Like Esteban said this morning, “The confusion is real!” If I know one thing, it’s that I am confused. I am confused about how my life became so chaotic and publicized, yet no one seems to see that or care about it but me. I am also confused by my so called support network heartlessly playing games and making jokes, despite all I am dealing with. I am confused why Keith never believed me or bothered to leave his wife, until now? “Well besides that, she’s a great wife!” He didn’t care enough to check in with me or help me out of this for over 10 years since this supposedly began. And of course, me and the rest of the world are confused why I am being hexed and how the hell my tormentors are doing all of the shit they are doing? This is definitely unbelievable in every way!
Since I first realized that I was being hexed in 2014, I have been confused about whether I was actually being hexed or if my mental illness had gotten the best of me? I started hearing voices, most likely in my head, and I wondered if they ever occurred outside of my head? Could the voices possibly be audible to others? I wondered about and hoped that they were audible to others. I do credit my local Indigenous friends for helping others to hear and understand what I am dealing with. They are very generous, helpful, kind, and they possess many awesome and beneficial talents.
When my main verbal harasser, Esteban, claimed that he was a “mastermind of Santeria” I tried to look for information about Santeria online. The online information about Santeria definitely disappointed me, because it was very vague and glosses over any thing about abusive or taboo practices. Every explanation you can find of Santeria is just a cover up, in my opinion. The vibe you get from the online narrative is “just respect their religion, culture, and mind your own business!”
I disagree with forced respect to people and practices, who should be transparent and potentially be held accountable, for any abuses, (whether it be from its practitioners or its practices) like everyone else. Harassing and abusing other people should not be an accepted and illustrated part of any religion. I definitely see an attempt to gloss over the revenge allowances and malicious magic practices that Santeria allows and illustrates to its users.
I read that, to successfully employ the malicious magical practices of Voodoo and Santeria, you need to fully initiate yourself into that religion, become a member, and actively practice it, to reep the benefits of Santeria. Either someone has to let you into the religion or someone has to show you how to work the magic in Santeria.
Online and general public information claims that Santeria is “derived from Catholicism and combined with other Afro-Cuban traditions.” I don’t see how Santeria resembles Catholicism, in any way. They are praying to completely different “deities” or “orishas,” Each one the spirits they pray to are some form of Beelzebub.” Santeria is just Voodoo, with Latin flair. Santeria is just Venezuelan Voodoo.
Really, I think the U family should apologize to the faithful Voodoo and Santeria communities around the world, because the U family is actually dabbling in harmful magic abuse and crime. Call what you are doing, what it really is, malicious magic. No one wants to be associated with your family. You should apologize to the Voodoo and Santeria faithful communities around the world, for casting a negative light on them! Shame on you! You’re not like them!
When you practice malicious magic, supposedly the harm you do, comes back to you threefold. That’s not a desired outcome for me. I would never sign on, to sell my soul to the devil, for the purpose of playing God on Earth. People’s motivations for using a religion like Santeria is (in this case at least) to satisfy the demon that lives inside of them. They seek to use malicious magic to force moving forward in some way, to edge out competition, for revenge, or to satisfy sadistic cravings. All of these motivations are disgusting to me and the inevitable consequences from them are dreadful. My enemies will not be dragging me down into the fiery pits of (afterlife) hell with them.
I do blame this awful and inevitable Santeria trade off, for the reason why law enforcement has been so slow, to believe and to investigate what I have been telling them, for a decade. Like Federica said, “The Carlsbad police department doesn’t have the wherewithal to handle a case like this.” She’s right. People in law enforcement tend to be sticklers for following the rules. They definitely know the consequences of breaking laws and they don’t want that outcome for themselves. My point is, they don’t know how to or want to mess around with malicious magic. No one wants to sacrifice their peace of mind, after work, for eternity. Looking into magical mayhem, for law abiding, God fearing members of law enforcement, would most likely not be an assignment they would willingly take on. They would definitely need overtime, a bonus of some sort, raise or a raise for that!
**I am taking the opportunity to use their real names because it freaks them out. Let’s see what happens next!
