My encounter

 https://www.nativehope.org/missing-and-murdered-indigenous-women-mmiw/

Please click on the link above to read more about the staggering amount of indigenous women who are missing persons. 

I was eating lunch at Las Olas in Cardiff and I noticed a woman looking at me, as if to make eye contact. We shared a moment. She was staring into my soul and spoke a nonverbal statement to me.I couldn’t understand what she was saying by words or body language. I had a tough time reading her. I didn’t want to make her uncomfortable but I may have. I had never seen her before. My first instinct was that this may be a woman who knows me although we had never met before.  I thought she may have been a Native American woman from a local tribe. Maybe she heard about my situation and that they were helping me.

I do have a single Native American family that I know. They are very kind and agreed to help me. It is a great act of kindness and friendship on behalf of them. It’s something that I am in awe of. I don’t deserve their help, but I am forever grateful. I just want to say thank you. I should have started earlier to put this out there, as well. I have been watching the news about the new Gabby Petito documentary, that her parents just released. I am heartbroken for them. I second the statements that her family is putting out into the universe, asking for the same energy be put into finding the other missing persons of every race, ethnicity, religion, and gender. 

I owe it to my heroes, to research further the staggering amount of missing indigenous women. Where are they? What happened to them and because of whom? The same amount of energy and resources should be put into finding them. 

. https://www.acls.org/fellow-grantees/matthew-wolfe/

A year ago, this man, Matthew Wolfe, reached out to me, because I was on a Missing Persons list at the beginning of this hex. Matthew is researching Missing Persons. He wanted to hear my story. I think my story seemed a bit off. Admitting my mental health diagnosis, made my missing persons story sound even more unrealistic. He was the person who first made me aware of the “white woman syndrome,” where the public gloms onto and gets super fascinated about stories about missing white woman. Unfortunately individuals who aren’t of that demographic, don’t get the same public interest or trigger the same motivation to find. Many don’t consider me to be necessarily pretty or white, but I think because crime and news is slow around here, I am getting help. I also have family and friends who are working to help me. Anyway I may not be missing, but I may not be out of harms way. 

I am alive though, which is more than my indigenous female counterparts. My situation is tame, compared to theirs. My circumstances are gossip and entertainment fodder. People are fascinated that something different, taboo, and scandalous is happening locally. People are tripping out at the possibility that magic might be real. When I think too much about it, I start questioning my take on reality. Is everything that I am believing actually happening, because no one will give me a straight answer?  

I want everyone’s help. I will definitely ask for and accept help, from any kind soul that will help me. If you have got magic, that could help me, let’s see it! At the same time, I don’t know how to repay those who are helping me in that way.

 I am glad that Leopard Peltier was freed!  I have been following this story lately. I do see the unfairness of him being targeted and arrested for a murder, when there was no direct concrete evidence to convict him. Beyond a shadow of a doubt? According to who? There is a huge power imbalance in situations like his. Police wanted to prosecute someone, in order to appear competent and as “winning.” They may also wanted to soothe their egos and the irrational fears of racist community members? 

If a Native American shaman and/or tribe were helping me though, it does beg the question, am I getting preferential treatment? Why aren’t they (law enforcement and local community members who are blessed with magical abilities) finding the missing indigenous women, as many of these missing persons cases have been unsolved for longer than mine? I know it’s unfair, and I may be getting preferential treatment. When I complain about how long it is taking to end this. I should think instead, of the many family and friends of missing persons who are saying “join the club and wait your turn!” My case has gotten more attention than many other criminal cases. I am grateful. My goal is to be appreciative and mindful of the stories of other missing persons and unsolved crime victims. I know that I should speak on and give energy to their stories, while people are still paying attention to me and this story. 

The Leonard Peltier situation of being wrongly prosecuted is actually helping me to lower my expectations for an eventual end and prosecution for the individuals hexing me. What proof do I actually have? No one wants another Salem Witch Trial or wrongful prosecution, if the idea of magic is not something that can realistically be prosecuted. There is no specific law outlining the illegality of using magic to mess with, spy on, and attack people. Maybe this falls under the umbrella of criminal mischief? I hope these individuals are stopped and put in jail though!

Esteban: She didn’t look into your soul! She looked at you! There’s a difference. You are putting a lot of weirdness onto Native American people. Native Americans are not interested in helping you, so be forewarned! They would not help a bitch like you, just so you know.  I know you have been looking at my Instagram stories, Danielle. See me living my best life in Venezuela? I am zen-ed out just hiking and doing yoga! No one would ever know that I was at all pissed about having to move back here or at anyone in particular for ruining all my good times and aspirations while living in the United States. You should know by now! I’m pissed and I will never stop hexing you, so be forewarned!