Hello again!

 I have missed you but you were always on my mind! I love Willie Nelson! I am not a huge country fan but he is awesome and definitely the King of country music! Rock N’ Roll Hall of Fame 2023? He’s got my vote!

So I have not heard too many voices on my new medication. Despite a lot of stress in my life lately, I am managing just fine. As far as my hallucinations and conflicts with reality, I still hallucinate all the time. I thought James Hetfield and Kirk Hammett drove past me the other day. It was awesome to see them! I am a huge fan of Metallica! I still cyberstalk that guy from college and his wife. I hope you guys had a fabulous vacation. (Not really!) Looking at their annoying vacation photos, I had to face the reality that he is still married and not leaving his wife anytime probably. I can’t believe all the things his wife did in her life to hold on to him. She spoiled him rotten actually. Moving across country to be with him? Agreeing to not have any children? Yikes. I would not have done either of those things probably. She pretends to be fully stoked on sleeping in a tent in cold ass weather and BMX riding? What a great vacation! She seems full of it but that’s ok. She pretends to be super into watching professional male sports. Now I always thought girls like that were soooo fake. Anyway I guess he made the right choice. I’m better off too. The guy from college will always be on my mind though. My mental torture will always be thinking about doing things differently when I was younger, when I had a chance with him. It’s too late now. Oh well he will always be on my mind!