Saturday skyline near sunset

 

The End of Summer 2020

 Leigh: You had your hemp gummy bear and a sip of champagne, and we are still here, so be forewarned. You're sweating like a pig. Happy Labor Day weekend, stupid bitch. I am here in Santa Cruz with my husband, Keith Spellman enjoying my Labor Day. I hope you are happy in Carlsbad and do not pursue Keith Spellman anymore. This is a warning. Stay away from Keith Spellman and stop blogging about us! Be forewarned!

Me: Love is so hard!

Leigh: Love is hard? Keep away from my man! Don’t even think of coming after my man! Be forewarned!

Deep thoughts by Jack Handey

 https://youtu.be/7FgOG6JWF5k

https://youtu.be/7faRPtV0Z9w

https://youtu.be/0eAKqBcfPTM

Success

 So I think my daily supplement of 1 hemp gummy bear a day is helping to curb my voices. Amazing! I am sitting in silence and no one is bothering me yet.

Here’s to another silent night! At BB least the voices are so faint that I cannot even hear them. 👍 

Hemp gummy bears

My latest experiment 

When my mother was still living and complaining of pain my sister brought over some hemp gummy bears for her pain.  My mother actually tried them. I have been wary of trying them because I don’t want to exascerbate my voices. But since my Mom died the bottle of hemp gummy bears has just been sitting there. As I have started homeschooling my children these past weeks and living my quarantine life, I decided to try it as a stress and pain reliever. It doesn’t do much but maybe relax me ever so slightly. Hemp gummy bears are less powerful than THC and CBD so I may as well finish off the bottle. It may have even relaxed my anxiety enough to quell my voices during my times of stress. 

https://www.google.com/amp/s/usa.inquirer.net/33395/how-hemp-gummy-bears-are-changing-lives/amp

I’m in deep trouble!

 Help me!

Have you ever received an F in school?

Someone asked this question today. Oh man! In college I really needed to study more and party less in my freshman and sophomore years. I received an F in Art History because it was a hard class where you had to memorize at least 75 paintings and the dates/periods they were painted. That class was impossible for me. I took music appreciation which I assumed would be easy. It was not that easy because I never spent the time to listen to the classical music.  It gets worse. I mean I was supposed to be having the time of my life in college, but the fact that I got a C- in Sex Ed and the Alcohol/Drug class tell you everything you need to know. I didn’t come out of college much smarter than I went in. Seriously there was a lot of biology in Sex Ed sand chemistry in the drug and alcohol class and science isn’t my strong suit. So yes I have received an F before not to mention retaking math over every summer of my life. One of my math teachers called it math phobia. I definitely had a mental block to grasping Algebra. Thankfully I have never had to use Algebra in real life!