"Delusions seem like sweet dreams we had and we cannot accept their illusory nature." Today, I am  thinking about my lingering delusions and wondering why there is a grieving process about letting them go.  Although the voices are well-controlled on my meds, I find it very hard/impossible to let go of the delusions I developed while unmedicated. Don't be afraid to reach out to your psychiatrist or loved ones to pull you out of this. Reality checks help many sufferers of SZ/SZA.