I saw this advertising campaign for Italian tourism today. Should I be offended? I am half Italian and have never been to Italy so this is partly true. Every time I have flown on a plane, since my the time when I went off meds, I hear voices like crazy. It is not all that fun. I wish traveling were more fun and less stressful for me. Would I have fun in Italy? I really do not know, because hearing voices is a total joy kill! My voices constantly insult me and scream profanities. It is not fun or cute.

https://www.this-is-italy.com/top-10-reasons-youll-want-to-live-in-italy/

My voices have wished cancer on me before. I have had two basal cell carcinomas in the last two years, so I am a bit paranoid about it. I just got great results back from my mammogram! On Tuesday, I am getting two irregular moles on my back biopsied. Wish me luck! I just had one too many serious sunburns growing up. ( I didn't even go to the beach that much, but when I did, I stayed out too long and neglected to put on sunscreen) Years later, I am paying for it.

Last night I did not do anything super-fun, like, go to Mardi Gras. 

I stayed home and watched Leaving Neverland, which left me sad and horrified. Tonight, I decided to mix things up a bit, and watch Locked Up Abroad. Locked Up Abroad convinced me to stay within the continental US for, maybe, the rest of my life. I have FOMO (Fear Of Missing Out) from seeing everyone else's vacation photos. I dream of traveling abroad, but I do not have the time or the money to do so now. I am busy with my children and family.

Oh, I also created an avatar on Bitmoji tonight. Yes, I am a geek and easily entertained. Here is a snapshot of my avatar at Carnivale! I am living vicariously through her!

Trying to take my mind of this day with some memes.

Look at my all-time page views!  I love Google Blogger for giving people access to my blog worldwide. Thank you for visiting my blog!!

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This is a relatable meme for me. I always think my neighbors are mad at me because they glare at me or just ignore me, which creates anxiety. I also create impossible scenarios ALL THE TIME. Today I thought I saw Slash driving around La Costa in a tan van. LOL Being stuck in a noisy atmosphere, for an extensive period of time, can trigger my voices. Then there are the times when literally nothing triggers voices and hallucinations. So, yup, this meme pretty much sums it all up!

Going to the supermarket or the drugstore have become my idea of a good time. I heard Rod Stewart at CVS and thought to myself, they are really playing some good tunes here. Wow!

Is this torture or a good time? Be honest!

Mellow song of the day!

Take a deep breath! I have been getting the run around today by Walmart pharmacy and Anthem Blue Cross insurance. But I finally refilled my Vraylar prescription. Here is to staying medicated and not hearing horrible voices tonight! Good night!