Saturday, April 13, 2019

OMG I remember Hands Across America! On Sunday, May 25, 1986, in Brentwood, CA, my friend Valerie and I, sang and held hands with complete strangers, in order to raise awareness and money about poverty/homelessness. What hippie thought of Hands Across America? Probably my truest hippie moment happened there at 11 years old. This was definately that moment!  Unfortunately my activism has decreased to nothing since then.  

Recently, this event has taken heat for failing to get every last person to take part in it or to raise enough money to solve the problem of homlessness. I know whoever organized this event had a good heart and good intentions. We need more moments of unity, like Hands Across America!




https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hands_Across_America

Friday, April 12, 2019

I will not be watching the Game of Thrones finale. I never did watch it. I turned it on for one second tonight and watched a woman narrowly escape a gang rape. Game of Thrones is nothing but rape and incest nastiness.

But I am the real Khaleesi, Mother of All Dragons! (and don't you forget it) 
Happy Spring! Looking forward to Easter!!


Thursday, April 11, 2019

Slow day musically on the Ellen show. This song, titled "Sweet but Psycho" is offensive. People who do not have mental illness should not toss around the term "psycho."  Well, I am psychotic, not psychopathic, so I cannot relate to where she is coming from. Ava Max uses mental illness tropes to get her point across. It is very cliche! "Oh run, don't walk away" from the mentally ill? This artist feeds into mental illness stigma. Ignorant! 


Jump to conclusions? Who, me? There may be something to that, in my case. I decided pretty quickly that individuals were hexing me, causing the voices in my head. I did attempt to research how that could be possible. Sadly, I did not get very far in proving that possibility. No one believes me to this day! Please read the article below to learn more about delusion development in psychotic individuals.

Delusions are one of the most common symptoms of psychosis, but little is known about what causes them. A new study from researchers at Columbia University and New York State Psychiatric Institute offers insight into the development of delusions, which could lead to better treatments for people with psychosis.
The findings were published in Brain.
An estimated 80-90 percent of individuals with schizophrenia and other psychotic disorders experience delusions -- false, but strongly held, beliefs that can be distressing and debilitating. Researchers have long suspected that delusions are caused by alterations in the ability to make inferences, which relies on observable evidence to shape beliefs. However, previous experiments have suggested that other cognitive processes may be involved.
"The experiments typically used to understand the link between inference and delusions have focused on cognitive and decision-making skills, but they haven't conclusively shown a link between inference-making and delusion severity," says Guillermo Horga, MD, PhD, the Florence Irving Assistant Professor of Psychiatry at Columbia University Vagelos College of Physicians and Surgeons and lead author of the paper. "We developed a novel experiment to determine whether delusions stem from abnormalities in inference."
In the experiment, Horga and his team asked 26 adults with schizophrenia, including 12 who were being treated with antipsychotic medications, and 25 healthy individuals to draw beads from one of two hidden jars. Participants were given money, which could be used to bet on the identity of the hidden jar. They were told that drawing additional beads would help them bet correctly, though it would diminish their winnings. Throughout the experiment, they were asked to rate the odds of their bet on the identity of the jar.
"We found that patients who experienced more severe delusions tended to seek more information in the task before making a guess than their less-delusional counterparts. This is a truly novel finding, and it helps confirm the fact that rigidity is an important part of delusional beliefs," says Horga.
Using computational modeling, the researchers developed a quantitative framework casting delusions as "sticky" beliefs that evolve in an unusually slow way. This may explain why delusional patients seek more information than non-delusional individuals. It could also help to identify new treatment approaches, such as neurostimulation of the prefrontal brain areas involved in updating beliefs, or cognitive training to shape inference-making.
"Previous work suggested that psychotic patients 'jump to conclusions,' but in our study we saw that individuals with more delusional beliefs took more beads from the jar before they made up their minds," Horga continues. "While participants with schizophrenia jumped to conclusions more than healthy individuals, delusions specifically were associated with slower change in individuals' beliefs."
Jeffrey Lieberman, MD, Lawrence C. Kolb Professor and Chairman of Psychiatry at Columbia University Vagelos College of Physicians and Surgeons, commented that "delusions are among the most common and intractable symptoms of psychotic disorders. This innovative research casts delusions in a new context which allows for novel cognitive therapeutic approaches aimed at preventing and disrupting delusional thoughts."
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Journal Reference:
  1. Seth C Baker, Anna B Konova, Nathaniel D Daw, Guillermo Horga. A distinct inferential mechanism for delusions in schizophreniaBrain, 2019; DOI: 10.1093/brain/awz051

Wednesday, April 3, 2019

I responded to a poll on Facebook about the worst movie I ever saw. I would have to say any of the sex romp comedies of the 1980's take the prize for that. I always thought to myself, "How did the movie Zapped ever get made? If that movie can get made, maybe I can make a movie one day." 


Zapped was morally reprehensible. It objectified women. I believe it had a terrible influence on myself and the boys I grew up with in the 1980's.  The funny thing is that the star of Zapped, Scott Baio, now portrays himself as this conservative Mr. Wonderful. Well Mr. Wonderful has a past and it isn't pretty. Blech! Zapped is hands down, the worst movie ever made!

In this b.s. movie, a teenage chemistry student has an accident in the lab, that leaves him with magical powers. He uses his powers to get females naked, get revenge on his enemies etc. (Totally silly/gross b.s.)

My movie, The Voices, would be a giant step up from Zapped, if it ever got made! Zapped is my benchmark for what I can create. I know that I make a better movie than Zapped! LOL

Monday, April 1, 2019

In 1986, when I was 11 years old, my family and I traveled to beautiful Canada. We met a blended family with 6 teenage BOYS! Nice! The Buie boys were cuties. In talking to them, my sisters and I  asked what they thought of neighboring America. They admitted that they had no intention of helping us with any of our wars. They even blamed us for acid rain! Ouch! I admit, we did use too much aerosol hairspray in the 1980's. Click on the article below to read about climate change in Canada. I fear for the accelerated rate of global warming for our Canadian neighbors. What does this mean for us in America? What does this mean for the world? How do we slow down/stop global warming? This is scary!


https://www.thestar.com/politics/federal/2019/04/02/canada-warming-faster-than-the-rest-of-the-world-says-environment-canada.html?utm_source=Twitter&utm_medium=SocialMedia&utm_campaign=400pm&utm_campaign_id=Politics_Canada&utm_content=canadawarmingfasterthanrestoftheworld