I felt this way in 2014 but everything in my life is back to normal now. (pretty much) Things are actually a lot like how they were before I broke down. The only difference is that my kids are older now and potty-trained. (Thank God) My meds help me cope with my stress tremendously. Someone asked me today if I wanted any more children and I said "Absolutely Not! I am done having children." I wanted a big family and I have one! 

However, I do think I saw one of my stalkers drive past my children's school this afternoon. Creepy! Who would ever do that? Spying on me and my children is worth a restraining order if you ask me. I want one so badly for T--- M-----r, especially!