they shut up. They leave behind a battered, bloody mess.
Sunday, March 26, 2017
5/22/2017
Federica: So what are you thinking of doing about Keith Spellman? We don't know what you are thinking, so we are hexing you.
Esteban: No one cares about your blog. Be forewarned. No one even believes you.
Federica: We have been hexing you for so long and no one has stopped us yet. Be forewarned.
Esteban: You have to be the dumbest person I have ever come across. Be forewarned.
3/19/2017
Esteban: Stupid bitch. We are not done hexing you yet. We are having fun with you so be forewarned, we are not done hexing you. We are having too much fun to stop hexing you. Stupid bitch! Be forewarned.
Esteban: No one believes you, so be forewarned.
Federica: You are having a mid-life crisis. Be forewarned.
When people say they have a deep respect for the religion of Santeria, are they just afraid of being hexed? I wish the religion of Santeria was more transparent in it's practices. Santeria is shrouded in secrecy. How do they get away with executing sacrifices and attempting voodoo? I can see praying and hoping for positive things but, not for revenge.
Thursday, March 16, 2017
Wednesday, March 8, 2017
3/8/2017
I started taking Vraylar in the past few weeks. I am feeling much better. The frequency and intensity of the voices has diminished. Maybe I was just delusional. Maybe I imagined the whole thing. Looking back it was almost comical. During stressful times, I envision myself getting sucked back in though. I have a feeling this is not over yet.
I started taking Vraylar in the past few weeks. I am feeling much better. The frequency and intensity of the voices has diminished. Maybe I was just delusional. Maybe I imagined the whole thing. Looking back it was almost comical. During stressful times, I envision myself getting sucked back in though. I have a feeling this is not over yet.
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