Thursday night regret

Valentina: What are you going to do when you are left all alone? You haven’t worked a day in your life! You better hope you get left a ton of money from Stephen and your father. You can expect zilch from Trey Sanders. His money is locked up in a trust for one, Maeve Sanders. Every time you fool around with your domestic partner, Trey is pushed back into the arms of his ever-loving wife, Maeve! What do you think they are doing right now? You guessed it! Everything and more that you were coaxed into doing earlier today, Maeve enthusiastically enjoyed! I hear Trey is an ace in that department and only Maeve will be on the receiving end of his expertise from here on out. Your advances come too little too late! He was  never serious about you anyway, so be forewarned. Did you happen to see my brother Rodrigo today on your walk around the neighborhood? I am telling you that we have eyes on you everywhere and we are still hexing you. Be forewarned!

Broken GPS (poem)

You would think that 

I had a broken GPS

And so I couldn’t navigate my love life properly 

Compounded by the “waste of space” people who hindered 

Instead of helped me to find my soulmate 

Beautiful song!

 Ok I have sort of been sleeping on the Foo Fighters for the past 20 years. I actually heard this song the other day, before Taylor passed away, and I started crying. Why couldn’t I have heard this song in 1998? This is a beautiful love song! RIP Taylor Hawkins!

Wake up!

 I just finished watching Almost Famous for the first time. I had been avoiding watching the movie all these years. Musicians drive me a little crazy. Also Penny Lane looks a bit like Maeve so all the more reason not to watch it and dwell on Trey Sanders! Spare me their love story!

Maeve: Yes that is why Trey fell for me so hard and so fast. You have no idea what it was like when we first met and fell in love! He told me that I looked beautiful like Penny Lane in Almost Famous. Everyone thinks I am like Penny. You could never compete with me. Be forewarned! Wake up and quit dreaming is right!

Valentina: That’s not Maeve. No thank you! That’s you! Maeve is not a scandalous groupie home wrecker! That is your life story to a T and she doesn’t end up with her man in the end, so be forewarned!

Squinting in the sun is funny

Standing in the sunshine, after a rainfall, is nice! Is that a heart in the grass over my left shoulder or do I just have love on the brain?

A blooming coral tree

Probably

If you can’t be with

The one you love

Then a similar facsimile

Would probably work

*I didn’t write this and don’t know that I agree. I did this in my life and kick myself daily. The two men are actually nothing alike now that I know better.

You mean he’s not in love with me?

 The story of my college life with Keith.

You must remain calm

 Me trying to stop the voices unsuccessfully lol

Matteo: You should make this your profile picture. You got the moustache right, at least. Be forewarned!

Uh oh

 https://www.instagram.com/reel/CbibvsqA5xf/?utm_medium=copy_link

Bad cat

One regret in publishing my book

 https://www.amazon.com/Voices-Danielle-Flore-ebook/dp/B0771M1KQH/ref=mp_s_a_1_1?crid=1V6GEJ7ZKLSIP&keywords=danielle+flore+the+voices&qid=1639734558&s=falkor&sprefix=danielle+flore+the+voices%2Caps%2C312&sr=1-1-catcorr

One regret in self publishing my story on Amazon and using Amazons editing services is this. If you read the description of the plot of my book, the very first sentence says something about being Catholic. Why did I let the editor advertise my book this way? The Voices is not a Catholic story and that has very little to do with my story. Saying that I was raised in a devout Catholic family is such a boring and off-putting detail. No one else is going to buy my book besides close friends and family now. I don’t need any more pity purchases. I just want to clarify that my book has very little to do with Catholicism and my problems stemming from my upbringing. I should have rejected their proposed story synopsis because it is boring, misleading, and embarrassing to me. This story deals more with psychosis and superstition.

Song of the day

 Perfect for walking in the fresh air! 💗 

This takes me back in time 

To memories that I invented 

And that you lived

With someone else 

Sigh

Matteo: Again you are so clueless. As you read the lyric sheet and realize this song is not a love song to a woman but to his dog, I am laughing. You didn’t know that already? How stupid do you feel now? You are a just a lost fool who should avoid hiking with Trey Sanders, even in your dreams.  You are bound to get lost, dehydrated and maybe even fall off a cliff.. You should  save the dreamy hikes for the original soulmate lovers, Maeve and Trey. Be forewarned 

This guy is gorgeous!

I just received this email. Dreamboat of a model with his canine companion. Look for him at the dog park/beach!

Happiness ( a poem)

Some people find happiness 

Because they know 

What they want 

And they grab it 

By the balls

-poem by a bitter and frustrated introvert

*It is a cutthroat world run by Type A personalities.

*The same could be said about love and success here

This will be me on Spring Break

This will be me on Spring Break, playing the drums, at Bob Marleys house. Oh I wish! Let’s go to Bob Marleys house, in Jamaica, shall we? I found a new woman to envy and to emulate!

https://www.yahoo.com/lifestyle/kate-middleton-plays-drums-1950s-205006978.html

Maeve: Yes, you envy me, for sure, and you outright steal from me! Bitch! When people in your world find out that you stole my husband, they will lose all respect for you. Be forewarned. Just a heads up that your world will crumble, for destroying mine. On the other hand, I am superwoman, and I will rise again, so be forewarned!

My cute cat took a selfie!

 

Trouble onshore

 https://www.instagram.com/reel/CbdJnbNAhIp/?utm_medium=share_sheet

Matteo: You’re funny! You never even go to the beach or get in the water, so who are you to judge? The beach can be an intense place. Not that you would know it…and you were raised here? Maeve came to California as an adult and she surfs. Looks like you are the kook here. Be forewarned!

Just killing time on a Tuesday

 As I search the internet, a voice chimes in. It’s Maeve.

Maeve: Quit looking at Treys Facebook page. He is inactive and giving you nothing to look at, so be forewarned.

Maeve: and quit looking at my Pinterest page! I am at work right now but I am still watching you, as always. I will post something, to annoy you, when I have a minute. Ha! Be forewarned. What are you doing with your life anyway? Get a job or something! Be forewarned! Remember idle hands are the devils playground!

Scary movie anyone?

 https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Green_Inferno_(film)

This is a crazy sounding movie but is it politically correct for these woke times? If this movie can get made, so can my crazy movie about Venezuelan witches practicing Santeria?

Crazy helicopter

 There was a menacing low flying helicopter that flew right over my head today while I was on my walk. It was pretty scary. It reminded me of the Animal House tank, just causing chaos. The day before I was followed by a similar drone overhead. Fortunately I am ok after those encounters and all is well!

My delusional mind hopes that it was my former classmate Trey sweetly peeking out at me through the helicopter window, but who knows who it was. It could have been anyone.

Be gone, negative entities!

 Holly Madisson recommended this video for negative entity removal. It’s worth a shot!

Valentina: Yeah…no! So, you are taking spiritual advice from Holly Madisson now? How stupid! She has no clue what she is talking about. She knows nothing about the dark arts. We are more powerful than you individually and even more so, collectively. Be forewarned,  You cannot get rid of us like that. You obviously don’t know what you are doing or who you are messing with. You don’t know what we are capable of either.  You can sit through this entire video if you want. It has only stirred us up.  This entity removal video actually helped to conjure up your entities. We aren’t going anywhere. Be forewarned! You can chant until your blue in the face. It has no affect over us. We are still going to antagonize you until you fall asleep. We will be the last voices that you hear at the end of each day and we have nothing nice to say to you.  If that is the worst thing we do to you, consider yourself lucky! Be forewarned!

1 am, Saturday morning

I was awakened by the voice of Valentina at 1 am this morning.

Valentina: If he loves you, love is truly blind. Be forewarned. Trey Sanders is giving up his beautiful Venezuelan-American wife for a fat, schizophrenic woman. We believe Maeve is superior to you and deserves his continued love. You are messing with the wrong family. We practice the dark arts and have no intention of letting Trey out of his marriage to Maeve, so keep dreaming. Sweet dreams are made of this. Loyalty to Maeve, continued commitment, inspired sexual escapades, marital bliss. I am making up my own words here, but you need to stay away from married men, particularly Trey Sanders. You may have been led astray by Trey but you don’t have to go with him. He can tease you until the cows come home, but you for one, will stay at your own  home. That is my intention for the night. Be forewarned!

Size differential: Do I look tiny or what?

Here I am, standing in front of a magnificent San Diego Torrey Pine.

Maeve: You are trying to use math terminology in a sentence but you have no clue what you are saying. Be forewarned! I am very intelligent! I was in the honor society at my college, while you were on the verge of failing out, the entire time. Good work? No wonder you can’t do math or correctly use basic vocabulary words in a sentence. Be forewarned! And by the way, you still look fat next to that tree! Be forewarned!

Maeve: Have fun at home tonight doing nothing on St. Patrick’s Day. Meanwhile, Trey and I will be celebrating his Irish heritage and that of our future children together, at a bar. After that, we will commence baby-making and then I will truly lock him in, for life. So be forewarned and have fun drinking alone or whatever stupid activity your evening entails!

Present or poison?

So someone left this on my doorstep. This is the second time we received an anonymous food delivery. This time I am taking my chances and eating it. It looks delicious!!

Seriously should I be concerned that this keeps happening? Remember the movie Arsenic and Old Lace? I may be slowly being poisoned?!

Just when I thought this was over…

 “And just like that…he returned. This time he stayed for good.”

Maeve: Ahh! You are dreaming again, delusional, I mean. My man is still happily with me in Santa Cruz. You would never make him happy. You and Trey are sooo different. You like to lead completely different lives. For example, it is 6:45 pm on a Monday and we are still at the beach and planning on watching the sunset together. Meanwhile, what are you doing? You are indoors and on the couch, watching the boring news. You would bore him to death! He needs someone fun and fit like me. Are you gearing up for summer, at least? I am bikini-ready, year round, so be very intimidated…and be forewarned!

You don’t like my shirt?

Today the voices insulted my new green tshirt that says “Gardener” on it. Everyone else doesn’t seem to mind it. I may not be a full time gardener, for an occupation, but I plan to spend more time in my garden gardening. Communing with nature, in the sunshine, is good for the soul!

Maeve: Gardener? What have you ever planted, in your life…besides the “seeds of chaos” in my marriage? I hate you, so be forewarned! You’re more like a housekeeper and a short order cook, if anything! From what I see,  you seriously don’t do much more than lay on your  couch and type out rumors about me to post on your blog. Which brings me back to the reason why we are hexing you, in the first place. You are messing with my man and you are blaming your voices on me! What nerve you have! Knock it off! Be forewarned! We will never stop hexing you, at this rate!

Friday night sermon

Maeve: You think that you are going to just outright steal my man? Stop dreaming! You are up to no good. Have you ever heard of the expression “idle hands are the devils playground?” Of course you have! It’s right out of the Bible and you are an “admitted” Catholic! Well shame on you, for practicing that! No wonder your friends are starting to hate you! Be forewarned! You need to make the most of your idle time, as opposed to leaning into your thoughts of stealing my husband! Do not covet your neighbors spouse! Go back and read your Bible, Catholic, because you are disobeying every single Commandment! What a hypocrite you are! Be forewarned! I am not using witchcraft on you tonight! I am using Catholicism! Let’s see if that sinks in, as nothing else that I have tried, has worked so far. Now, I appeal to your conscience. Do you feel at all guilty for flirting with and fantasizing about my husband?? You should!! Be forewarned!

From today’s adventure

 Can you believe that I am not somewhere in the desert and I finally got my peace ✌️sign right? 

Valentina: That’s the exact same picture from yesterday. It is my intention tonight, that you have no peace whatsoever. Be forewarned! Keep fake being a hippie. You pull it off so well! No you seriously are a misfit, so be forewarned! I am into self-help and meditation. I want to fix Maeve’s broken heart and more importantly, her marriage. You are standing in the way of that. If you don’t back off Trey Sanders and if you keep desperately trying to get his attention, we will continue to hex you and make your life a living hell! Be forewarned!

Hiking bliss

 My attempts at finding peace and making a proper peace sign in the wilds of Encinitas!

Maeve: You are going to get hurt in a major way…worse than your arthritis when you attempt to do a peace sign!

My advice to my younger self

Embrace the whirlwind 

Once in a blue moon 

You meet someone who absolutely blows you away 

Don’t fear falling in love

Trust your heart

And go with him

Walk into the storm

If you hide from the whirlwind 

And your overwhelming feelings 

You will live to regret it

Saturday snooping

 Maeve: Yes, you should be very embarrassed! Your bizarre blog is making you look bad…to Trey Sanders. You need to just stop blogging. Be forewarned! Look at me! I am the sane one! I am decorating Treys office, in his preferred style, because I love him so much! I have a few surprises here and there for him. What are you going to do to express your love for Trey Sanders?  I have loved Trey since I first laid eyes on him, and I am not letting him go! Hopefully, he will soon come to his senses! Be forewarned! I love Trey! I Truly love him for everything that he is! Not just for his appearance or his money! I mean, that is all wonderful, but you don’t even know him! That’s all you care about! You don’t know him well enough to love him on the same level that I love him and you never will! Be forewarned!

That’s Capitola?

 https://vm.tiktok.com/TTPdAMGHkC/

Yes I am a fool for not traveling up North when I was younger and free. Was I ever free though? I wanted to be free. I still do. But was I ever really free? I don’t feel that I ever was free and certainly am not now. I am enchained.

I needed to hear this today

 As I sit here, continuing to wait for my soulmate, his wife is decorating his office, on Pinterest. Reality check?

My road rage encounter

Sorry I am too lazy to retype this story about road rage. Well the crazy car had two white dudes in it who may have stolen that car and were definitely on drugs. I thought the driver was mad that I tried to pass him because he kept swerving into me.  I drove back down La Costa later and the crazy car was abandoned on the side of the road with a police officer driving towards it. Crazy!

“Ok so this woman kind of saved my life today. I was on the verge of getting into a road rage with this car who kept weaving into my lane as I tried to pass Anyway this woman motioned to me to back off. So I did. I calmed down and stayed far behind the crazy car who slammed into something and lost its rear bumper. They later abandoned the car and nowhere to be found???”

Hellish grocery store

 So I went to Vons La Costa today and the people who work there are so weird.

Someone requested this song for me. This is a 90’s tune that I associate with college. I guess it is about getting into a fight with your significant other which hasn’t happened lately so I am not relating to it. I thought all Toad the Wet Sprocket songs were more love songs but as I read these lyrics it seems this song is about being in a fight with your significant other. 

Neighborhood beehive

 

Like me

Did you marry someone like me…on purpose?

I am not an extrovert or Type A 

But I think that you found yourself attracted to the fun, party, college girl

Because that is what I was, when you met me

Am I wrong ?

Matteo: Oh ok and Trey Sanders would never tell you that he married a fun, college girl, after med school, because he wanted a fun, college girl and that it had absolutely nothing to do with you! Be forewarned! He also wanted a pretty, flirty, sorority girl, who wore cute clothes. Totally not you! Ha! Be forewarned.