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Tuesday, April 25, 2023
Hello again!
I have missed you but you were always on my mind! I love Willie Nelson! I am not a huge country fan but he is awesome and definitely the King of country music! Rock N’ Roll Hall of Fame 2023? He’s got my vote!
So I have not heard too many voices on my new medication. Despite a lot of stress in my life lately, I am managing just fine. As far as my hallucinations and conflicts with reality, I still hallucinate all the time. I thought James Hetfield and Kirk Hammett drove past me the other day. It was awesome to see them! I am a huge fan of Metallica! I still cyberstalk that guy from college and his wife. I hope you guys had a fabulous vacation. (Not really!) Looking at their annoying vacation photos, I had to face the reality that he is still married and not leaving his wife anytime probably. I can’t believe all the things his wife did in her life to hold on to him. She spoiled him rotten actually. Moving across country to be with him? Agreeing to not have any children? Yikes. I would not have done either of those things probably. She pretends to be fully stoked on sleeping in a tent in cold ass weather and BMX riding? What a great vacation! She seems full of it but that’s ok. She pretends to be super into watching professional male sports. Now I always thought girls like that were soooo fake. Anyway I guess he made the right choice. I’m better off too. The guy from college will always be on my mind though. My mental torture will always be thinking about doing things differently when I was younger, when I had a chance with him. It’s too late now. Oh well he will always be on my mind!
Monday, March 27, 2023
My new medication
I don’t want to open the door to hearing voices which is why I have not been blogging. The well has run dry as I have no voices to report. My new medication must be working better than my last antipsychotic. I don’t want to jinx myself by taking too much about it. If you don’t hear from me here on my blog, it is because all is well and my medication is doing its job. I cannot believe I thought Vraylar was working so well when I was constantly hearing voices and going on tangents about them. On the other hand, without my voices, I have to think of something else to write about. I need a new story to tell. I am thankful to the makers of Caplyta as it works better than Vraylar did for me. Finger crossed that my luck will continue. I have not heard voices since March 16. Let’s see how long I can maintain this voice free streak!
Thursday, March 16, 2023
In honor of St Patrick’s Day tomorrow
Here is Drake performing in Dublin. It must be the Irish in me. I love this song by Drake. The audience here is going crazy for Drake during this song! Wow!




