I want to go back to the 90’s
When everything was beautiful
And nothing hurt
But I was not really loving my life then
I was already anticipating the future hurt and loss
That I would experience
I knew it all along
Life before mental illness
Will always be rosier
Did I even enjoy the sun
Or did I squander it?
Mental illness drove me
To make certain decisions
In my life
I can’t turn back
The hands of time
So I won’t focus on regrets
Disclaimer:
I share mental illness stories
And speak for the majority
However I have a family
I love them
And live for them
I prefer to look to the future for us
I thank my lucky stars for my kids
Most people with mental illness
Do not have children
And are utterly alone
But I really am blessed and not depressed
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