When it comes to New Year’s resolutions, I resolve to be more conscious about this tradition.. I don’t want to overshoot promises that I will never be able to achieve or stick to. Inevitably I will probably fall into feelings of failure because yet again, I cannot not uphold my New Years Resolutions. I am almost afraid to put it out there because New Years Resolutions are kind of a setup to embarrass and mess with your mind later on. I already have Evil E for that! I resolve to be more aware and grateful to the people who help me in my journey. I know my family and friends care about me and help me in overt and covert ways, consciously and unconsciously.
Today I remembered a memory that I had buried somehow, about 10 years ago. There s always the possibility that my brain invented my whole hexing story, but I would like to thank law enforcement and I also believe that my family friends who are members of a local Native American tribe are helping me. I dont want to mention any names, as they deserve privacy. If the police heard the voices of the individuals hexing me, it may have been a blunder from my enemies, or maybe the reason the voices were audible to others and not merely in my head, was with the help of my family friends. If you have been helping me, I don’t deserve your kindness but I am so grateful for your kindnesss! I will be eternally grateful! One time Evil E observed what I was doing and who I was asking for help from and he told me that “Shamanism has got nothing on Santeria, so it would do no good to ask for the help of a Shaman.” It’s not a competition. I am still very ignorant to both of those religions, but I believe that both religions hold a lot of meaning and power for its practitioners. I aspire to be more respectful and understanding of all religions, even the ones who challenge my beliefs or may appear very different from the religion I was raised in.
I have been asking for prayers and for general help with this situation, in my life. I want help from all those who can help me. It would be wise for me to not make such public comments and jokes on TikTok about our president-elect and his cabinet. The wise thing to do would be to keep my political beliefs, anger, and disagreement to myself. I don’t want to upset people who could help me. You never know someone who may have the ability to help me might have voted for Donald Trump and holds many of the same political beliefs close to their heart. I should stop making political statements and jokes because I want DT to help me if he had some sway and it were up to him. It would be perfect if he didn’t turn the whole situation into a giant immigration “I told you so.” But I peg DT for doing just that unfortunately. 99.5 % of Mexicans and Latin American immigrants do not practice Santeria. I don’t know actual facts but no one really does so believing him is racism or ignorance at the very least. Evil E claims to be a “Mastermind of Santeria,” but who else has been found to do that? If I weren’t being personally being harmed by Evil E, (or merely convinced that he is doing this) then I wouldn’t give a rip, if he practiced Santeria or not. I feel like this man could be doing other illegal things and that he is a menace to society, with not enough to do in his life. Of course, I may never get confirmation that my suspicions are valid and I will forever be branded a racist Carlsbad Karen. Time will tell if any of his misdeeds can be proven and prosecuted. I am manifesting much progress for my criminal case in 2025! Praying had!! 🙏
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