I have never watched "The Notebook" in its entirety. I was just never interested. Tonight, out of curiosity, I watched this one scene. It was so cheesy! LOL The acting was terrible and they have zero chemistry. Whoever liked this movie anyway? Sheer torture!
Sunday, June 30, 2019
Saturday, June 29, 2019
Someone on schizophrenia.com asked if any of us ever had a dream profession in high school or college and what happened with that? Well, I failed miserably in anything I tried, due to my mental illness and medication sedation. I was a terrible receptionist/administrative assistant. But I had many BIG DREAMS albeit unrealistic dreams.
I wanted to be a rapper at one point. A musician? A dancer? (I had no formal training for either of those vocations.) I wanted to be on Saturday Night Live? I think I actually got less realistic as time went by. Psychic to the stars? Yes, definately unrealistic. It was a downward spiral after college. My mental illness really hampered my career goals. All I really can do is blog. People read my blog from around the world though. Want to see my pageview statistics again? Unfortunately I make $0 blogging. I guess that I am just happy people stop by and are interested in what I have to say. Thank you for reading my blog and keep coming back!
And thank you to Google Blogger for letting me say everything that I have said on my blog so far. Maybe that is why I am not allowed to have ads on my site though? I say some things that are controversial. I don't want to offend really! I just appreciate the chance to speak my mind here. :)
I wanted to be a rapper at one point. A musician? A dancer? (I had no formal training for either of those vocations.) I wanted to be on Saturday Night Live? I think I actually got less realistic as time went by. Psychic to the stars? Yes, definately unrealistic. It was a downward spiral after college. My mental illness really hampered my career goals. All I really can do is blog. People read my blog from around the world though. Want to see my pageview statistics again? Unfortunately I make $0 blogging. I guess that I am just happy people stop by and are interested in what I have to say. Thank you for reading my blog and keep coming back!
And thank you to Google Blogger for letting me say everything that I have said on my blog so far. Maybe that is why I am not allowed to have ads on my site though? I say some things that are controversial. I don't want to offend really! I just appreciate the chance to speak my mind here. :)
A book reviewer criticized the fact that I did not explain much about my children in my book, "The Voices." I kept them out of my chaotic story, for the most part. I was trying to protect them but I see the gap it left in my story. The reader would want to know how they are doing.
My children struggled throughout my psychotic break. My husband cared for them well, but they reacted to my absence and having a broken home. Fortunately, I eventually got back on my psychiatric medication and reunited with my husband. They are doing much better now!
Women on my therapy site lamented today that they would never have children because of their mental illness. Mental health experts always advise against mentally ill women from having children. My psychiatrist did the same. However, she could not force me to use protection. I would not listen to her anyway. I wanted children; a big family like my relatives. I had children purposefully and enthusiastically.
One thing my psychiatrist may not have known back then and failed to mention to me concerned the birth abnormalities my children could have, due to taking my anti-psychotic while pregnant. I was very uninformed about the link between mothers with mental illness giving birth to children with Autism.
My children have Autism and I love them dearly. They are super cute and sweet. Our lives are fine now. We have each other, an intact family, and all the basic necessities. Sadly, I don’t know if my children will ever be able to support themselves. Who will take care of them after my husband and I are gone?
Having children turned out to be test me, between my issues and my childrens'. Fortunately, I am a high-functioning woman, living with mental illness, as my children are high-functioning Autistic. I am also fortunate to have a great "neurotypical" helping hand husband who is a great provider. Believe it or not, I am coasting considerably through my day-to-day life and trying to remain optimistic for the future. My children are smart and growing/improving every day!
My children struggled throughout my psychotic break. My husband cared for them well, but they reacted to my absence and having a broken home. Fortunately, I eventually got back on my psychiatric medication and reunited with my husband. They are doing much better now!
Women on my therapy site lamented today that they would never have children because of their mental illness. Mental health experts always advise against mentally ill women from having children. My psychiatrist did the same. However, she could not force me to use protection. I would not listen to her anyway. I wanted children; a big family like my relatives. I had children purposefully and enthusiastically.
One thing my psychiatrist may not have known back then and failed to mention to me concerned the birth abnormalities my children could have, due to taking my anti-psychotic while pregnant. I was very uninformed about the link between mothers with mental illness giving birth to children with Autism.
My children have Autism and I love them dearly. They are super cute and sweet. Our lives are fine now. We have each other, an intact family, and all the basic necessities. Sadly, I don’t know if my children will ever be able to support themselves. Who will take care of them after my husband and I are gone?
Having children turned out to be test me, between my issues and my childrens'. Fortunately, I am a high-functioning woman, living with mental illness, as my children are high-functioning Autistic. I am also fortunate to have a great "neurotypical" helping hand husband who is a great provider. Believe it or not, I am coasting considerably through my day-to-day life and trying to remain optimistic for the future. My children are smart and growing/improving every day!
Thursday, June 27, 2019
Wednesday, June 26, 2019
Warning: This is a cringeworthy link! I am proud to say that I was completely sober on my wedding day and it went off without a hitch! Couldn’t this woman Uber to her wedding or get a ride from her bridesmaids?
https://www.insideedition.com/dui-bride-fakes-wedding-day-rush-after-being-pulled-over-cops-53955
https://www.insideedition.com/dui-bride-fakes-wedding-day-rush-after-being-pulled-over-cops-53955
I went on Twitter today and learned that bounty hunter/reality star Beth Chapman died of cancer. As I scrolled through the comments on her death, I got triggered. Someone implied that "Voodoo won today." Was this sick individual hexing Beth Chapman, or did she die of the widely-known evil killer, cancer? Not only was this man vandalizing her legacy, he may have been using his Voodoo to bring her bad luck and bad health. I watched Dog the Bounty Hunter. They were not perfect but they tried to do their jobs and help people get off drugs/straight at the same time.
I am not perfect myself and I have heard the gossip on them. They made mistakes like everyone. Maybe they were racists, as this man was claiming, but the man hexing them and hating them OBVIOUSLY hates white people. I regrettably visited his Twitter page, which revealed all.
The whole idea of Voodoo just creeps me out. As soon as I responded to this man on Twitter, I felt an actual SLAP across my face. Was this real or imagined? I was not that rude to him; I disagreed with him and he slapped me. I do believe there is a widely unknown power to voodoo.
If he really did hex Beth Chapman to die, he should be imprisoned. I can't stand when people brag about practicing voodoo. I honestly hope their is no power or magic to their efforts. I hope they are just blowing smoke and wasting their own time. LOL
On the flip side, some Trump follower liked my post. I really don't want to be associated with MAGA people either. We are not one and the same, and I do not speak for you!
https://www.cnn.com/2019/06/26/entertainment/beth-chapman-obit/index.html
This image below is what that nutty guy posted on Twitter. Sick!
I am not perfect myself and I have heard the gossip on them. They made mistakes like everyone. Maybe they were racists, as this man was claiming, but the man hexing them and hating them OBVIOUSLY hates white people. I regrettably visited his Twitter page, which revealed all.
The whole idea of Voodoo just creeps me out. As soon as I responded to this man on Twitter, I felt an actual SLAP across my face. Was this real or imagined? I was not that rude to him; I disagreed with him and he slapped me. I do believe there is a widely unknown power to voodoo.
If he really did hex Beth Chapman to die, he should be imprisoned. I can't stand when people brag about practicing voodoo. I honestly hope their is no power or magic to their efforts. I hope they are just blowing smoke and wasting their own time. LOL
On the flip side, some Trump follower liked my post. I really don't want to be associated with MAGA people either. We are not one and the same, and I do not speak for you!
https://www.cnn.com/2019/06/26/entertainment/beth-chapman-obit/index.html
This image below is what that nutty guy posted on Twitter. Sick!
Tuesday, June 25, 2019
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