Manifesting getting lean and shredded on this 12/12 Portal

 Today is the 2025 12/12 portal and I am here for it. I am manifesting becoming the fit shredded woman I was in 2013, when I tempted  K.S. all the way from Carlsbad. (without even stepping foot in Santa Cruz!) I was the original fit girl for a moment. L took cues from me and ran with it! It was a fitness destiny swap, I believe. I went back into hiding, after getting hexed. Why bother? I don’t want to tempt K. I only get my hopes up for K and then catch hell for it, from E. I finally got the message that K was just “looking.” He was window shopping, with no serious intention of swapping out L for me. Or maybe, he was literally stuck with L, and loved every other bit of his life in Santa Cruz. 

 

I’m sure he didn’t want to be labeled a “home wrecker” either. “Home wrecker,” the term is a much dreaded label to bare. I had a husband and three children, not just a wife and a dog. So, he could have possibly gotten judged harder than me. Not to mention, he possibly didn’t want to help parent my young children.  I assume he didn’t want to deal with that. K and L never had children of their own and had all the fun and freedom in the world. I assume that was more his choice too.

So despite railing on L’s fellow witch friends, who butt into our beef and are overly involved in L’s bitter revenge attack on me, I am actually taking cues from them. I don’t think her bodybuilding friend looks good, but I have decided to start taking creatine, to help me burn fat and get shredded too. I have only been taking creatine a few days, but I feel like it’s already working. I also started taking NAD and urolithin. Now I will reverse my aging, without witchcraft! More people should try this!

On 12/12, I am also manifesting my peace of mind, by keeping my 2025 holiday season small and simple. I choose peace and solitude. I don’t want to compete with other women or feel that the women around me are competing with me. A part of me wants to try a hiking or running or spiritual meetup, but making friends is so tricky and friends can be exhausting, so maybe not. Having no friends certainly saves money around the holidays, so that’s a plus. 

I resent no one wanting to listen to my hex stories and problems. They don’t believe me. They don’t want to hear my “nonsense.” I am actually the chillest person, so I resent when people imply that I am a lot to deal with and drama filled. Puh leaze! That’s so offensive! I’m dealing with a lot. Whether or not people believe that or care about my problems is another issue. However, I am afraid to make a new friend, who expects me to listen to her drama too! lol I’m busy! Too busy for a new friend actually!

So my New Year’s resolution will again be to focus on a fit and healthy 2026. Now that I am on zepbound and creatine, the coming year could bring about a physical transformation for me. I need to be in great shape for when E gets arrested, and people finally realize that I am not just venting some psychotic nonsense. I’m telling the truth about the hell they have put me through. I want to look my best when I become notorious/famous and people want to interview me and stuff! I am manifesting all of that today. 

Here’s to a much better, fulfilling, joyful, peaceful, prosperous, healthy, and safe 2016! I will wish that for you, if you wish that for me!