It’s crazy moving from a big city to a small town, with small minded folks. If I could, I would move. You folks are brutal! Absolutely brutal! Now I know why Shaun White moved from Carlsbad to LA. There are a lot of haters ,who chop you back down to size here, even if you don’t feel like you have an oversized ego. I don’t feel any better or any different with this weird notoriety. You all are looking at me with hate-filled eyes and are cruelly making fun of me. Would you like to be in my shoes? Make fun of a person with mental health challenges. Make fun of a person being hexed, why don’t you? You are jealous that I don’t have a job? You are jealous that I appear to have an abundance of money and free time? Pardon me! I’m a not such a bad or mean person to deserve this. People will find any aspect of another person, no matter how random and minute, get jealous, and just run with it! I am out here complaining about things that bother me and hurt my feelings, to vent and get sympathy (which you don’t have any) and to get help possibly. This isn’t a play book for everybody to know how to bother me and make me feel like shit. Everyone really is looking at me and paying attention to me and making fun of me. This isn’t my imagination.
In a few weeks I am getting chin lipo and I will be driving around (for an entire week) with a chin strap on. You already make fun of me every time you see me, so who cares? This will be more of the same. I am practicing ignoring random people driving by who try to make eye contact with me so they can do some asshole gesture to hurt my feelings or make me angry. I will also be looking down at my phone at stoplights, like you all do. Watch the master though. See how I break away from what I am looking at on my cellphone, put my cellphone down, and accelerate when the light turns green? I won’t selfishly mess everyone else up and make us all miss the light. What are you all looking at, that you get so lost, that you are unaware of the light change? You can’t break away from whatever you are looking at on your phone? It’s a little sus. I hope you aren’t looking a p- at stoplights? It is either p- or something else that you are addicted to. The only reason why I am looking down at my phone is to avoid seeing the assholes around me. That is why I can keep track of the light changes. Thanks to the Carlsbad/Encinitas community for making my driving experience a living hell!
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