Limerence

https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/limerence

I just learned this word from a TikTok video tonight and now I know that yes, I am addicted to Trey. 

Watching the news today

Did you know there was a flex alert for the past 10 days where we are supposed to save electricity from 4-9 pm?

Me neither! Why am I just realizing this today? Flex Alerts suck but not as much as rolling blackouts across California. My children would go nuts if we lost power and were in the dark without fans running etc.

That about sums it up

Yea for the next four months, she will be cruising around with her doctor husband, while I tend to my homestead, not watching the football games, but still hoping the 49ers lose!

Song of the night

 Someone serenaded me with this song over the speakers at Vons the other day. It takes me back to college and the guy that I wanted to marry straight out of college. What would have happened if he actually became my boyfriend right then and there, knowing all along that we wanted to get married soon after we got out of there? I had drug and alcohol issues, bad influence friends, untreated mental illness. I would have been the worst wife to him. Would we have started going to bars in our 20’s? Would we have gotten into a ton of drunken trouble? Would it have torn our marriage apart? I really wonder about that and I wonder about him and if he is thinking about me now.  He is probably with his wife right now, reminiscing about all the good times that they have shared together while married and I am so far removed from that and him. It’s sad.

It’s going to be a long weekend!

 Val: Why don’t you make a TikTok? Isn’t that what all the boomers are doing now? You are trying your best to remain youthful, to remain hip, to look good and get noticed. That is how I view your desperate selfies. Trey says “Keep up the good work!” Psyche! He is paying no attention to you. He is on a date with his beautiful wife Maeve whose Anniversary is getting closer.  Get ready to have your hopes dashed as Maeve becomes pregnant this year. Now is the time for a baby moon/anniversary trip! Congratulations to Trey and Maeve! She has got Trey on the hook for 18 more years at least! And you look ridiculous as Carmen Miranda, with all that fruit on your head! Be forewarned!

“Aquarians are classic underachievers with unrealized potential”

https://bestlifeonline.com/laziest-zodiac-sign-news/ 

Aquarians are pretty lazy. I agree as I sit here lying on the couch reading silly astrology stories.

Thursday night inner turmoil (9/1/22)

Maeve: You think this is all a fucking joke. You keep posting your jokes, not seeing the seriousness of the situation at hand. So, let me ask you point blank: What are you trying to do to my marriage?

Valentina: You have to be the biggest bitch that I have ever seen. You are a home wrecker, laughing at the chaos that you have caused.  You are jealous of beautiful Maeve. Just so you know,  you do not measure up to Maeve. She has style. She has flair. She has many friends. She is very sweet. We all love Maeve. What do you have going for you? A decades old sexual connection with Maeve’s husband? Get over it! You are 47 years old and over the hill completely. Never mind your continuing midlife crisis, your college crush is very married, and you can’t change that! Be forewarned!

Me: Maeve has this quote on her Instagram page. “Maybe she’s born with it, maybe she’s up in the air.”  I have no idea what that could mean. Either she is a witch flying around on her broomstick or she is bragging about being a rich and flying all over the world. Either way, gag me! She seems like a show off. Hate her!

Maybe I need to quit looking at her Instagram page. She just followed Treys sister who is a masseuse by profession and offers prenatal massage. I am waiting to peep who will pose as her next client. That will hurt me immensely if she does have his baby.