Wishing you (well, most of you) and myself peace, prosperity, passion, and protection from evil in 2026!

 My sister bought me a protection crystal starter kit! I am loving it!

Acronyms in your Instagram profile bio

 You have two Instagram accounts that I know of, L. I may be crazy and I read into everything, but those qualities have helped me crack this case. I believe your original or “alternate” secret L.S. Instagram account has hidden messages in your bio alone. I would never purposely follow you on Instagram and you have a private account. I don’t know why you do, because there is plenty that you want to say to me. Even more, you get off on sending me messages, rubbing your blissful life with K in my face, and triggering extreme degrees of jealousy in me, when I view your staged and occasionally photoshopped posts.

 The only reason your account is private is to hide possibly incriminating information from any eagle eyed person investigating you. K appeared to be oblivious your entire marriage. He was mentally checked out, so he couldn’t care less about your social media posts. He just went along with all of your stupid photo pose ideas, not understanding how shitty your intentions were in posting these pictures. He was probably just flattered that you loved him and your life with him so much that you wanted to brag to the world about it.

Let’s talk about acronyms in the original or secret L.S. Instagram account that you don’t post on anymore, since creating your “ultimate California married surf/beach girl life” (transplant/poser) account. 

But let me beg the question, when you say that you are a “Packer of Shoes,” is that just an acronym for “Practioner of Santeria,” or maybe it stands for “Piece of Shit,” like I first assumed. I just feel deep down in my gut that you are a lying, secretive, manipulative, little bitch and everything about your social media presence screams that to me!

Protection Spell

 Give yourself hope. Say kind and positive things to yourself daily, because words are spells.

Blogger won’t let me upload my protection spell but believe me, my first protection spell has been performed.  

I have an eyebrow scar over my right eye where either I was hit or pushed down by one of the F.U. brothers in 2014. You can see my eyebrow has been messed up ever since.

My 2025 Progression

Beginning of 2025: Okay witches, keep practicing your witchcraft…if that makes you feel better! You probably aren’t doing any magic successfully anyway!

End of 2025: Hmmm, let’s see what happens, when I try this! It’s worth a shot!

I’m a “girls girl” too!

 I may not be the most social person in the room. I’m very shy initially and I am in my head, a lot of the time. I think many more social, popular people are manipulative and opportunistic. Why flood the room with fakeness? I try to be genuine, when I compliment people. Compliments really help create and maintain friendships, but it can also be a purely transactional, fake exchange. If I gave you a compliment, I would want it to be a meaningful and honest compliment. I am not running for president. You don’t owe me, for the compliment either. I do compliment people to dish out kindness in my best moments.

I am definitely too judgmental, for my own good. I can spot a fake compliment, when someone is fishing for compliments or seeking something in return. People who overdo the compliment thing are just so fake. It’s easy to spot. But people who constantly withhold compliments are haters. If you can’t ever find something nice to say to your friend or acquaintance, you are a hater and that’s easy to spot too. 

How many people does L need in her camp? You will be the most popular “girls girl” in prison, L. I would love that for you!!

Exchanging petty for petty is a toxic cycle. It’s tiring. But looking at your social media and reading into all of your posts has helped me figure out a lot, since I first came across you and your toxic family, so I hate when people say to me, “Don’t read into everything.”

Hex the people around you into oblivion or obliviousness, like you have been L! Continue doing your magic mayhem, as well as you have been! You are really good at malicious and manipulative magic! That’s quite a skill! 

I plan to keep telling the entire world about your dark side and dark hobbies. I hope the U.S. spells out the illegality of keeping people hostage, assaulting, and killing people with magic. Let’s keep exploring this and blow the roof off of magic, which has been a very well kept secret, up to now.

I love my new laboradorite bracelet from Orvel Gems!

 I love my beautiful, new, iridescent laboradorite bracelet! I am proud to rock my new reasonably priced,

daily wear score! I hope to reep the benefits of protection and clarity that laboradorite brings.

Manifesting getting lean and shredded on this 12/12 Portal

 Today is the 2025 12/12 portal and I am here for it. I am manifesting becoming the fit shredded woman I was in 2013, when I tempted  K.S. all the way from Carlsbad. (without even stepping foot in Santa Cruz!) I was the original fit girl for a moment. L took cues from me and ran with it! It was a fitness destiny swap, I believe. I went back into hiding, after getting hexed. Why bother? I don’t want to tempt K. I only get my hopes up for K and then catch hell for it, from E. I finally got the message that K was just “looking.” He was window shopping, with no serious intention of swapping out L for me. Or maybe, he was literally stuck with L, and loved every other bit of his life in Santa Cruz. 

 

I’m sure he didn’t want to be labeled a “home wrecker” either. “Home wrecker,” the term is a much dreaded label to bare. I had a husband and three children, not just a wife and a dog. So, he could have possibly gotten judged harder than me. Not to mention, he possibly didn’t want to help parent my young children.  I assume he didn’t want to deal with that. K and L never had children of their own and had all the fun and freedom in the world. I assume that was more his choice too.

So despite railing on L’s fellow witch friends, who butt into our beef and are overly involved in L’s bitter revenge attack on me, I am actually taking cues from them. I don’t think her bodybuilding friend looks good, but I have decided to start taking creatine, to help me burn fat and get shredded too. I have only been taking creatine a few days, but I feel like it’s already working. I also started taking NAD and urolithin. Now I will reverse my aging, without witchcraft! More people should try this!

On 12/12, I am also manifesting my peace of mind, by keeping my 2025 holiday season small and simple. I choose peace and solitude. I don’t want to compete with other women or feel that the women around me are competing with me. A part of me wants to try a hiking or running or spiritual meetup, but making friends is so tricky and friends can be exhausting, so maybe not. Having no friends certainly saves money around the holidays, so that’s a plus. 

I resent no one wanting to listen to my hex stories and problems. They don’t believe me. They don’t want to hear my “nonsense.” I am actually the chillest person, so I resent when people imply that I am a lot to deal with and drama filled. Puh leaze! That’s so offensive! I’m dealing with a lot. Whether or not people believe that or care about my problems is another issue. However, I am afraid to make a new friend, who expects me to listen to her drama too! lol I’m busy! Too busy for a new friend actually!

So my New Year’s resolution will again be to focus on a fit and healthy 2026. Now that I am on zepbound and creatine, the coming year could bring about a physical transformation for me. I need to be in great shape for when E gets arrested, and people finally realize that I am not just venting some psychotic nonsense. I’m telling the truth about the hell they have put me through. I want to look my best when I become notorious/famous and people want to interview me and stuff! I am manifesting all of that today. 

Here’s to a much better, fulfilling, joyful, peaceful, prosperous, healthy, and safe 2026! I will wish that for you, if you wish that for me! 

Taking care of business on this December 2025 Super New Moon

Praying 

Manifesting 

Returning all evil eyes, intentions ,and abuse to sender.

Well that was fun! Purchasing and lighting a return to sender candle is a very constructive use of my time and money well spent!

Thankfully

 I’m thankful for many things this Thanksgiving. On this blog in particular I would like to express my thankfulness that L didn’t photoshop another picture of K, on Thanksgiving, as if they were still together or some ridiculous scenario, like renewing their vows in New Orleans, the voodoo capital. Although that is what it would take for K to stay with you, at this point, or at any point, as we know now.

Poor K! I believe the F.U’s are in Santa Cruz with L. Getting those 4 fuckers together is never good!  Those four fuckers in the same space equals one thing…witchcraft! I wonder what will transpire as a result of their reunion?! I pray that law enforcement is reading this, watching that family of sneaky, malicious witches, and working to bring them to justice! Let’s see what they are doing, so we can figure out how to stop them and how to prosecute them!

I was running/pounding the pavement actually!

 Behind my sweet smile here, lies a woman with a secret. I have been walking all over my quartet of hexing bullies all day! Here I am, about to go running, to really stomp all over them. I hope you all felt it! 

Seriously, I am even afraid to do these tame, tiny, witchy rituals. I think it’s supposed to be a release for me, at best. I did what the witch said. I wrote their names down on a piece of paper. I rolled the piece of paper away from me three times. I put the piece of paper in my shoe and stomped over them all day. I don’t know what this did to help me, besides amuse me and give me a temporary sense of empowerment. 

However, Evil E knows what I am thinking, doing, and planning to do, at all times. He is probably pissed at today’s witchy gesture, aimed at them. I did feel my foot and ankle swelling up, when I was driving earlier. I don’t know if my foot and ankle were bothering me because I was driving on the freeway and that is the foot I use to drive, or because the piece of paper with their names on it, was in that shoe. I definitely wonder which is the case. Evil E is quick to enact revenge on me and he is the “mastermind of Santeria.” I am at a loss as someone, who is totally out of the malicious magic loop. E probably already did something to get me back today, knowing him. I wouldn’t put it past him.

Do you see the angel over my shoulder, in the picture above? I pray to God and to all of the angels in heaven to protect me, my family and friends, from malicious magic. My family and friends seem to be having a really hard time right now. I do wonder if my bad luck hex is affecting those around me, who I care about. Lord, in heaven, please protect us. Protect us from the malicious magic that is making us sick, in both body and mind. Protect us from pain, suffering, misfortune and loss. Help us to get along with each other and to lead with love in our interactions with our loved ones. Amen!

L, your bitchy friends are going in too.

 L- your bitchy ride on die fellow witch friends are going into the freezer too. I was actually manifesting putting you and your friends (who I know their names to write them down) into a freezer spell. I would put you and your nasty crew into my freezer, but I don’t want a nasty freezer spell jar with the names of a ton of nasty people, in my freezer. I also don’t have room for you, in my freezer. We have a ton of food in there, for me and my family. You all are more likely to go into a vinegar spell jar real quick. You are long overdue for some witchy retaliation! 

E and your other loser cousins have put me (or my voodoo doll) in their freezer and probably in their heat lamp/microwave/oven too. To my helpers, friends, and followers who are sympathetic to me, don’t worry. I’m not giving these assholes ideas that they didn’t already have. As E said, he is a mastermind of Santeria. Their whole family probably is. He was raised into an evil malicious magic practicing family. This practice is widespread in his family. They all mess around with this bullshit. They have wanted to kill me for years. I’m surprised they haven’t killed me yet. Blogging about this apparently has done nothing to help me. This may be the only reason they have settled down and backed off a bit. No one believes me or can do a goddamn thing to stop this anyway.

I just don’t get why L’s friends are so invested in this. L kisses her friends asses, so they think that she is some innocent saint. She has these bitches wrapped around her finger. Why do people like her? She’s a lying, manipulative, bitch. She’s a wolf in disguise, with the same put-on charm as Ted Bundy. Yuck!

L, you are crazy. You are beyond pathetic and stubborn. I see that you are distraught and destroyed and angry. You simply cannot let this go! You can’t let go of K. You can’t let go of your anger and your jealousy and the fact that you have lost this battle to me! Boo hoo! I don’t get why your bitch friends are down here in Carlsbad, driving past me and (probably) hexing me too. You and your klan are just a pathetic, evil, vindictive bunch of witches. You can all share a cell in jail with L and F, for all I care! I hope you rot in jail and then rot in hell, of course!

11/11

 I wrote my 11 manifestations! I am a baby witch, so not sure what I am doing here. Tonight I am drinking in my manifestations! What I am manifesting, wouldn’t you like to know. I’m grateful for more than 11 things in my life and in the world! I don’t know why I put those bay leaves in my water!? I will be taking those out before I drink it! lol 

On Veterans Day, I would like to say thank you to all of the brave and strong individuals, who have protected our country with all of their hearts. My father voluntarily enlisted in the Navy. I thank him and every veteran for their service. I do think there is a possibility that the military in San Diego may know of my situation. They could certainly could use magic to help them locate, monitor, and know the thoughts and intentions of foreign adversaries! Why not utilize the sneakiness that has probably been used on our country, as well as, countless American individuals, like myself?

So yes, there is nothing wrong with harmless manifestation. It’s basically a soothing prayer for me. I hope for the best, but keep my expectations low! 

Ok I’m manifesting a positive mindset! I will speak my manifestations into existence. This is my new daily ritual!

Make a wish at 11:11 on today 11/11! I forgot to do that this morning! I’m drinking in my manifestations tonight! Wish me luck!!

I only drink moon water on special occasions.

Man approaches woman at a bar: What are you drinking?

Woman: Moon water.

Man thinks about that for a second and then hurries off.

I’m only engaging in a little witch role play, for fun. I’m not out to harm anyone. I would like to ward off evil people and energies that come my way. I would never trick anyone into being with me, against their will. I would never put a pathetic love spell on a male, regardless of how attractive and fabulous, he may be. I don’t want a partner who is a challenge to get. I want a potential male mate to pursue me and to want to be with me. I don’t want someone out of my league. I don’t want to be super stressed and paranoid, that my man would and could leave me, at the drop of a hat.

L, If you don’t feel secure in your relationship, if he’s not convincing you of his loyalty, and you are paranoid about everything, maybe you should just move on! I would rather be alone at this point. L, you are doing your best to ruin “my man’s” confidence and his trust in women. L- sucks! L putting a love spell on K sucks! Love spells suck! I hope my story is reaching any and all single men out there looking for love. Be forewarned! L is not the one! What a shitty spouse you turned out to be L, you lying, manipulative bitch!

The veil is thin around Halloween…

 May the November Supermoon that is visible tonight and tomorrow, bring me help, guidance, peace, and safety from evil malicious magic. May the Supermoon reach my moon water making magic and blessings for me. Thank you Supermoon for seeing the worthiness in helping me. I am a good person, undeserving of a malicious hex, by jealous hateful enemies. Thank you for not favoring my Aries arch enemy under this Aries Supermoon. I and my circle, deserve peace, love, reconnection, safety, quiet from jealous chatter and criticism from my Aries archenemy and her extensive circle of blind followers. I manifest good and positive things for my loved ones and protection from evil people over the next few days! 

I hope the November Supermoon shines down on my Moonwater and Intentions! Wish me luck!

More Halloween fun

 

Halloween Hex

 Happy Halloween! I performed a banishment spell tonight to send L and the F.U. family, back where they belong…into the toilet!!

I banish) the main culprits in the F.U. families’ 10 years (and counting) hex of me, out of my life, into the toilet, and down the drain, with all of the excrement of the world, where you belong! Be forewarned!

“History Facts”

Every time I get signed up for a new mystery daily email from a random website I never subscribed to, I wonder. Is this unsolicited email from a random bot perhaps, or is this an insulting joke from some anonymous hater person around me? The website emailing me is called “History Facts.” I should know more historical facts than I do. I am more interested in American historical facts, the civil rights movement, interethnic history, and immigration stories. I don’t think this jab is aimed at my lack of interest or knowledge of world history though.

Leigh…bitch…my “history facts” about my own life may be cloudy. Some memories about my personal life may have been distorted, made better or worse, throughout the years. I acknowledge this. I am trying to figure out my history with your “property.” I don’t have much information about his life before me or really any information that could have been obtained if I had ever been in a relationship with him, like you have been. You married him. You know all the good and bad facts, that I never had access to. But many of your historical facts, that you are putting out into the universe, about your relationship with K, are pure fuckery. You are a lying ass bitch, who asked your creepy cousins to help you force K to propose to you and remain with you, for all these years,  against his will. That’s a hard to believe historical fact, about your marriage, that no one else may know or believe. However, I am standing 10 toes down on this fact!

Full Moon Fever!

What a beautiful full moon on display tonight! I have been waiting for this! I have been feeling the oncoming full moon wobble, in myself and in those around me. I was born on a full moon night, so maybe I am better at handling these weird coincidental accumulated occurrences than others. I put more stock into these sorts of random coincidences, than anyone I know. I have been busy preparing for this Harvest/Hunter Full Supermoon. I am a baby witch,  you might say. I have been charging my crystals, preparing my moon water and my intentions. Finally I have been experimenting with my banishing/return to sender spells. A counter clockwise spray of Palo Santo mist goes out to my enemies, the F. U’s. Leave me the hell alone, once and for all, assholes!

P.S. You don’t want to know what is in that old sippy cup, that I will be trashing after tonight! (It’s nothing animal sacrifice related like the F. U’s do. It is gross though) I am shaking it vigorously and repeatedly, like my very own maraca tonight! I hope you feel as dizzy, disoriented, ill, and as messed up, as you have made me feel for the last decade!! Leigh and her crazy witch family, Fuck You all!!

Hate-filled heart

 One (hate-filled heart unfortunately) followed me to The (very awesome) Ohana Festival yesterday. On the way to the festival, I saw Evil E drive past me with a clenched fist. Are you trying to scare me, Esteban. Gosh! They are the most jealous, hateful family that I have ever encountered! Get over it! Lee’s  “property” (her husband) wants nothing to do with her anymore. He is infatuated and very obsessed with me. He is in Carlsbad to get the hell away from her and to be close to me. I can’t blame him!

E! Your social media tells the story that you are busy living your best life in Venezuela. So why aren’t you? Don’t be such a hater, F.U.s and your minions. You are lucky that you didn’t enter the concert venue, in physical form, last night, Esteban. Virtually every other man there appeared to be an out of uniform police officer. I guarantee you that everyone there, as chill and eclectic as they are, do not think your cause is justified. Rather, most people view you to be a criminal. I am eagerly awaiting for criminal justice to be served to you. Anyway, I still had a fantastic night at the Ohana Festival! Shirley Manson really is a classic badass rock star! This song goes out to your loser cousin, Not sorry!

https://youtube.com/shorts/u4O-pBNQ3cY?si=2euox1ffI5xB1SRG

The stars really came out last night, it was very awesome!

***To Lee and your new main bitch: Lets be clear! Anyone can tell you (who was actually at Ohana last night), that my jacket was too tight because of my big boobs and my bulging biceps. It wasn’t because of my stomach! I can see you and your bitch Lee can’t relate though. 

New spells I may be under

 I was perusing sister F. U’s Pinterest page and she is chanting and manifesting about becoming a money magnet. At first, I thought well good luck with that. It probably won’t work. Now I think that the F. U’s are hexing the opposite reality for me. Lately I have become addicted to shopping on Temu. Temu is like penny slots, I thought, this couldn’t hurt, because everything on the website is so cheap. Well much of what I ordered looked as cheap as it cost. I keep shopping and losing money to Temu. I know people make jokes about Temu, but it hasn’t been registering enough for me to quit shopping there. I need to return it all. I need money for Christmas presents every year, so this is not good. Maybe my online shopping problem wasn’t from a money wasting hex, but I blame all my bad luck on the F. U’S now.

Yesterday I had an epiphany that I should really never eat ice cream again. I love dairy. I always have. But since the F. U’s started killing all of the simple joys in my life, I think it’s best to avoid eating dairy. I went to the grocery store and bought supposedly nondairy ice cream and dairy or not, I blew up like a balloon for the next two hours. I tried to go jogging within 45 minutes of eating an Ice cream bar and I subsequently went outside feeling and looking so fat. It seemed to have undone the appearance of any weight loss I had attained, all because of one serving of nondairy ice cream. I will throw away the rest of the ice cream. I just don’t want to deal with extreme uncomfortable and unsightly bloating. The F. U.’s will have to find a different way to break my stride. They honestly have no life. I can deal with one small hurtful annoying hex, but it’s just been so many tiny to large scale aggravating harassing painful hexes, filling my days and years, that I definitely feel sorry for myself.

 I don’t bother telling people about my troubles anymore, because no one can help me, but me. I’m in this by myself, in terms of emotional support, because no one has the time to listen to me, nor do they believe me. I don’t want to go to the mental hospital again. I want the police to stop my enemies from hexing me.  No one has even confirmed that they believe a word I am saying, so nothing has changed for the better, in this regard. I remain here, trapped in a hex, with my sworn enemies, who have an extensive amount of Palo Santo skills and free time. Unlucky me!

I banish you from my life!

 

Here I am posing with the moon water I am making for the oncoming Blood/Corn Full Moon, with an eclipse twist. I was born on a full moon, which may be why I walk through chaos, as calmly as I do. I just bought a cute new glass bottle for my moon water, so I feel better about that. I do have the fakest smile of every picture I have ever posted online here. I can’t fake cosplay or joke about trying my hand at light pagan rituals or witchcraft lite, as I would like to refer to it. I resent having to go to this trouble, to protect myself and slink to your level. This honestly sucks! As you can see in this picture, I am sick and tired of my witchcraft practicing enemies, messing with me, my life, and the lives of those around me. Who do you think you are? “Sit down! Be humble!” Turn about is fair play, but I actually want law enforcement to handle you.

You may have other certain witches, sweating bullets over the possibility of having their witchcraft practices policed, thanks to me using my voice and getting my awesome allies, to ensure this happens. Sorry, not sorry, witches, Wiccan's, and all other malicious magic practitioners. I see the haters, who align themselves with you. They act like you are doing nothing wrong and I am the evil one. Who do you know who works at Spirit Halloween, F. U. family? Your people want a visit from you. Good luck to them! Walk a mile in my shoes, haters! Me and my daughter were absolutely the only customers in your cheap, crappy store. I hate your d.j. We lasted two songs. “Brick house”, the song used so well, for fat shaming plus size female customers and then “You’re an evil woman,” that crusty song from the 1970’s. Bitches! We left without buying anything, as very justified karma to the employees of Spirit Halloween Encinitas. Don’t tell me their playlist was random either. F. U. all too! I really can’t tell if Evil E put me in a trance to ruin this picture or if I have had a very busy day and my melatonin is kicking in. Evil E wakes me up multiple times every night. No rest for me, because of the wicked. Please get a life, Evil E! I’m not your woman or your bitch. Don’t you want to marry a wife and get on with your life in Venezuela? Sheesh! Don’t let your bitterness over certain unfortunate events that burned you here, run your life. Make the best of your life there, o.k?

**People on TikTok are saying don’t make moon water or charge your crystals for this particular moon because it has wild energy. Should we all hide from the moon then? Well I will at least. I’m exhausted and about to crash out. I had no intention of going outside my house anyway. I m ready for bed at 7:30. Pm

Anger with the people closest to me lying to me and playing games with me

 I am so angry at all of my so called friends and family members, who are lying and playing games with me, regarding this hex. I mean everyone has heard my complaints. They either don’t believe me or they are so wrapped up in their own trivial issues, that they just don’t give a rip what I am going through. It’s hard to get sympathy and support for your struggles from self centered narcissists. I am surrounded by narcissists, I believe. They are not as bad as the F.U.’s though. No one in my circle is evil, so that’s a win.

I have been called out for my anger lately and for my critical words. The people around me are banding together. I believe that my brother and my college stalker K have been in communication for years. My college stalker K, speaks to many people in my circle, and they are keeping it a secret from me. I never considered myself a jealous person. I don’t want to wrestle with any negative toxic mental roller coaster feelings. Loving a Leo can’t be easy! He’s trying to mess with my mind and make me jealous. He is a fire sign. Dear God, what have I gotten myself into?

Evil E and my brother have fragile male egos and can’t take criticism or ridicule. Neither can K, I am assuming. I never ridiculed my husband. I am a 50 year old adult woman. I don’t do that! Certain things you just don’t say out loud to people. I am being pushed to the brink, so please forgive my biting words and get over it!

Am I really the villain here anyway? I posted a few years ago that Evil E reminded me of the character Inigo Montoya from The Princess Bride movie. K is definitely the blonde prince. Evil E didn’t like hearing that. 

***This may be out of pocket, but I just want to say that I think Evil E and the F.U’s killed K’s father, with their malicious magic. Their own father had a cancer battle a few years before January of 2013, when K’s father passed away. I think the F. U’s dad survived his cancer though.  Does K’s dad’s spirit reside in G now? Did their souls swap bodies, like in The Skeleton Key movie? What a terrible thought! Did you know that the Friday before K’s Dad passed away was Friday the 13th? I was hearing voices that day.

Here is my post from Friday the 13th, in January of 2023.  Long story short. I think they planned to give K’s dad a heart attack, as retaliation for a passing drive by flirtation with me and for K getting more serious about leaving L for me. That’s my sad and scary epiphany of the moment.

Reasons I believe this hex has changed me.

 1. I really believe in magic now. 

2. I am willing to experiment with witchy things, to see if making moon water and wearing crystals can help to cleanse and protect me.

3. I accept the inability to control my circumstances. 

4. I realize that I need to and can use breath work/self soothing techniques, in times of stress. 

5. I let go of the opinions, judgments, words, and actions of others.

6. I have spent 50 years of my life, worried about disappointing others and of their negative opinions of me. That behavior pattern does not serve me, so I close the door on that. True happiness, healing, and living authentically are my new mantra. 

Who cares what other people think? Maybe I am a witch, at heart, so who am I to judge? I can wear evil eye repelling jewelry, if I want to. I can love who I love. I am free to enjoy any exploration that comes to mind.

***Here is a picture of my magical protection cat Halloween decoration, that is already sitting outside our front door. I may keep it outside my doorway year round. Also, I decided to make moon water last night, during the Black Moon, and bathed in it tonight. I am manifesting a restful and healing night of sleep tonight!

I guess I chose the right doctor

 A work from home radiologist sounds like the perfect doctor husband for me.

One of my doctors referred me to hematology, because my blood results came back weird. My iron was low. The results concluded that I was possibly anemic, so they wanted me to take iron and get more blood work done today. Being referred to a hematologist, spiked my already high anxiety. I always assume the worst. Hematologists deal with blood related cancers, so you have to go to a cancer center, to see your doctor. Freak me the hell out! My joke to the doctor was that “seeing a hematologist is very disconcerting. It could be anemia. It could be leukemia.” I have an uncle who died of leukemia, so I definitely went to that place mentally. My blood results already came back though, and I am no longer anemic, so the iron supplement worked. 

As I was driving out of the parking structure, I witnessed a woman yelling at a doctor, pointing her finger at him, because her loved one’s cancer metastasized. He was apologizing to her profusely. I was frightened for him. Thank God my man, K, didn’t decide to be an oncology doctor! Cancer is no joke! I can only imagine the stress of dealing directly with patients who are in such dire situations. life or death, is as stressful as it gets. Dealing with patients and their families, coping with cancer, the when emotions are running high sounds stressful. When the cancer is winning, they will blame you! There is a potential for danger, in the medical field. Thank you, doctors, for your service! 

***Im predicting now that, even if I die of cancer, sneaky Evil E and the F. U. family had something to do with it. 

I told random people this on the beach in 2013

 If the police would just investigate instances where someone claims to have suffered from voodoo and Santeria magic, it could help prevent and solve many previously unsolved crimes. Palo Santo-esque practices could change the military completely. Evil E hits me from a distance. If the military looked into using his techniques, serving in the military may no longer necessarily involve deploying for service.  Serving in the military could transition into a work from home job. You could “hit ‘em from home,” like Evil E does. Hitting a stuffed voodoo doll, in your bedroom, sounds like a punk move, but it’s the safest and sneakiest assault imaginable. Evil E can read my mind. He knows what I am thinking, doing, and planning on doing, at all times. All the while, he harasses me, manipulates me, makes never ending insulting comments to me. He plays psychological warfare with me. I am his tortured prisoner. It seems like Santeria makes acquiring counter intelligence, getting critical details of your target very easy. 

I am not sure how he initially hexed me and why he continues to harass me, for the past decade. I am definitely impatient for my harassment, abuse, and manipulation to end. Malicious magic has been un-policed for so long. I never understood why. It’s about time someone investigated the public’s claims and rumors of injury or death, by magical means. My story is a hard to believe one, but it is a true story. Hopefully people start to pay more attention to the pleas of people suffering the way I am. 

Thinking of you, witch!! (L)

L robbed me and K of a lifetime of love, that we could have shared with each other. I should be the one who is angry and distraught. You had already served him your magic love potion, he drank your kool aid, and proposed to you, with the energy of a gold medal gymnast. He performed a cartwheel, when you agreed to accept his ring and marry him??!! What sane, sober man proposes like that? As if he was more enthusiastic than you? It was definitely b.s. and sketchy.  Was he being sarcastic? Did she promise him a particular sexual favor, if he let that be their proposal narrative? I don’t get it. 

I think L tried to ruin my fitness momentum and rob me of any motivation, discipline, prettiness and stylishness I had or could have had. Remember it was me pumping iron in 2013, not you?  Look what happened, when I Iost the baby weight?! You and your crazy cousins waged war on me! Going back to my husband and gaining the weight back, made your negative focus quieter and calmer. Unfortunately, you never entirely shut up and you never stopped hexing me. You were holding onto your sham marriage for dear life!

The next stage in this game of life, for me, is losing weight and seeing how it changes the way K, L, and the rest of the F.U. family treat me.  Not that I am losing weight for K, because it’s so superficial of K, that the only reason he never walked before now, was because I was way too fat for him. That’s what everyone is saying anyway. But realizing your wife is a very clever liar, manipulator, and witch is a great reason to leave, if I say so myself.  Their whole marriage was a sham!  

She did look great though! Didn’t she? Her fashion was on point! Between the CrossFit, the expensive wardrobe, a ton of makeup, and whatever beauty or edge, she could siphon from me, she definitely helped her retain her property (her man) for a long time. She didn’t deserve him though. 

Glad he finally dumped that loser, L! I’m still bitter that, I alone, caught hell from the  F.U.’s, when K would fantasize about me and drive past me. I alone, would get hit. I alone, would get berated. They were smiling and lying right back at you, K. They were so busy being secretive and trying to save L’s marriage to K, that they would play dumb, never address the issue, much less discipline K. They disciplined me, instead! Sucks to be me, I guess. If K had a heart, he would focus on what he did and didn’t do, to contribute to the mess I am in, instead of teasing me, stalking me, telling me to be the bigger person, (as if he has any influence over me. We are not in a relationship), and just acting like a wimp.

The Nightmare Isn’t Over

 Indeed! Here is a link to my eBay page for some spooky vintage toys!

https://www.ebay.com/usr/timelesstoysinc?mkcid=16&mkevt=1&mkrid=711-127632-2357-0&ssspo=ClGk_esYQ5a&sssrc=4623447&ssuid=ClGk_esYQ5a&stype=1&widget_ver=artemis&media=MORE

Evil E drove past me hauling a truck bed of manure yesterday. Do you think he is planning on murdering me and burying me in that pile of shit? I do. He is truly nuts! That’s where he belongs anyway. Not me! 

I got a blood clot yesterday while I was having some vein sclerotherapy.. I think Evil E created it, while watching my procedure. There is no point in trying to hide what I am doing, at any given time. Evil E knows everything that I am doing, at all times. I have no privacy from him. He can hit me. He can verbally harass me. He can threaten me. He can scare me. He can strangle me, while I sleep. All from the privacy of his own home.

 I wish people believed me, but I know everything I am saying is shocking and extremely hard to believe. It’s true though. This is really happening. This is the most hard to believe, true story that many people will ever hear. If you never believed in the power of witchcraft and understood the low depths that some people would go to, to screw over other people, for their own selfish gain and for getting their sadistic kicks, well now you know. Keep telling yourselves that this is justified, assholes! I’m damn glad K left L. It’s very satisfying to know that he finally knows the truth and he finally dumped her ass! Your dumb ass family put a love spell on K, to get him to propose, anyway. You are all in cahoots with each other, so you should all suffer the consequences. What an evil family the F. U. family is!

Don’t F around with this man!

 

I don’t know who this man is. His license plate could be autogenerated. Or possibly this is his personalized plate. This could be a complete coincidence, or perhaps not.  A potential partner with this particular license plate, would trigger a dating red flag for me.  However, it’s possible that something in his skill set, could be useful to me. Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap! 

Seriously though, I would never stoop so low. I would never partake in something that devious. I don’t have an out of control temper. I’m not spoiled rotten. I don’t want to harm anyone. I manage my own anger and jealousy well. I can take the pain of rejection. If he doesn’t want you, or he can’t remain faithful, let him go! Don’t try to hold onto him, with help from the dark arts. Hell no! I would never do that. I’m far from perfect but I would never hex someone out of jealousy, anger, and revenge.  Hexing someone to love you or to have sexual relations with you is the most devious and pathetic thing a person could do. We need to figure out the proper legal punishment for a dirty deed like that.

As above, so below

 I had to google the mantra expressed in F.U’s instagram profile. It means that she is a vindictive witch and proud of it. All of her dead relatives back her up and are fueling her retribution. I guess it’s in the cards that this will remain their mantra and motivation. I am not helping the situation by disrespecting the F.U. family and speaking ill of them publicly. Forgiveness is not something comes easily to them or that they would ever consider, in regards to me.

My interpretation of “As above, so below”=yes I am a proud witch and I refuse to cease practicing the ways my family raised me. Certainly not for my sworn enemy!) I will just b.s. people in San Diego, that I am an innocent, devout Christian, minding my own business. This will allow me to remain living in the U.S, spawn/multiply more F.U’s, practice my witchcraft, and keep my enemies under my watchful eye and control. Great  teamwork there, F.U. family.

I don’t think this helped him one bit!

 

I saw him again!

 

My man is finally here! I know you are really here this time! I see you everywhere! This is real! It’s very exciting! How did you get invited to this party though? And when did you get a tattoo!

Spell work and hypnosis for good…

https://www.complex.com/pop-culture/a/jose-martinez/danny-trejo-recalls-being-hypnotized-charles-manson-jail

https://youtu.be/IgMT6bIcmAk?si=JSlH71l0MpXR9hWe

This interview with Hollywood actor Danny Trejo is a fascinating and educational story about the power and potential of magic to benevolently help others. He has a crazy, true story of his own!

I hate when I hear about other people who seem to be making crap up about other people, when they are probably just jealous. I judge other people for doing the same thing, that I am may be doing and being judged for.  Two titans of the music industry are having rumors being spread about how they achieved their success. People are saying it was voodoo, Santeria, and destiny swapping. It’s heresay and it’s hurtful to the innocent. 

This makes me wonder about the possible circumstance of, when someone loves you and wants to see you succeed, (maybe a relative or close family friend) they could possibly do spellwork, without your knowledge, and on your behalf. That would give L a “get out of jail free card, “ if she had no idea anyone was doing any spellwork on her behalf. I think that is not what we are dealing with here. She was very happily a secret witch, like Sabrina Spellman, from the tv sitcom about witchcraft, Sabrina the Teenage Witch. This show was geared at adolescent girls of L’s era.   I know she totally watched that show growing up. I don’t think L ever did any spell work for the good of anyone, besides herself. I could be wrong though. She obviously knows many tricks and is still actively practicing her spell work. Towards me, she has been super malicious. Sabrina Spellman was a saint compared to this b~! (L.S.)

Her Voodoo green Tesla

 L drove by me yesterday in a shiny new voodoo green Tesla. She really wanted to make a statement. Where do they rent these cars to drive past me? Why do they bother? What a waste of money. But as Evil E says, they have an endless supply of money, so it doesn’t matter anyway. Trying to humiliate me, make fun of me, and intimidate me, does you no good. I really don’t care at this point. L, don’t forget that I am actually funny, so I could turn it around  at your expense very quickly. My jokes are actually funny.  

Also, I could totally kick your ass, if I wanted to. Don’t forget that. You look no different with all of your CrossFit-ing. You have a personal fitness practice, who helps you remain the skinny bitch, you want to be. That’s a flex, I guess. You’re a rich bitch. That’s all. Physical strength and inner strength is not what you convey, relying on family magic to get what you want in life. Without your crazy cousins and without Santeria, face to face, (and not merely driving past me in your car), I wouldn’t mess with me. You don’t have the guts to anyway. Be forewarned!

Nectarine Grove

 

I went to eat at Nectarine Grove this morning, even though they hired F.U. to paint this mural awhile back. Forgiveness runs deep through my veins, so I ate there anyway. 

There are many K doppelgängers in Leucadia who eat at Nectarine Grove, so if K remains trapped in his marriage to Maeve, I may find someone else suitable. He could be a doppelgänger at least. 

This last guy, who is actually an employee of Nectarine Grove, looks very similar to K to me at least. The bus boy even looks like K!? Whaaat?!

A lot of people can F off!

 A lot of people don’t believe me.

A lot of people think that my story is fabricated and racist.

If someone is from Mexico or Latin America, they may lean towards siding with the F. U. family. 

They can F off too then!

I mean, no one wants to see the bad in someone, who has much similarity to them, even if it’s only in the cultural sense.

Many people think that I am a home wrecker and being justifiably hexed.

Well he’s leaving his wife now, so I may actually get to have that steamy affair everyone has been gossiping about for 10 years now.

It would be nice to actually partake in that, since I started being punished for that over10 years ago, before we even got to that point.

They hexed K, to remain with their cousin and submit to her every whim, all while keeping him oblivious to it all.

The F. U. family have been beating me up and keeping me at bay, for 10 years now. I think Evil E is very stubborn and sadistic, so ending this hex, is not on the table. He’s obsessed with me and he’s enjoying torturing me.

F. U.  Is well aware of the truth and about her role and culpability. in this hex.

Conversely, F. U. is now proclaiming to have found Jesus.

She still wears her evil eye witch jewelry, but she is shouting her love of Jesus from the rooftops. (Or through her statement tee shirts that she wears)

Thank God, she has personally backed off me slightly.

Now F. U. is more like a silent partner in her families hex.

She is faking being a born again Christian, but she’s still a witch, at heart.

She probably just joined a local Christian church, like the Calvary Christian. 

That is a good network of cute Christian surfer dudes to mingle with.

She is so fake though.

I won’t feel sorry for her, when the police drag her out of church, in handcuffs. 

You can play the Christian card, the race card, and the innocence card, but you can’t fool everyone. 

I pray that your punishment will come in my lifetime and before the afterlife,

Many people believe you and not me!?

I get that people want to like and accept you . They want to help you.

Some people are idiots.

Some people think that I deserve this hex, being the home wrecker, romantic distraction, side chick.

I am rejoicing that K realized who his wife and her crazy family are.

He finally knows the truth…

And guess what?

He’s out the door!

F.U!? I can’t believe that Carlsbad chiropractic office hired you to paint their waiting room.  Your wall design was cool, I guess. I appreciate that this chiropractic practice is keeping you busy, so you are occupied, with your own shit and not bothering me. You are so full of shit though.  Many folks can’t see past your bullshit. A kind hearted soul? I wish you and your family would have mercy on me and end this hex. Palo Santo. Casting a malicious hex on a romantic rival is not “kind.”  

You need to get over the fact the K is leaving your cousin for me. You also need to forgive me for saying unkind words to you and about you. You need to get over the fact that I asked for help from law enforcement and that you will probably be punished for this.We need to work on handling rejection and loss with grace. Hexing someone for the rest of their life and attempting to keep it a secret, is not  “kind.” I can’t believe that Chiropractic office in Carlsbad, singing your praises online. They either don’t know you, or they are in cahoots with you. 

L has got Ks sister under her spell. K and his family are so naive and gullible. I can’t stand it!  L can make witchcraft jokes and comments, until the cows come home. The S family never suspects a thing. I have seen how L operates. She is friendly and outgoing. She also kisses up to the world. That is very attractive to people. They hold her in high regard, because she compliments them and she initiates nice little gestures, out of the blue. That is great, for the people she befriends. They could never imagine her having such a dark side. She and her idiotic family are hexing me, in such a brutal way, but the people around L, in Santa Cruz don’t seem to care. They are so drunk on her compliments and kindness towards them, that they don’t even care about what she is participating in, to torture, harass, and F up my life.  Anything for you, L! You deserve to keep your husband, against his will. You seem so happy and you look so cute together.  It’s for the best!  Go ahead and off that threat to your marriage, down in Carlsbad! We could care less! You have our blessing, L & F. U. family!

“You already lost”

 I read that there was going to be a steam engine running yesterday on the Fourth of July, in Poway. Me and my daughters decided spontaneously to go to the Fourth of July event there and ride the train. We didn’t get all decked out in red white and blue. When we got there, I looked around and felt out of place. Like, everyone there was super into it. I was guessing that everyone was MAGA. They were pretty much all military families. I decided that we would just keep to ourselves. We were super respectful and sweet. We didn’t speak to anyone and we were hoping to avoid confrontation or any heated political discussions.

This is the same reason I don’t take my kids to church anymore. I hate being surrounded by judgmental people and women who are threatened by me. I felt like we stood out, because we were not walking around, as an intact family. Some Mean Girl woman, who was almost 6 ft tall and MAGA, was very bitchy to me. She was purposely trying to make eye contact with me. She got my attention and pointed up her skirt?! I was thinking, “What in the ho, are you gesturing about?” Was she asking me about my sexuality or if I was ok not getting laid regularly? Wow! She was almost 6 feet tall, so she of all people, should not be pointing up her skirt, because I am not sure what is up there. No. Seriously. This was a military wife, I presume, who was there with her husband and her two young sons. I was just standing there, minding my own business, and Regina George jumped out of this woman, for the purpose of making me super uncomfortable. I still don’t even know what exactly she meant by that but I wasn’t amused.

I felt like I was in the Deep South, all of a sudden. I felt so different looking and targeted. I do feel like a lot of women use the Fourth of July to dress like hoe-y country bumpkins, in a lot of red and cowboy boots. So good for them. This woman was almost as tall as her husband, so who knows about her? I didn’t think she was any hotter looking than me, in all her red. Men are attracted to me still, at 50 years old. So I am not worried about that. 

I respect that military men are disciplined and have good values. The majority of them are trying to hold their families together and remain faithful. They do get a house of their own, when they get married, but once they get married, they try hard to stick it out with their original wives. Marriage is always hard work and full of challenges, so I respect their dedication to their families. You have to remain focused on each other. Temptations will always come up. Especially when you marry young, are fit, and attractive.

I am trying not to bite the hand that feeds me. I know how law enforcement and the military lean politically. They support Donald Trump. They are proud Americans etc etc, so they really showed up yesterday. One guy complained that some people weren’t showing American pride, by not coming dressed in some stupid red white and blue costume. I am sorry, we just aren’t feeling that great about the country presently. We went there to ride the train and we got sandwiched between MAGA military families in the train line. 

The dirty looks from the military moms though. Like, I respect that I was surrounded by young, intact families. That is ideal and I want that for them. I am happy for them, especially because they have young kids. Divorce is heartbreaking. People write the home wrecker narrative for me, all the time. It’s an assumption they make. Me putting my story out there makes it 100 times worse. 

We were almost through the line and were about to board the train, when this military guy was muttering something behind me. It sounded like he said, “You already lost…when you gave up your family for your crush…and got hexed.”  I should never call myself a “winner,” in this situation, is his two cents. I did get very messed up by this. I mean, I agree with that. 

 I was outnumbered yesterday, but it wasn’t that bad. I do want everyone’s help and sympathy, so I just bit my tongue. I didn’t dress too hippie or contrary to the Fourth of July yesterday. I may not have been dressed as silly as some of the “Patriots,” but give me a break! Some people looked ridiculous. Is me being myself and not an automaton, a form of protest? Well, good for me then.  Please don’t deport me for speaking my truth, my disagreement, and my “bleeding heart liberal democrat beliefs!’

Thank you to the military for your service, bravery, and for protecting the U. S. I wouldn’t want to live anywhere else, but my home in the U.S, (S. California, to be exact)

More on Cyprus…

 This is the second time I know of that L has gone on vacation to Cyprus. It strikes me as a very random place to go. Because I know L, I googled the words “Cyprus” and “witchcraft” and guess what? Cyprus has a history rich in witchcraft. All these posts popped up in my Google search, which was really of no surprise to me. I forgot to mention that in my last Cyprus post.  It’s interesting to note her vacation destination choices and if they have any connection to witchcraft. Does Cyprus have a huge out-of-control witchcraft problem? Well google did bring up a few articles about Cyprus and witchcraft interestingly enough. 

I over analyze all of L & K’s social media picture posts. Their spooky looking, black and white engagement photos on Bourbon Street in New Orleans. My joke has always been that “the only reason L wants to visit or live in New Orleans is to stock up on her voodoo supplies.” I don’t know if K would have proposed without her extracurricular efforts. I also laughed at their red, animal sacrifice blood wedding cake, or “black velvet,” as they say. 

My tragic flaw may be responding too quickly and defensively, with my biting retorts, to the last people on Earth that I should get mouthy with. It is a case of, you never know what people are really thinking and holding back from saying to you, when you are speaking to people. Well unless they are hexing you and they are able to read your mind. In that case, there are no secrets, whether you realize it or not. Since I have no privacy with the F. U. family, I might as well amuse everyone else with the same comments and jokes that I have already “shared “ with my enemies.

I don’t know how active L was on Facebook, before I added K. I desperately wanted to find out if the guy who was driving past me was the same guy from college. I never actually asked him that question though, before everyone started attacking me and commanding me to unfriend him. I sent him a few messages, but I didn’t ask him and he never brought it up. So I have been left with a huge question mark this whole time. I should have told him that his wife and her family were hexing me years ago. It couldn’t hurt really, considering he already knew I was crazy.

 If I remember correctly, K was secretive back in college. He didn’t want to tell me too much about himself. He didn’t want me for a girlfriend. He wanted to hook up with me, so he was very careful not to say too much, that may screw up his chances for the night. If he thought I was receptive to him that night, his strategy was less is more, in terms of conversation. I have forgotten any details he shared with me anyway. He was always like this. I think he crazily knows a lot more about me, than I do about him. I do internet research. I don’t try to talk to his friends, neighbors, ex girlfriends, and whatnot. 

I probably already said this, but I believe every picture L added on social media, since I added Keith on Facebook in 2014 has been a deliberate attempt to make me jealous and mess with my mind. These are intentionally staged photos. From the situation photographed, the backdrop, the costumes, the emotion conveyed.  These are all intentional digs at me. The message conveyed is “This is my man. He is my husband and my property. You can’t have him. You will never take him from me, so you can just eat your heart out!”

I was thinking specifically about the obviously pre planned “candid” picture of L, taken by someone else, from behind, as she watches K surf. The picture conveys that her life kicks ass basically. Here she is watching over K surfing, worrying about his safety, admiring him, and cheering him on. Do a cheer right there on the beach, L! Do a backflip! I am sure she is cheering for herself too! For someone from Philadelphia, or wherever the hell she is from, she is probably doing cartwheels everyday, that she has such a kushy “beach view life” with her cute California surfing doctor husband. I mean, I get why her claws came out very quickly, even though I didn’t know he was married, until she started posting those fucking pictures she tagged him in. Anyway, I am sure someone like her, would be cheering for herself everyday and in awe of her life and good luck, in landing her dreamy husband K. 

However, she lives in a constant sweat that her husband is distracted and could walk away at any minute. That has got to seriously drive her crazy.  She hates me so much, for being that distraction and the potential winner of this war. She is ruthless though. She could give a rip about her whole family abusing me, stalking me, and terrorizing me. She’s pissed that I put her families secrets on blast. I don’t give a shit what happens to you either. I hope you rot in jail here on Earth and then fry in hell after that! So I guess we’re even. 

You are the biggest lying sack of shit though.  I know you guys would have killed me already, if you thought you could get away with it. And hold on to K for the rest of his dear life, against his free will.  Hopefully I will drop dead before we have the chance, to reunite, right?  I see your bitter attempt to stall and sabotage all hopes of that! Maybe we will hook up, by the time I hit 60?! You and the rest of the F. U. family can F-off!

***Thank you to my Indian friends and guardian angels, without whom I would probably have already died and felt fully the pain and physical impact of every punch that I received from Tweedle Dee and Tweedle Dumb. Thank you for your help!

***Thank you also to law enforcement and to any one aware of my situation, supporting me, protecting me, praying for me, and aiding this investigation. Thank you for your help!