Probably

What could have been,

Always seems to be better

Than what would

Probably have been.

If I had hooked up with that guy from college, the honeymoon phase would probably have ended a long time ago, and he would be looking around at all the women he had to pass up because he got married so young. Would I have made him happy? I didn’t keep up with my appearance due to multiple pregnancies and my antipsychotic-induced obesity. A spouse sees you at your worst and I never wanted to show him that. Let him remember me as young thin and playing too hard to get. lol