I felt this way in 2014 but everything in my life is back to normal now. (pretty much) Things are actually a lot like how they were before I broke down. The only difference is that my kids are older now and potty-trained. (Thank God) My meds help me cope with my stress tremendously. Someone asked me today if I wanted any more children and I said "Absolutely Not! I am done having children." I wanted a big family and I have one! 

However, I do think I saw one of my stalkers drive past my children's school this afternoon. Creepy! Who would ever do that? Spying on me and my children is worth a restraining order if you ask me. I want one so badly for T--- M-----r, especially!

TMZ reported that the royal newlyweds are honeymooning in Jasper, Canada! My family and I stayed at a beautiful hotel in Jasper, Canada one summer, when I was a child. Jasper was remote, quiet, and beautiful. We were surrounded by mountains and a beautiful lake. I remember Lisa Welchel (Blair) from the Facts of Life honeymooned there during our visit. Unfortunately all that was on the t.v. during our stay was Fatal Attraction (on repeat) and tons of porn. Go Canada! (Just kidding)

http://www.bravotv.com/jetset/prince-harry-and-meghan-markle-honeymoon-destination#/.Ww2new8JOsU.facebook

I forwarded this article to my Mother and reminded her of the cute boys we met in Canada. She simply said, "...And they thought you were a boy." That is totally not true. My hair wasn't that short. LOL


Most guys had Duck Tails in their hair during the 80's. I had never seen that before but it was huge in Canada.

Today I heard the news about American hostage, in Venezuela, Joshua Holt and his wife were released today. This was described as a "goodwill gesture" by Venezuelan officials. I have to say that this is the first I heard of Joshua Holt and his story.  This proves my point that racism can come from any one and any where. My psychosis seems so racist because I believe these Venezuelan Americans are hexing me. Do Venezuelans actually hate Americans? Venezuelans have a history of detaining "gringos." The rumor is that Venezuelans do not like gringos traveling in their country. Joshua Holt stood out, as he had blond hair and blue eyes.  I am fortunate not to have traveled to Venezuela while psychotic. That would have been bad. My dark features may have blended in, but my poor Spanish language skills and the whole story of my psychosis could have gotten me in serious trouble. I am happy to hear of their release but also shocked that this was resolved under Donald Trump's presidency. I did not vote for Donald Trump and disagree with his policies. In a strange way, Donald Trump's racism has shown a light on racism. The Venezuelans officials may not want to appear racist. They want to be viewed in a good light so they released Joshua Holt and his wife. I cannot believe this happened under Donald Trump's presidency but I am grateful for it. Did Donald Trump prompt a change of heart in Venezuelan officials?

For safety reasons,  I will not be traveling to Venezuela any time soon. I think that would be a bad idea, but I am sure the beaches are lovely and the food is delicious.  I do want to visit Latin America someday. I want to visit Brazil and take a picture with Christ the Redeemer statue. :)


http://www.miamiherald.com/news/nation-world/world/americas/venezuela/article88243602.htm


http://www.myriotravelguide.com/christ-redeemer-statue/

So I went to our local Chick-fil-A restaurant and had the guiltiest lunch ever. Vegetarian protesters were out in full force. Many people were honking in support of the protesters. This experience drove me to the website for PETA. I wanted to learn more about the abuse of chickens in the food industry. I do not plan on giving up eating chicken. I am not a vegetarian but I do feel bad for the chickens. I love chickens and believe they deserve good lives too. I don't have any answers to this debate. I just wanted to share.

https://www.peta.org/features/egg-industry-cruelty/

I always think that everything is inter-related. I always think everything is about me or directed at me. Do you ever go to the grocery store or a restaurant and think that someone put on a song for you, specifically, to hear? Today, I was at Gelson's and felt that I was meant to hear the song I was hearing. The song on the speaker spoke to me. I am living proof that if you never say what you need to say and feel, it can drive you crazy. I vent a lot on this blog all the things that no one, even my psychiatrist, want to hear. (especially the stories my voices tell) If I do not vent somewhere, I believe, the voices will continue to haunt me daily. I know I have been posting a lot of videos lately, but I just wanted to show the song that really got me thinking today.

In times like these, I turn to the Blues Brothers for social commentary. The Blues Brothers stands the test of time. It's social satire is still relevant and hilarious. "Remember people that no matter who you are and what you do to live, thrive, and survive, there's still some things that make us all the same...you, me, them, everybody, everybody!

I know I am going to catch hell for saying this but here I go...I accidentally left the t.v. on this morning and went to the gym. When I came back home, Days of Our Lives was on t.v.  I do not normally watch soap operas because I have always thought that they are ridiculous and far-fetched. I did notice that there was a Latin American character on Days named Mateo, the drug lord. This made me laugh to myself. A Latin American drug lord infiltrates and terrorizes some Caucasian clique. Is anyone offended by Mateo, the drug Lord, on Days of Our Lives?  I scoured the internet and no one seems offended by this character. Soap Operas get away with alot! Not only that, Telemundo has made famous a host of shows geared at Latin Americans about drug lords and other stereotypical characters. This gives me hope that someone might eventually be interested in my story about Mateo (or Esteban) the Santeria-practicing villain. If I cast real Latinos, maybe people would be receptive. You never know! Everyone loves Mateo, the drug lord, from Days. He has been around for years, apparently. If you are interested in a story with Latino leading characters, you can find my book, The Voices, on Amazon!

https://www.amazon.com/Voices-Danielle-Flore/dp/0692956964/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1526952890&sr=8-1&keywords=the+voices+danielle+flore


https://www.soapoperanews.net/2018/05/andoni-gracia-returns-to-days-of-our.html