Best costume

 This is great! If I were skinny and living in New York, I would totally rock this! New York is calling you back, Maeve!

I want to add that the attempt of certain individuals to fake their innocence, in person and on the internet, is totally annoying! If your life is so perfect, money is in abundance, everyone around you worships you,, and you basically live  a life of leisure, why would you risk it all to verbally abuse me and Lord knows whatever  else mischief you are up to? Just because you have the haircut of a five year old and have an innocent persona, does not make you innocent. This carefully crafted disguise just makes you seem like a very calculated, cunning actress. Posing with animals and declaring your love for them, doesn’t mean all animals apparently. How do you distinguish between the animals that you love and pamper vs. the ones that you use for animal sacrifice? 

I honestly have no idea how you are doing what you are doing, because I am not a witch, but I hope we can all get a better understanding of your crimes and potential to commit crimes with the help of your witchcraft. You may have fooled many people, including those around you in Santa Cruz, but I know the truth. You are a stubborn, competitive, and malicious witch, posing as sweet Mrs.Perfect doctors wife, I am sorry (not sorry) that your world is crumbling around you, but you saw this coming ages ago. This has been dragged out for 10 years now because your version of the perfect man, didn’t feel the same way about you. He was afraid of your wrath and losing the comfortable life he had. He had been living in Santa Cruz with his family, his childhood friends, his well known good reputation, and the career he has established. Now, you are there, refusing to leave and trying to bring on his downfall. You are so jealous and spiteful! It’s ridiculous! You ruined my life many years ago, so I saw this coming , that is, his life going downhill, because of you. You and your cousins have been harassing me for 10 years. When are you actually going to get over this and move on?  It’s about time for you to get over it and move on, as well ,as your equally evil cousins I’m so confused, because I don’t think my cousins would really give a rip, if I got divorced or not. I mean, they would not make it their problem. So again, you are making my family look like saints, compared to yours, Maeve, saints!

The Season of the Witch

 

Here is my version of a Stevie Nicks-esque witch. I need a too hat too, but I hate how hats look on me. I am cooking up a reverse hex right now.You can see the evil in my eyes too, E! Here is me attempting to look scary or at least give you a dirty look. I hope the consequences of the evil hex you sent my way, will catch up to you.soon. Payback is a bitch, so be forewarned! If you want to push the boundaries of what is legal, so be it. You don’t care about tempting fate. You are cocky and assume that you will get away with this. Taunting me is one thing. Tainting the police is another.  You want to risk losing the warmth and ease of your life.? Well, to each his own. YouMaybe we can create a new law with my name on it, in order to help others who have been hurt and harassed by harmful hexes. Anyway, Happy Halloween Eve to the rest of the world!

Monday Night Blessing

 

Having too much fun today!

 

Coincidence?

https://www.tmz.com/2024/10/21/surfer-giulia-manfrini-dead-speared-swordfish/

Coincidence? I think not. This spoke to me, as I was just saying that I hope Evil E gets eaten by sharks. This isn’t helping my fear of swimming in the ocean or my paranoia about the intentions/capabilities of E and his family. Santeria is no joke. The deceased surfer has an Italian last name and was pierced through the heart. Again, this is nothing that could ever be proven, but it seems like a message from the devil (E) not to cross him or wish him ill. Noted, Evil E. Temper temper! Some people can’t take a joke! I believe this was your doing, but who knows? I am just a superstitious woman with psychosis, so don’t take my word for it!

Let’s not do this!

 Let’s not fight over a man! The man may enjoy this a lot and may be inclined to drag this out as long as possible.  He is probably sitting back laughing and enjoying the whole thing! He probably loves this and it may feed his ego too much, which would be dangerous for the woman who comes along next. Not sure it will be me, in this scenario. This fighting is a waste of energy for us. Is he really worth the chaos involved in fighting over him? In my opinion , the verdict is still out!

Watch this!

 Watch this movie, if you want to be scared silly! It’s slightly campy, so not sure if I will be laughing or unable to sleep tonight! A movie like this should be made about Santeria! Let’s drag them, too! It’s long overdue, I would say!  This shit is real though! know who could play the Santeria high priest and priestesses!

## I just watched the beginning of this movie and I am offended and opposed to using any racial epithets  as used in this movie.

## I noticed that Mr. Slick (Evil E) deleted a comment referring to his friends as the N-word! He’s overstepping his boundaries trying to use that word. He’s totally f-d up if you didn’t catch his sneakiness. I see you, E! Withholding the truth like to do is definitely sus!

Well well well!

 If it isn’t my arch rival’s kid sister! Hey, I see you have the same haircut from when you were three years old. Are you trying to look young and innocent, with that baby haircut? It’s not working. Neither is your weird disguise. Are you supposed to look 90 years old today, with your same haircut that you have had your entire life? Weird! You were wearing all that crazy makeup, but I still see the real hater that is sitting before me. Wow. The R-rs do not age well, at all! You are that ugly, inside and out! I have to tell the R-r sisters that your dark side is so very dark! I mean everyone has a dark side, to some degree,, but yours is crazy dark! Underneath that innocent looking exterior, are two witch bitches! You and Maeve and her friend group are weirdly all childless at 40+. I respect that, I guess, because it’s definitely for the best.  The Lord works in mysterious ways and you all should not bring children into the world. I am not even sure that you are 100% human. Maybe that’s why you don’t have any children. We don’t need anymore demons, like you, in the world!  It was great to meet your witch kid sister, Maeve! I have to say, that you are making my family look so completely sane! We look like saints ,compared to you and your family! 

You are 100% correct. Maeve! You did do more than me, for Trey! You moved across the country for him! You did your CrossFit workouts every damn day! You played Betty Homemaker. You won over his family and kept in their good graces. What could have been the problem? Maybe it was your family  Santeria spells and hexes? Do you think that could have been the problem? I don’t think he liked that very much! He finally saw an opening and he ran for his life! Good for him! He finally escaped!

I know that there is no guarantee that Trey and I will get together and stay together. I know that you will continue to do whatever you can, to sabotage our chances of moving on together. You have a group jinx going, at the very least! I really hope that my turn to make you pay, for the turmoil and abuse, you have caused me, comes around very soon!

Top jokes about my situation lately

 I took my daughters to El Coyote restaurant in Old Town a few weekends ago and as we were walking in and sitting down, another restaurant patron yelled “Check please!” I thought I heard some people laughing. It is freaking other people out, especially if you are superstitious. No one needs this kind of additional stress in their lives. Many people think that I am a home wrecker who deserves every bit of this revenge mental abuse. This judgemental mindset and mockery is making my situation even worse. Nothing has gotten any better in 10 years. No one is communicating with me about any sort of help I may receive, People are just making jokes, acting like they could care less, or looking at me with hate filled eyes. Part of the problem is that Santeria isn’t a huge problem in Carlsbad. Very little is known about this and there is no specific law to prevent, end, or prosecute this. How much time, can one person serve for general criminal mischief? Another cause of ignorance to my situation is that no one can relate or have knowledge about what I am experiencing mentally, unless they have heard voices before. At the very least, this a 10 year psychotic break, that continues endlessly dragging me through this same story every day. It is Groundhog Day for me every day. I have been trying to get help and get through to people this whole time, but their reactions are not what I expected or hoped for.  Because of my schizoaffective disorder diagnosis, no one believes the story I am telling. The voices in my head are just a byproduct of my mental illness. My mental illness is not a mild one either, it’s the most debilitating mental illness someone could be diagnosed with. I am just a medication-resistant schizoaffective woman, right? Apparently, the medication is not working for me!  The abusive voices and the delusion of being targeted and hexed are classic textbook experiences resulting.from stubborn, treatment-resistant psychosis. On the other hand, if hexing is possible and powerful, it is the perfect form of attack, spying, and mental abuse that may never be fully realized, proven, or punished. Evil E has been getting away with this for 10 years now and I am so sick of this!

On the flip side, I sometimes sense that people have read my story and they identify me, as the person at the center of this. Yes, I am involved in some crazy shit because I was tempted to do something with someone that would cause harm to their romantic relationship and family. Mate poaching is a prosecutable offense in other states but thankfully not in California. Everyone is clinging to their partner more tightly, when they see me. The potential of being hexed or being the victim of a crime of passion is scaring people into staying with their original partners. I think the consensus now, is having an affair or dumping someone for someone out there, that you think is better, is dangerous!  Just stick with your original partner, it’s not worth the headache!

The joke that I heard while I was at the Pancake House this morning (don’t food or fat shame me for that) is referring to my situation as “The Latin Mission Impossible.” Take note, if this hex was investigated, it could possibly help the U.S. foresee potential attacks and get into the minds of opposing political leaders around the world. It’s easy espionage, without having to leave the United States! Let’s just go with that idea for the sake of our country’s safety! Just kidding for my sake! That’s all! Help me!

Evil E and his crew in SD (2014)

 I was scrolling through E’s Instagram and I came across this god awful picture of Evil E and his crew of asshole friends from when he was living here in 2014. 2014 is the year, I believe, that E started hexing me. I apologize for the most horrible offensive part of this picture (the guy dressed as a Klan member or  maybe he’s a joint but he looks too similar to me. Could be both) ) E really was like The Proud Boys, when he was living in San Diego. He did not give a rip about racism towards other minority groups or the white supremacy of the douchebags he was rolling with. Just stand there and pose next to your Klan like a chump, E! He gives zero fucks. Idiot, he is and they are. But, look at these assholes! I know that people have the impression that I am racist because I looked at this Venezuelan guy E, thought he was evil looking, and created this whole bs story about it. But here we are, and these are all of his equally evil-looking,  intimidating white cronies. I hope they don’t see this blog or this doesn’t get back to them.  I see all sorts of evil this picture, a definite crime element, racism, misogyny, even rape. I do peg them for being rapists too. You are the company that you keep, so I am not surprised that Evil E was surrounding himself with the biggest assholes possible in 2014. I am sure they egged E on and were down to assist or have his back in his evil deeds. I am truly scared of all of the dudes pictured here.

And Happy Anniversary to me! It’s been 10 whole years since Evil E started hexing me ,still no one believes me, is helping me, or could stop him even if they did believe me.

Quit hexing my cat!

Don’t hex my cat, evil E-! This little cat is sitting here giving me a dirty look. She just tried to bite me, for no reason , which she never does. She came over crying because she wanted me to pet her. Then she got mad, all of a sudden, and tried to bite me. I did think this behavior was out of the ordinary so I do wonder if you are hexing her too. Do not hex anyone else in my family, including my cats! I do blame you (already) when weird shit happens with them because “you never know.”  If my cat bites me, it’s your fault completely! You seem to think that you can do whatever you want, to whom ever you want ,with no consequences. If you push it, as far as you can, because you think you can get away with it, (concerning me) I want to tell you to go for it. I am optimistic that you will eventually get caught and we will have more charges on you to keep you locked up longer. You, unabashedly making this so obvious and trying to taunt/talk directly to police officers, may be the nail in your coffin. I need a happy ending here. Wishful thinking and good vibes needed from anyone else reading this!

I truly am Astrid Deetz!

 I went to my friends Beetlejuice party on Saturday dressed as Astrid Deetz. Astrid was born into what was perceived by others, as a different or weird family. Her upbringing led her into the same odd, reclusive lifestyle. Unfortunately, her lack of positive social interactions, with her peers, during adolescence, had shaped her into a naive girl, who was an easy target for predators. Hopeless romantic that she was, and eager for companionship, she failed to see the red flags with the boy who was pursuing her. It was the worst case scenario possible. He was a manipulative, deceitful devil-in-disguise. She, like me, fell victim to an evil spirit with malicious intent. However, the dumb demon did not foresee, that she would realize the situation, in time, to turn it back on him. Spoiler alert: she, Beetlejuice, and her family, sent him back to hell in the end. 4 stars!

Don’t tease me

 From my tormentors Instagram story.  At first I thought he was swimming with hammerhead sharks. (I don’t have my glasses on) Those are the wrong sort of sharks! This is not the ending I wanted for his Instagram story.  His pictures tonight are very reminiscent of the movie “Open Water,” without the satisfying ending. Oh well!

A snapshot of college life in the 1970’s

 Ok although living in a womens dorm might have driven me a little crazy, it would certainly have been safer. In Isla Vista, the community was still holding onto archaic and unsafe ideas that the guys definitely set up, for example, no one should lock their doors. People would say, “No one needs to. No one is going to steal your stuff.” But what about, entering our apartment/bedroom without welcome or warning? And look at the women here, all talking on the telephone. I presume that they were not just talking to their families and female friends, but also male suitors. Men in the 1970’s used to chat up the women they were interested in, on the phone, and met up with them, took them out on dates etc. What a concept! I got cheated going to college in the 1990’s, because those days were long gone. None of the guys that I went to college with wanted any form of commitment or monogamy. They wanted little to do with women, in the daylight, sober hours. Then, at nighttime, at parties, they would greet you either with an insult or a sexual comment. They wasted no time telling you what they wanted from you. We either gave in to them, then and there, or we had no interaction with the guys at college. There is a word for that now, “breadcrumbing.” You have to take what you can get, or go home. (Which I did a lot) Nice to see these players all eventually grew up and are being good to one woman, when they surprisingly didn’t practice that at all in college.

To Maeve’s bony, gym rat friend

 I see you. Why do you travel all the way down to Carlsbad, to be a complete bitch? You don’t have any children, so you don’t have to be a role model to anyone and you aren’t! (Or shouldn’t be) I don’t know how you fill up an entire hour long seminar talking about calorie deficit and just not eating .Anorexia is the secret to your success! There is not much to explain there. I can’t believe people hire you to explain how to achieve your thinness. Yes ,you have that blonde haired blue eyed revered stereotypical beauty, so rub it in my face! Your beauty is apparently only skin deep. If you are trying to be the model friend, keep going with that! Hold hands with the devil, until she pulls you down into the depths of hell with her! You are weirdly, a hater, as well. Trey is way cooler, better looking, and all around more attractive than your husband! You can’t handle that! You are really scratching your super-straight blonde hair right now.  Trey obviously thinks I am hotter than you, Maeve, and your manly looking friend combined. Sorry! I know that I am not jealous of you.  Your husband looks like the biggest preppy dork! Trey is way hotter! I don’t know what to say. I feel sorry for you! You have to have sex with that goofy-looking dork every day for the rest of your life! I couldn’t do that…with him! Have fun with that?!

To Maeve’s bony gym rat friends, husband:  What are you doing here really? As if I am scared of you. Why aren’t you wearing your pink polo shirt and khaki shorts? You seem as East Coast country club preppy, as Maeve does. Like how rich are you people? Feel free  take your bony wife and Maeve (not even back to Santa Cruz, but) back to the East Coast. You seem like East Coasters all the way! You actually look like you are from Maine or something. You look like a rich, ball-less man with no problem wearing pink or dressing matchy-matchy with his wife. (Like they all do on the East Coast) You are a man, right? Can you explain to me, why you came down to Carlsbad and what do have to say to me? What is your plan here besides being fucked up and trying to scare me? Scaring me would be impossible for you, though. Get a life, really! Don’t you have a job or a golf game you have to get to?

Matteo: Yes, she gives little pep talks to people so they can lose weight by not eating. You should attend one of her seminars! What are you waiting for?