All of your secrets… (Don’t read my blog if you can’t take the heat)

 I am an open book obviously. I have an online journal that I suspect no one close to me at all bothers to read. I assume that because they gaslight me and write off everything I think/say is happening off, as a figment of my imagination. However, the trail of lies runs long with the people that I regularly associate with.who are beyond the acquaintance level. All of you know the deal! First off, I am pissed that you claim ignorance to the severity of what I am dealing with. Secondly, you would like to direct the conversation back to you and surface stuff real quick when we exchange words. Sometimes I am ok with listening to people’s problems because it takes my mind off my own stuff, but sometimes playing the role of therapist gets to be too much for me.  I am not saying that I don’t have any good friends, but it is even worse and it boggles my mind when so called friends talk to my man behind my back, plead ignorance to all that is going on with me, and never give me a shoulder to cry on. Like whatever is your problem?  Supposedly you don’t read my blog or get on my TikTok, but you are all pissed off when I go write on my personal blog and like hilarious TikToks. Like I see you haters! I shouldn’t have hater friends but this is nothing new. The biggest haters are always right under your nose, gaslighting you by making up bs scenarios to make you jealous. It’s the concerted effort by some individuals to make me jealous, that gets me. Like bitch, you are going out of your way and making a concerted effort to make me jealous! I am sorry that you are so jealous of me, that you try to deflect it back on me, so I can see how you feel. You are doing so much just to make yourself feel better that it always intentionally comes at the expense of my feelings. Silly stupid mind games! I don’t have time for this shit! Don’t read my blog and then indirectly get back at me, because you see what I wrote! I see you very clearly! And why am I more pissed at you, right now, than I am at Evil E or Trey (my very secret admirer) I think that I have good reason to be pissed at everyone out there (besides Evil E) who is messing with my mind and trying to F me up! F U all!

I keep hoping that I will be married to the man of my dreams by 2026 so I can travel the world with him! Fingers crossed! I will then be able to kiss a few people goodbye!