Not again!?

 

Never

 We will never be “Cool” like that, under the circumstances. Don’t come around here with your old lady or your new woman, for that matter. “We’re cool.” Pfft!

Well at least I didn’t trash my family in my book.

I did tell the world about my mental illness, my emotional infidelity, and all the drugs I did in my youth. lol 

From the wedding reception with my soulmate that never was...

 I imagine it was beautiful though! Good times!

This is not a funny illness.

but I do feel amused and comforted occasionally, when I hear the stories of others who also suffer from schizophrenia. The voices have commanded me to many things while psychotic, from dangerous, illegal, to simply embarrassing. The voices always mess with me and their commands should never be obeyed. Here is one man's story where his voices commanded him to do something that would embarrass him needlessly.

"the voices keep commanding me to go to my local supermarket and shout out in front of people “i just want to say that im a virgin and proud, and the reason im a virgin is that im shy around girls, any of you girls fancy me?”

the voices keep commanding me to say things like this in my local supermarket, its very humiliating

why do the voices make me do this and how can i stop this behaviour?"

When you think you are a celebrity but you’re not

 I do think I might be famous or infamous, but it’s a secret and no one is supposed to break the fourth wall to let me in on the secret. I have a mild case of the Truman show delusion but I am able to shake it off when I start experiencing these thoughts. Eventually it always fades back into reality.

😂

 https://petapixel.com/2021/01/28/new-zealand-tourism-ad-pokes-fun-at-instagram-cliches/

I would be lying if I told you all these pictures didn’t make me jealous. I never made traveling a priority nor did I ever force the world to swallow all my annoying, staged vacation pictures. I am not cool with it, but that’s ok.