New Year’s Eve

Seriously don’t give up!! I resolve to keep fighting in 2021. (Fighting with myself maybe, but fighting)  Happy New Year to you! 

I saw you

I daydream of you all the time 

But we never speak

I don’t know if our paths will ever cross 

Or if it is really you that I am seeing 

From the pictures plastered all over social media 

You are madly & deeply in love

I may never know what that feels like

I don’t know what it feels like to share a passionate 

kiss 

In a hot tub 

With a view of the mountains 

In the background 

All I know is this

I need to stay away from Facebook and Instagram 

Where  your relationship with her 

Will forever be most people’s “relationship goals.”

People watching

Walking alone 

On this cold day 

Mind all askew,

I watch the

comings and

goings of folks

whose thoughts

are their own and

I secretly envy them 

Those were the days...

 

Time traveler

I wanted to tell you a time traveler joke, but you didn’t like it.

Ick!

 

Sad to see you go

 

That awesome moment: A poem

I have been misled and disappointed 

By my thoughts and visions

So many times

I don’t ever get my hopes up

For that awesome moment to materialize 

Christmas is over

So one of my idiot neighbors got a drone for Christmas and was flying it over my residence today. I live in a detached condo built in 1979. At the time, they thought skylights would be a nice feature to the condo. We have a skylight in our family room, in our kitchen, even in our bathroom. Earlier today I walked outside and saw our neighbors drone flying over our house. I thought I saw it tonight as I looked up at the sky from the bathtub. I saw red lights flashing like someone was peeping on me and perhaps taking my picture. I should call the cops. I live in a subdivision where all the houses have similar features. This idiot knows we have skylights because he probably does too. What a ass! Talk about the neighbor from hell! Stalker. I don’t think that I am just being paranoid. Unfortunately this condo is so old and outdated, built before everyone had a drone to spy on each other. People are just abusing this whole drone thing.

Dreamy

Young love 💕 

 

Merry Christmas! 🎄

 

Oh no!

Hayley: Now you’ve done it! You’ve been cached and uploaded to our Google search! We will sue you for slander! We are not hexing you, so be forewarned! Trey Sanders is not interested in a physical relationship with you, so be forewarned! It is 1:36 in the morning, quit Googling Trey Sanders!

*from here on out, I will be using fictional names to describe these individuals who I am entangled with. I really do not want to get in trouble, when I am the victim here!

Someone just searched for my blog with the keywords: hearing voices disturbing marriages. I am not trying to do that really. I started this blog to document my voices and the story that they were telling. I apologize for any damage done and will continue blogging using fictional names.

Apparently there is a professional football player with the same name as a fictional character in my book. This story is not about him.

Winter Solstice

 

It's a Christmas miracle!

 Someone purchased my book tonight!! Yah!!

Syd!

Wow Syd was so good looking and Roger was so polite when Dick Clark criticized the food in England. 😂 

Dreamer (A poem)

I was always a dreamer,

More concerned by

What I thought I saw

Than what I saw

Merry Christmas

 This was a cool movie.

Christmas: A poem

Christmas can be

A stressful time,

But …

No actually that’s it.

Thursday morning menace

Federica: This is Federica. My third eye tells me that you are fat! I can see you! You are not good enough for Keith Spellman! Why would he leave a fit and beautiful woman for a fat, old, ugly woman? I will never understand! No one understands.

I thought I would hear Federrica’s voice less because I found out that she moved back to Venezuela. No such luck! I made the mistake of visiting her social media. Big mistake because it must have triggered my voices. From my online research of her Instagram, I gather that she really is a witch. Both her Instagram and Pinterest pages discuss magic. I hope and pray that she doesn’t really know how to practice harmful magic and this is all a misunderstanding but I don’t think so. I don’t know how you do the voodoo that you do, as Federica would say. I am just mystified!

Monday meme

 

Dating wisdom from The Captain

 

Reading the entertainment news tonight

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Leigh: Hey...Larsa! That is what you are doing. You are moving in on My husband! I hate her so much, so be forewarned! I will never stop hexing you, as long as, you are messing around with my man! Fuck her for moving in on my man! Home wrecker! You are Larsa Pippen, in this scenario. You have been setting the stage for an affair and painting me as the villain in your writing. Do you think that you the only one who can write?  I can write a story about you too and your home wrecking ways, so be forewarned!

Did your phone just ring?

Leigh: I am whispering so that you can barely hear me, be forewarned! Did you just try to call my husband? We are not happy that you are attempting to reach out to MY husband, so be forewarned. You can go F- yourself. Do not let your thoughts wander to Keith Spellman. Do not be tempted to contact him. Keith is not interested in a romantic relationship with you. He is happily married to the ideal woman. You cannot compete. You have three children. You are 45 years old. You are looking older and older. He would never leave me for you! Esteban is hexing you. You will never get out of our grips. We practice Santeria, which you know nothing about! You have no clue how to defend yourself from us, so be forewarned!

Esteban: You are going to hear our voices more and more if you keep this shit up! Do not call any of us, especially Keith Spellman!!

Hello

 

Blast from the past

 Here comes trouble?

Stolen from a friend

 Why do married people do this to themselves? I guess I am a victim to the same cruel thoughts.

Sunday-not-so-funday

I sat down with my siblings today to divide up some of the belongings from my mother, who died last year. We were dreading this day. It was stressful. It was heated. Seeing my mother's things again, reminded me of her and made me miss her. I got emotional a few times. After an hour and a half of intense negotiations, I had reached my limit. Things got weird for me. Eventually, I started hearing voices, which prompted my exit. I had to get out of there. The voices always seem to know when I am in a tense and stressful situation and they join in on the stress like gangbusters. 

Leigh: You are in hell, so be forewarned!

Federica: We hate you, so we are hexing you. Be forewarned.  So...what are you thinking of doing about Keith Spellman?

Esteban: We hate you, so we are hexing you! Be forewarned.

On my drive home, Esteban started singing along to a song that came on over the radio.  

Esteban: "Slip into the eye of your mind. Don't you know you might find. A better place to play. You said that you'd never been. But all the things that you've seen, slowly fade away. So I start a revolution from my bed, cause you said the brains I had went to my head. Step outside, summertime's in bloom. Stand beside the fireplace. Take that look from off your face. You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out! And so Sally can wait. She knows it's too late, as she's walking on by. My soul slides away. But don't look back in anger, I heard you say." (Or something like that. I may have turned the station away from that a few times, out of irritation.

I took 1/2 a Xanax when I got home and tried to relax. I was asked to pick something up at the store and start the laundry, as soon as I got home, which did not help me relax. The voices also had a field day with my agitation and frustration over that. No rest for the wicked, I tell you!

What a busy week!

 TGIF Selfie with my Stella Rosa 

Stolen from a friend

 Stolen from a friend who loves Joni Mitchell.  Something to think about. ..

Don’t let fear hold you back!

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